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TheLastGreySky
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I feel so weird
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Goodbye, once more
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Princess_Kitty
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5
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637
Turmeric
Turmeric
AnHeroTransGirl
How do I gain control of my life/my family for once without consequence?
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AnHeroTransGirl
AnHeroTransGirl
forget.m3.hxxrt
been wanting to not go to my friend's bday celebration :(
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4
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532
Labyrinth
Labyrinth
bittersweetmatcha
I want to end my life, but i have small kids
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20
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Painfu.Ll.suffering
vuberpoot1
I kind of love this forum
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686
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penguinl0v3s
forget.m3.hxxrt
anyone have tips on not taking boundaries too personally?
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706
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shinitai_sh0jo
2stubborn2die
Story New to the forum, want to present myself. It won't hurt if you comment or just say hi.
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6
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544
2stubborn2die
2stubborn2die
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Desperately struggling
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4
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774
ThatStateOfMind
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SecretDissociation
Recovery is making me want to die/ It is so hard.
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6
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632
Forever Sleep
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Celerity
Discussion A Part of Me Is Afraid of Recovery
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10
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1K
Forever Sleep
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Labyrinth
Discussion non-existence
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3
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541
Forever Sleep
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Life_and_Death
Addiction and Recovery; Playing with Fire?
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12
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1K
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
Linalez
Any lgbt people in Central Western Europe? (Je parle français, Ich spreche Deutsch, Hablo español + PT)
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1
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387
BlackMoon
BlackMoon
user933957
Help should i admit myself in the hospital?
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2
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410
space-jester
space-jester
bloomingdark
Coming back?
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0
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334
bloomingdark
bloomingdark
struggles_inc
Story Love in the air
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0
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328
struggles_inc
struggles_inc
LoiteringClouds
Discussion Joy of Raising/Having Kids - Whether Biological or Foster Ones - please share!
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8
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662
Slow_Farewell
Slow_Farewell
CrazyDiamond04
Discussion I’ve been trying to improve and it feels awful.
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1
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354
Celerity
Celerity
J
Discussion Old Soul
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6
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758
Celerity
Celerity
Kimlett
Some things about me and some venting
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3
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364
Kimlett
Kimlett
almaPerdida
Story Having second thoughts
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6
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670
almaPerdida
almaPerdida
illvoid
ruining my own life don't know how to stop
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4
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546
forget.m3.hxxrt
forget.m3.hxxrt
N33dT0D13
Disappearing (Vent)
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N33dT0D13
N33dT0D13
bleedingbxnes
the long term
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2
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465
bleedingbxnes
bleedingbxnes
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DMT for treatment resistant depression
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9
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1K
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divinemistress87
SenelXamano
Help Can my friend check themself into a mental hospital at 16?
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5
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541
puella
puella
subhuman metalhead
Help Trying to switch therapists
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0
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281
subhuman metalhead
subhuman metalhead
forget.m3.hxxrt
struggling again after making good progress
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2
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448
forget.m3.hxxrt
forget.m3.hxxrt
Abandoned Character
Do not Identify -- The Importance of Spirituality in Recovery
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0
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332
Abandoned Character
Abandoned Character
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Help Need Therapy, Not Sure Where to Look
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6
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905
Argo
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Some place nice
Should I go to a mental hospital?
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2
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437
Mirrory Me
Mirrory Me
ForgottenAgain
Story No longer suicidal but don't know how to recover
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1
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382
Redacted24
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Some place nice
I'm not doing well
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2
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445
Dingusguy
Dingusguy
Pg.964
I cant stop obsessing over the idea of ctb
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3
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376
Dingusguy
Dingusguy
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It's hard!
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4
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611
Dot
Dot
amnotreal
i want my family to believe me
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2
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358
amnotreal
amnotreal
kittyswift
Story trying to stay positive
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5
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477
kittyswift
kittyswift
LunarLynx
I would like to help for my last month in here
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4
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451
LunarLynx
LunarLynx
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Story Fitness routine
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4
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529
Duality
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mosai1que
I feel so alone in my derealization
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9
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789
sincerely dead
sincerely dead
RussianRoulette
Alcoholism and porn addiction
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11
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1K
Dot
Dot
thirdrailer
Working up the courage to explode my life and rebuild
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2
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395
Redacted24
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obei
Discussion Are my antidepressants finally starting to work??
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3
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476
Mirrory Me
Mirrory Me
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magic working for bipolar recovery
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0
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327
User200
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calipalico
Help Help with extremely obsessive thoughts
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6
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626
DeadHead
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forget.m3.hxxrt
i want to feel better but i dunno how w/o professional help
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2
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383
forget.m3.hxxrt
forget.m3.hxxrt
TheLastGreySky
Toxic parents / Wtf was she thinking?
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12
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961
Kit1
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