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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
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I'm constantly very anxious about the smallest things I have to do...even trivial things, because of social phobia and generalized anxiety disorder. As soon as anything disrupts my hermit-like routine...

Are you the same?

Drugs and therapy dont help me
 
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Pluto

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Dec 27, 2020
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LastNite

LastNite

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Mar 31, 2025
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Yeh same. It's hell. Constantly worried about everything that *might* happen.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,400
The problem is that as soon as an event that makes us anxious is resolved and we feel calm, another one arrives 2 or 3 days later, and it's been like this endlessly for many years.
 
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Nolongerlive

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Feb 28, 2026
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Yes, the same here. I think the brain is playing tricks on us.

I have to see a pysc for medication, giving up many stuff in my life, telling myself that is how the physical body works, etc etc etc
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,400
Oui, pareil pour moi. Je crois que notre cerveau nous joue des tours.

Je dois consulter un psychiatre pour avoir des médicaments, renoncer à beaucoup de choses dans ma vie, me disant que c'est comme ça que fonctionne le corps, etc.
I hope.drugs.help.you
 
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Hollowman

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Dec 14, 2021
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I used to have problems like that. A couple years ago something broke (cortisol overload) idk. Now it's just chronic numbness now.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,400
J'avais ce genre de problèmes avant. Il y a deux ans, quelque chose a déraillé (surcharge de cortisol), je ne sais pas. Maintenant, c'est juste un engourdissement chronique.
How do you do to be better?
 

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