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RedFruit

RedFruit

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Feb 17, 2026
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What drugs make you sleep forever? Not like CTB, but you're just always sleeping? I'd much rather sleep my days away than be awake and suffering.
 
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LittleJem

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Benzos. they are also addictive. Diazepam/valium/ativan/xanax/lorazepam/clonazepam
 
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RedFruit

RedFruit

Red Fruit.
Feb 17, 2026
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Benzos. they are also addictive. Diazepam/valium/ativan/xanax/lorazepam/clonazepam
I don't mind the addictive quality tbh. I liked Xanax but it's sooo hard to get nowadays. I'll look into the other alternatives :)
 
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gardenhouse

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Mar 26, 2026
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Benzos, all the benzo, it puts you to sleep bit when you wake up you don't feel refreshed, unlike natural sleep.
I don't mind the addictive quality tbh. I liked Xanax but it's sooo hard to get nowadays. I'll look into the other alternatives :)
I find xanax is thr easiest to get nowadays, depends where you are
 
RedFruit

RedFruit

Red Fruit.
Feb 17, 2026
102
Benzos, all the benzo, it puts you to sleep bit when you wake up you don't feel refreshed, unlike natural sleep.

I find xanax is thr easiest to get nowadays, depends where you are
Well I don't have access to a doctor to get a script and everyone I know who does have access to a doctor, their doctor won't prescribe it :/ it isn't really sold on the street anymore either but I'll have to look around.
 
Quietist

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If you're sensitive to it like I am, tizandine, a muscle relaxer, can make you drowsy/sedated.

I'm so sensitive to it that I have to microdose it because if I take a whole tablet, it will literally feel like I'm being put under anesthesia.
 
crystalcastles

crystalcastles

Member
Apr 15, 2026
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benzodiazepines. But be careful, in some instances, you can black out instead of falling asleep, and do stupid shit which you will regret.
 
Mrs. T-800

Mrs. T-800

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Nov 25, 2025
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I think you'd love the book My Year of Rest and Relaxation.
Unisom knocks me out and it's over the counter. I have never been in a deeper sleep than with that.
 
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SequelarDecline

At this point even I'm beyond confused
Jun 7, 2026
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I don't mind the addictive quality tbh. I liked Xanax but it's sooo hard to get nowadays. I'll look into the other alternatives :)
Do note GABAergics, including benzos, have withdrawals that vary quite a lot in severity between individuals, ofc heavily dependent on dose and frequency, so you'll probably have to be somewhat careful with how often you use them unfortunately. Never personally used benzos tho so I'm not sure how fast tolerance builds for those
 
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puppyboy

puppyboy

i slit my own throat just to see if you’d mourn me
Apr 9, 2026
55
oh for sure benzos, whenever i take xanax it's lights out for me in 30 minutes or less. i find that ativan/klonopin/etc doesn't knock me out that easily though

opiates/opioids are known to cause sedation as well
 
RedFruit

RedFruit

Red Fruit.
Feb 17, 2026
102
oh for sure benzos, whenever i take xanax it's lights out for me in 30 minutes or less. i find that ativan/klonopin/etc doesn't knock me out that easily though

opiates/opioids are known to cause sedation as well
Yeah I've been taking 7oh but it just makes me veryyy sleepy but somehow still keeps me up? And then I get a terrible stomach ache so I def need something else.
 
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puppyboy

i slit my own throat just to see if you’d mourn me
Apr 9, 2026
55
Yeah I've been taking 7oh but it just makes me veryyy sleepy but somehow still keeps me up? And then I get a terrible stomach ache so I def need something else.
hmm are you able to purchase weed or edibles ?? specifically indica strains? that might help
 

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