would love a list of dive bars where i am where i can drink alone and have a 50% chance of being murdered (to keep things intriguing), but if i asked that anywhere else on this hellsite id be banned
currently drunk enough to want to cry (but nothing comes out, dry tears) but not drunk enough to lose reality. im so fucking alone.
i was leaning to swim recently (yes, as an adult, very late) and in one class i was too scared to jump in a 10 ft pool (unlike literally all my classmates). i remember thinking: if i can't bring myself to even jump into a fucking pool what does that bode for my chances of CTB? Bleak.
However inane this post is, please reply bc im craving any kind of human interaction. Yes that's desperate and pathetic but if i weren't desperate and pathetic why would i be posing here.
currently drunk enough to want to cry (but nothing comes out, dry tears) but not drunk enough to lose reality. im so fucking alone.
i was leaning to swim recently (yes, as an adult, very late) and in one class i was too scared to jump in a 10 ft pool (unlike literally all my classmates). i remember thinking: if i can't bring myself to even jump into a fucking pool what does that bode for my chances of CTB? Bleak.
However inane this post is, please reply bc im craving any kind of human interaction. Yes that's desperate and pathetic but if i weren't desperate and pathetic why would i be posing here.
