
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 41,570
Always seeing existing as something so dreadful.
No matter what I'll always see existence as something so dreadful that just causes all this harm and suffering until all is finally gone in non-existence anyway and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence at all and as long as I exist I'll always have so much dread for what lies ahead.
It just terrifies me how a human can suffer for so long with no limit as to how much agony they can feel just to face the torture of old age and no matter what I'll always see existence itself as the true problem, existence to me is the most torturous and futile burden that just causes harm and suffering until all is finally gone in non-existence anyway and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want some peace. I'll only be at peace once I'm finally unconscious for all eternity with no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as being only suffering, I find it so dreadful to suffer all for the sake of it in this existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing. It's all just so dreadful, painful and cruel and as long as I exist I'll only wish to be gone, I wish for no more suffering rather all I hope for is some peace, I just want all to finally be forgotten for me, I'll always see it as so dreadful to be conscious burdened with this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and I'll always see so much cruelty in how the option for me to just peacefully cease existing is denied even know this existence was so tragically imposed in the first place.
No matter what I'll always see existence as something so dreadful that just causes all this harm and suffering until all is finally gone in non-existence anyway and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence at all and as long as I exist I'll always have so much dread for what lies ahead.
It just terrifies me how a human can suffer for so long with no limit as to how much agony they can feel just to face the torture of old age and no matter what I'll always see existence itself as the true problem, existence to me is the most torturous and futile burden that just causes harm and suffering until all is finally gone in non-existence anyway and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want some peace. I'll only be at peace once I'm finally unconscious for all eternity with no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as being only suffering, I find it so dreadful to suffer all for the sake of it in this existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing. It's all just so dreadful, painful and cruel and as long as I exist I'll only wish to be gone, I wish for no more suffering rather all I hope for is some peace, I just want all to finally be forgotten for me, I'll always see it as so dreadful to be conscious burdened with this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and I'll always see so much cruelty in how the option for me to just peacefully cease existing is denied even know this existence was so tragically imposed in the first place.