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Suicide Discussion

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BurningShipFractal
where can i find videos of other people ctb?
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5
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280
Chito and Yuuri
Chito and Yuuri
sourcherry
applying to a job role that my friend became burned out/suicidal over. life is a joke.
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5
Views
232
plantlife
P
sourcherry
happy birthday to me
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14
Views
312
flowerbomb
flowerbomb
M
Just double checking my sn
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0
Views
107
madmanbadman
M
PathtoDie
Venting Why is it so incredibly hard to die?
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35
Views
2K
Defenestration
Defenestration
ugulamugula
Help Hanging
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3
Views
211
Chito and Yuuri
Chito and Yuuri
cyanidekitty
Discussion does anyone else yearn to ctb?
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17
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523
cyanidekitty
cyanidekitty
TAW122
Discussion If you had dependents or those who rely on you, would it change your personal decision on CTB'ing?
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5
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183
TAW122
TAW122
BurningShipFractal
i missed my day
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7
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245
charlavail
charlavail
BurningShipFractal
partial or full suspension?
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1
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117
Chito and Yuuri
Chito and Yuuri
B
Wouldn't some blood loss method be good? I don't see people talking about it
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8
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222
iveseenfootage
iveseenfootage
DYLLPYCKLE
Method Antifreeze
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10
Views
868
plantlife
P
TAW122
Venting Those who made up their minds should not be lumped with all suicidal people and have their wishes (to die) respected!
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3
Views
309
TAW122
TAW122
diazepam23
Discussion Has anyone seen the Jubilee podcast episode on suicide?
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4
Views
248
diazepam23
diazepam23
The Disqualified
Venting It's the end of the road
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2
Views
256
Chito and Yuuri
Chito and Yuuri
eggsausagerice
NSFW keep thinking about whether i can actually afford a hotel to ctb in or not
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7
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500
Chito and Yuuri
Chito and Yuuri
ugulamugula
Help Is this enough?
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1
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137
Chito and Yuuri
Chito and Yuuri
D
Method Which one is better, HANGING or POTASSIUM CYANIDE?
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6
Views
292
Chito and Yuuri
Chito and Yuuri
A
Discussion DSL netherlands
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4
Views
212
Aflame5926
Aflame5926
Kokonoe
Venting might be getting diagnosed with BPD. want to kill myself.
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8
Views
409
Chito and Yuuri
Chito and Yuuri
ladidabi
Venting Doctors running in circles
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3
Views
351
rainatthebusstop
rainatthebusstop
U
What’s the best or easiest method
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8
Views
777
Samira_Hura
Samira_Hura
nothingbutyou
Is death from kidney failure painful?
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4
Views
203
Topaz111
Topaz111
Kooz
Method The "night-night" method mega thread.
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2K
Views
810K
nocturnal123
N
nonbeing
Goodbye thread
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6
Views
353
Matchaaa
Matchaaa
S
Sweet Spot – let's all find our sweet spots together … (and my personal experiences)
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2
Views
378
AdeptFenster8773
A
ugulamugula
Discussion CTB Today
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3
Views
168
telekon
telekon
A
Venting Living is torture
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1
Views
165
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L
Everyday a little closer to ctb
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1
Views
117
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
clawsprit
Venting i wish i had access to a gun
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6
Views
228
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
itsallogrenow
DSL Welfare Check Happened - UK
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55
Views
3K
rainbowpuker
rainbowpuker
meddle
Venting my cat has lung cancer
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12
Views
352
meddle
meddle
D
How long did your SN from dsl take to arrive?
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18
Views
987
SentientCreature
SentientCreature
Claymore7274
Venting I feel like a walking paradox
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3
Views
156
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
leoneliona
Anxious about delivery date
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18
Views
467
wave211
wave211
Z
Running into traffic to die instantly
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2
Views
150
XXlife
X
Z
HeEELLP
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0
Views
133
Zristal
Z
B
Using enteric coated gel caps for SN
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5
Views
281
Dontwant2Bhere
D
S
Story Still don’t know if I want to die
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2
Views
184
ohwowlovely
ohwowlovely
Ghostlights
Some rules I've set for myself before I "allow" myself to ctb
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5
Views
590
ohwowlovely
ohwowlovely
shinitai-chan
Venting i dont know
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8
Views
314
shinitai-chan
shinitai-chan
X
people say so much shit they have no idea what means. especially the overly used phrase "get help"
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10
Views
369
DeadManLiving
DeadManLiving
absolute failure
Venting I am a piece of shit
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21
Views
664
Lost in a Dream
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menherachan
Venting Been awhile 𐙚⋆°｡⋆♡
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2
Views
189
ashen knight
ashen knight
Ilostmytoast
Help Comfort Even Near Death
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0
Views
104
Ilostmytoast
Ilostmytoast
T
Nitrogen gas restricted in Canada?
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0
Views
94
thehorizons
T
shikishiki
Venting Is this feeling going away someday?
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3
Views
289
Ilostmytoast
Ilostmytoast
OnMyLast Legs
It's time to do it
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14
Views
665
SDB
S
punishedfox
Help I’m reaching the end of my rope
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1
Views
135
Ilostmytoast
Ilostmytoast
N
Planning to get hit by a train tomorrow
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22
Views
905
wannabeangel
wannabeangel
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