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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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How many stories does jumping need to be
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14
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Tommen Baratheon
Tommen Baratheon
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Help I'm looking for an objective opinion on my SH
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2
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121
ceilng_tile
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jugbandblues_
Is this feasible, or should I not even try?
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0
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107
jugbandblues_
jugbandblues_
chaoschuckler
Discussion What makes u not think about suicide?
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8
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167
chaoschuckler
chaoschuckler
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Venting Resenting those who love me for making it harder to leave
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6
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203
eviltwin
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Help How do you have the strength and willpower to go through with it?
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4
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189
iCryInMySecretSpot
iCryInMySecretSpot
Katatonia
Should i buy SN asap or wait?
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7
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400
traingirl
traingirl
EndItPlsGirl
Method Got My Tubing
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4
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359
Blockz
Blockz
Lambybahhhhhh
Help “Plan” for SN
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4
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162
Lambybahhhhhh
Lambybahhhhhh
traingirl
Venting Was doing good and left. Life and meds took its toll again.
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0
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109
traingirl
traingirl
KristineMC
"Get help" they said. If only it was so simple.
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20
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804
BPDTalk
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king_yaroglek
Venting Don´t even have the willpower for VSED
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2
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183
king_yaroglek
king_yaroglek
Daisy88_99
I JUST WANNA CRY! How much relief do you have when you have a peaceful method available?
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13
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539
HeyBoogahJr
HeyBoogahJr
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Discussion Is it weird/bad to want to be on a intimate relationship knowing I'm planning on ctb?
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10
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305
litany_of_thoughts
litany_of_thoughts
un.exist
Are you desensitised ?
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1
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164
Hollowman
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Dante_
Resource Comprehensive Medical records from SN attempt
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38
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6K
RyeSalRuff2
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XxEstenxX
Venting Failed attempt :)
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0
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172
XxEstenxX
XxEstenxX
thefirstluminary
Method Every method is hard to implement.
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36
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1K
Bishop
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Venting I can't keep going
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3
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202
ginadu
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attheendofthenight_
I started writing suicide notes
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12
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300
SASU-KE
SASU-KE
Captain laser
slowly becoming distrustful
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4
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212
Lapdog6795
Lapdog6795
iCryInMySecretSpot
  • Poll
What has your diet been like lately ? [Poll]
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10
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302
Bitterly_Nostalgic
Bitterly_Nostalgic
gardenoflonely
Venting I don't want to connect with anyone
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8
Views
323
interna
interna
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Help Acquiring SN in India
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28
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2K
Endisclose
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pieceoffox
Discussion Got my SN
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7
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455
pieceoffox
pieceoffox
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Help Nitrogen or helium tank
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0
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91
tender
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Lapdog6795
Discussion How old is your SN?
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6
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237
Lapdog6795
Lapdog6795
020x
Method Best way to succeed partial hanging
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70
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48K
latam
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dandelion_fluff
Never hated myself more than now
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1
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179
Lambybahhhhhh
Lambybahhhhhh
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I have some questions about the CO/Grill method, can someone PLEASE answer?
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8
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308
Marigoldflower1984
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BleedMeAnOcean
Venting My words don't come from my head
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3
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215
BleedMeAnOcean
BleedMeAnOcean
Daisy88_99
Venting The Art of Being Already Dead. ):
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2
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349
Forever Sleep
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SadCryingBunny
Death in chair gas
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4
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259
babyneo1
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Method My suicide plan for August 31
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0
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205
human123
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Method Carbon Monoxide + tents/cars/etc...Why? Help Me Understand
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24
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2K
Marigoldflower1984
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Help Where can I find/buy Sodium Nitrite (SN)
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2
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214
sadee
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nitritegirl
Morphine OD
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14
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642
purebliss
purebliss
princexhhn
Help buying SN in the philippines
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8
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632
OrbOrb
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vietorvtuneli
Method The methods I'm contemplating...
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5
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335
thefirstluminary
thefirstluminary
pechaberry
My brother died.
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17
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530
Dot
Dot
paperbaghat
Venting I think I'm at the end of my rope.
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0
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144
paperbaghat
paperbaghat
starboy2k
Venting Nothing Is Divine About The Dangerous Society We Built
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4
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267
Serena fuga
Serena fuga
iblamethemfr
Venting OD is never guaranteed
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1
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103
8hsjyd
8hsjyd
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my life in music - was going to be from beyond the grave
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3
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129
Dot
Dot
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Help Ordering SN from non dark web sources
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0
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136
finasteride_end
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divinemistress87
Post your fav ctb/depression memes
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497
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64K
thefirstluminary
thefirstluminary
ScornedStoic
Venting I had an SN connection & lost it, now I'm certain I want to ctb & don't know how to replace it
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11
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2K
kouna
kouna
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Sourcing SN in the UK
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5
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500
Imausername
Imausername
chaoschuckler
Help Suggest Standalone movies where protagonist kills himself
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22
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793
Dot
Dot
Mrs. T-800
Isn’t a husband supposed to love you?
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6
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454
Forveleth
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