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Suicide Discussion

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hellstar_paradox
Venting Crashing out but it's okay!! (not)
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1
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85
toyu
toyu
MonochromeMind
Help Is My Plan the Best I Can Manage in My Circumstances?
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12
Views
655
♡Sayori_Kinnie♡
♡Sayori_Kinnie♡
Nocturna666
Discussion What is the Preassure reducer required for drager scba setup? Help
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0
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55
Nocturna666
Nocturna666
Surai
Perspective changes when the animal is aware of itself
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0
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91
Surai
Surai
I
still alive (sadly)
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7
Views
312
hellstar_paradox
hellstar_paradox
PurplePerson
Venting I dont know anymore
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3
Views
145
PurplePerson
PurplePerson
msesis
DMC/DSL 2026?
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50
Views
3K
joey2424
joey2424
R
Discussion How will acid reflux affect the Sodium Nitrite Process???
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11
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912
cowboypants
cowboypants
homelessheart
Help SN or KCN Source
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6
Views
560
Riven
Riven
OnMyLast Legs
Off to the funny farm
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2
Views
233
Exhausted546
E
princeseadove
Oh wow money problems yay
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1
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123
Noob
Noob
TAW122
Discussion What if there was actual accountability/consequences for those pro-lifers, anti-choicers spewing “It gets better” or similar platitudes?
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6
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172
TransilvanianHunger
TransilvanianHunger
here_for_now
sodium nitrate that ships to us
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5
Views
229
curiousgeorgette
C
mute656
My SN Protocol / I'm planning to CTB on February 24
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21
Views
806
Luther84
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JassieDusk
Story Non-suicidal, “accidental” overdose on Sertraline (Zoloft), minimal amount - caused severe, unexplainable serotonin syndrome + ER visits. My story
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11
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331
lanadelreyisgod223
lanadelreyisgod223
mute656
For those who have decided but are struggling with fear.
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34
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2K
Luther84
L
RiftbornVeil
Help Is there a way to "try" SN?
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17
Views
728
RiftbornVeil
RiftbornVeil
P
will 1-2g Protonitazepyne & xanax definitely kill me?
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0
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72
peewee
P
O
Venlafaxine + benzo overdose will work?
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3
Views
98
RunDown
RunDown
Arlowantsushi
Discussion Do you have a song you would CTB to?
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40
Views
1K
Arlowantsushi
Arlowantsushi
T
Knowing Someone
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0
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59
theDunce
T
T
Knowing Someone
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0
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59
theDunce
T
nessBRBR2006
Killing urself is the pinnacle of human evolution
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3
Views
183
TransilvanianHunger
TransilvanianHunger
M
Opening N
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5
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447
wanttogetonthebus
wanttogetonthebus
glowing.purple.aura
screaming, begging, and scratching at the walls wondering why we're not allowed to escape
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3
Views
167
Pluto
Pluto
Y
Nitazenes
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5
Views
175
peewee
P
SnowyWeather
Venting Every Day is a Bad Day
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0
Views
73
SnowyWeather
SnowyWeather
Crematoryy
Venting Sleeping hugging my pillow because there's never anyone by my side
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1
Views
95
Bootleg Astolfo
Bootleg Astolfo
lunar02102009
Method Shubh's CO guide ( aka freedom from cruel existance ; FCE )
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19
Views
4K
onlylove
O
locketofroses
Discussion Does anybody else think/feel like this about suicide?
Replies
7
Views
195
Tellurian120
Tellurian120
MyPropellerWontSpin
funny how the only thing keeping me alive is my ao3 fanfic
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8
Views
314
MyPropellerWontSpin
MyPropellerWontSpin
Proper Overdoser
Method What's in your suicide kit? I study pharmacology
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226
Views
48K
onlylove
O
CuteHomunculus
Venting it happened again i feel so sick
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0
Views
108
CuteHomunculus
CuteHomunculus
J
hydrogen sulfide/GHB/rope
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2
Views
206
jojobanana
J
claeasi
Venting I would like to see beyond what I see.
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4
Views
123
wine is fine but
W
bubblebunny
Help Have you guys tried conscious manifestating / loa?
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2
Views
127
breachswapper
breachswapper
T
What do you think the chances of success are?
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8
Views
376
Timeisrunningout
T
P
Venting I love blood
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1
Views
114
arrythmia
arrythmia
C
  • Question
Discussion Did anyone from here meet in real life?
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16
Views
785
hurb
hurb
M
Discussion Medication/Substance Thread
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121
Views
10K
NameOfAction
NameOfAction
T
Well i bought 5g of amitriptyline enough to OD and hopefully die
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0
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100
Thefuture
T
P
Protonitazepyne & Benzo OD?
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0
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40
peewee
P
l1ablemistakes
Venting Psychiatrist appointment tomorrow
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15
Views
346
NameOfAction
NameOfAction
T
Venting Stuck in the middle
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7
Views
109
ThroughTheLight
ThroughTheLight
T
To people that have friends a job or a partner why do you want to ctb?
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18
Views
445
elpurp
elpurp
FunctionallyExtinct
Anyone else in New Zealand?
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11
Views
601
ThroughTheLight
ThroughTheLight
mgtboi
Help finding DSL - I am going insane
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3
Views
218
Untoten_
Untoten_
Dawns
does this rope look reassuring for FSH?
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2
Views
201
JesiBel
JesiBel
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Failure
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25
Views
811
yotaka
Y
elpurp
Venting it's almost been two months single now.
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0
Views
84
elpurp
elpurp
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