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Recovery

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Every time I take shrooms, I can’t stop dwelling on the SN I have and CTBing
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breezeboy
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Should I tell someone?
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I don't know what's wrong with me
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ForgottenAgain
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709
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tiredplant777
lemonhoney322
share some wholesome moment you've ever experience !
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10
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Spike Spiegel
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Story I changed my mind again
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3
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663
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Help Ketamine infusion therapy
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356
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Please share your positive experience with CBT (not CTB!)
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5
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592
Redacted24
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Lithium made me more suicidal
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480
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MarsProxy
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(off screen) My thank you song to you guys
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6
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839
xxHello^^xx
xxHello^^xx
thirdrailer
Is "out of reasons to live" a good reason to ctb?
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kuniwan
work to live, live to work
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4
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782
edu0z
edu0z
Pg.964
How can i recover with no motivation?
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2
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702
Pg.964
Pg.964
Pg.964
What piece of media resonated with you the most?
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13
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874
Pg.964
Pg.964
catsrprettycuteman
fighting off the urge to ctb is hard
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0
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352
catsrprettycuteman
catsrprettycuteman
zurukunai
fuck it we ball
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22
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2K
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alcoholicnboredom
DyingToDie123
Torn about recovery
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6
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633
sincerely dead
sincerely dead
Shiva_Story
What is the reason that you get out of the bed?
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68
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5K
UnwillingSavior
UnwillingSavior
shantyizlit
DO IT DO IT DO ITif u a
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0
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367
shantyizlit
shantyizlit
edu0z
something silly that is helping me get through the day
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1
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363
trashhologram
trashhologram
TheLastGreySky
Does anyone want to message?
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5
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560
TheLastGreySky
TheLastGreySky
TheLastGreySky
Im back waiting to ctb
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2
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343
TheLastGreySky
TheLastGreySky
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Story Strange friendships
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1
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418
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TabooMushroom2
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Story Finally understood what I need
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0
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371
struggles_inc
struggles_inc
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Help How much Prozac should I take?
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2
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430
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Discussion Worried that antidepressants will fuck my life up further
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14
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1K
Nymph
Nymph
LivingForTheMoment
Type something really silly
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19
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1K
koro
koro
M30W
Recovery from failed attempts
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5
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502
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Story I’m doing so much better 1 year later
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4
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612
ThatStateOfMind
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Square251
Alone.
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3
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515
TheLastGreySky
TheLastGreySky
WhatPowerIs
How am I supposed to choose what to study for college?
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32
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2K
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WordV0mit
Comfort Music?
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7
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530
lemonhoney322
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Discussion Festive Greetings and Survival
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1
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385
Aim
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raindrops
Help PIP and social housing. Im so scared please someone if you know I need insight.
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8
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687
raindrops
raindrops
Yakamoz
Merry Christmas y'all
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2
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346
Yakamoz
Yakamoz
mallows
To everyone still here, Merry Christmas / happy holidays
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2
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325
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Aim
CannabisMuncher
Help Incase I change my mind, what are some drugs that can be a healthier alternative to cutting or SH?
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3
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626
Rhizomorph1
Rhizomorph1
paroxysm
officially going to a mental institution
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5
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554
Kit1
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Ambivalent1
How do you treat CPTSD on your own?
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4
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551
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Life_and_Death
Recovery in and of itself discourages recovery
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0
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350
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
almaPerdida
Story I am almost considering giving up CTB
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4
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545
raindrops
raindrops
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Has any of you reached out to a suicide hotline? If so how did it go? (If you don't mind me asking)
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26
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2K
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Help how to get rid of suicidal thoughts
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1
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388
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AliceinNeverland
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Help Why do people want to live even though there's suffering?
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22
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Abandoned Character
Abandoned Character
Groundhog_Day
Can you overcome a constant negative inner monologue?
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7
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679
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Life isn't bad at all sometimes.
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2
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403
Abandoned Character
Abandoned Character
catsrprettycuteman
made a breakthrough in recovery
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1
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301
Kit1
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Stardustheaven
Recovering, but feeling hopeless still
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3
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404
Stardustheaven
Stardustheaven
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