Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is the most torturous burden.
I'll always see it as such a torturous burden to exist and it's one I'd never wish for that only non-existence can bring me peace from, I personally just hope and wish to never suffer ever again and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this cruel, futile existence I personally always saw as a mistake. To me existence really is the problem and is just something I'd never wish for and I always suffer so much from being enslaved in this existence, I'll always see existing as only suffering and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from, I just want to never exist ever again and I always suffer so much from existing in this reality where the pain and torture of human existence is seen as to prolong no matter what even know it was imposed in the first place.

I'd just never wish for the imposition of existence rather all I hope for is some peace, I just wish to be unconscious for all eternity with no more pain and no more suffering and all finally forgotten, I'd always prefer to forget about this existence no matter what than suffer all for the sake of it and I'll always see existing as only suffering. It's just so terrible to me how there's all this suffering in existing and I'd never wish for any of this, for me non-existence truly is all that's positive, I just hope and wish to never exist ever again, in this existence so cruel and torturous non-existence really is the only peace and relief for me and is all I could hope for, I'm always so tired of it all, I'm so tired of being burdened with this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There truly is so much cruelty in existing with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it's all just so terrible, painful and torturous and I'd just never wish for any of this no matter what rather all I hope for is non-existence. I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence I personally always saw as a mistake, to me existence really is the problem and is something I'd never wish for, existence is so cruel as after all the burden of existence was so tragically imposed causing all this endless suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing.

I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all rather all I hope for is the peace of non-existence where all is finally forgotten but of course the suffering and torture of human existence is seen as to so cruelly force and prolong even know it all just leads to decay and death anyway, it really is just all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want the relief of never suffering ever again. I just wish to be unconscious for all eternity with no more pain and no more suffering and I'll personally only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this torturous existence of suffering all for the sake of it, I truly just never should had been forced to suffer at all and nothing no matter what would make me wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only being suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just waiting for death.
No matter what I'll always see existing as just waiting for death, the way I see it to exist means to suffer so unnecessarily all for the sake of it all while waiting for death to take away all anyway and eventually all will be gone and forgotten in non-existence no matter what which is all I hope for.

I just wish for peace and permanent relief from the terrible unnecessary suffering and cruelty of existing and for me peace could only lie in an eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally forgotten, I just want permanent relief from this existence where I'm just waiting for death anyway, I'd rather prevent all future unnecessary suffering than prolong it just to suffer way more and nothing would ever make me wish for the suffering of this futile unnecessary existence rather I just want all to finally be gone for me. I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather I just want to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence where I'm just waiting for death and I'd just never wish for this existence of suffering all for the sake of it rather all I hope for is eternal nothingness. It's so horrific and unbearable to me how a human can suffer in this existence for so long just to face way worse torture and suffering, I'll always see existence as the most cruel, terrible tragic mistake and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is peace, I just want to sleep, I wish for no more suffering but of course the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues, it's all so dreadful to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never being meant for any of this.
I truly was never meant for any of this and I just never should had been burdened with this torturous, futile existence at all, as long as I exist I really will just wish for the peace of an permanent sleep as to not exist is all I'm meant for, I'm only meant to be permanently free from the suffering, torture and cruelty of existing and I'll always see existing as only being suffering no matter what. I suffer just from being conscious in this existence I personally always saw as a mistake and to me existence really is the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death as I was just never meant for any of this and I never should had been forced to suffer at all.

I'll always see existing as only being suffering all for the sake of it and what is so terrible and dreadful to me is how there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel as long as they are enslaved in this existence, I'll just always see existing as being suffering and cruelty that is so unnecessary and it's all so dreadful to me, I was just never meant for any of this and I never should had been forced to suffer at all. The suffering this existence causes truly is endless and no matter what I'd prefer to not exist than suffer, only non-existence could ever bring me the peace I search for from this torturous existence I just saw as a mistake, the way I see it existence really does just cause only suffering and harm and I was just never meant for any of this, as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to not exist, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll always find it so undesirable to exist.
I truly will always find it so undesirable to exist and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing no matter what, I could just never see existence as a desirable state and it's something I only hope for peace from. Only non-existence could ever bring me the peace I search for from this torturous undesirable existence that I personally always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I hope for is some peace and only non-existence could ever bring me the peace and relief I search for, I just never should had been burdened with this existence and I'll always see it as the most cruel, torturous burden to exist.

It's a burden only ceasing to exist could bring me relief from and I'd just never wish to exist, I simply just don't see it as desirable to be conscious in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited amounts and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence, I find it so futile to suffer in this cruel existence just waiting and hoping to not exist anyway and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death. It's just unnecessary cruelty and suffering and I'm always so tired of suffering in this existence I just never would had chosen and nothing would make me wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer, to me existing really is only suffering and I find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence I always saw as a mistake, to me existence truly is the problem and it's one only ceasing to exist can bring me any relief from.

 

[FuneralCry]

To not exist has been all I've hoped for.
It really has been all I've hoped for and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, futile existence no matter what, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering non-existence really is all I see as desirable and is all that can bring me any peace. I just want to never suffer ever again which is why I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again so finally I can find permanent relief from this existence I always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just wish for non-existence and I always suffer so much fron how I cannot just have a death like falling into an eternal dreamless sleep.

For me ceasing to exist really is the only relief and is all I hope for, I'm just always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for, I just want non-existence as I see nothing desirable about being burdened with this existence and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, I just never should had been forced to suffer at all. I'll always prefer non-existence over unnecessary suffering, for me existence truly is the problem which is why I'll always wish for death no matter what, I only hope for non-existence, I just wish for peace from this cruel, harmful existence I just never would had chosen and never would do under any circumstance, to me existence just causes suffering which is why to not exist really is all I wish for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only seeing never existing ever again as desirable.
No matter what I could only see never existing ever again as desirable, I just want some peace from the cruelty and suffering of existing and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this futile, torturous existence I just never would had chosen. In this existence so cruel and torturous only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for.

I personally just want no more pain and suffering and I'll always see existing as only being suffering, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me peace from, I just want all to finally be gone for me but of course the suffering just continues and it's all just so dreadful to me, I'd never wish to exist and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence of suffering all for the sake of it was even imposed, to suffer in this existence is just something I'd never wish for and I suffer simply from existing. I suffer just from being conscious in this cruel existence I personally always saw as such a terrible mistake and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm finally free from this torturous deeply undesirable existence I never would had chosen, for me existence truly is the problem which is why I only see never existing ever again as desirable, I'm just always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence and no matter what I'd never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is peace, I could only ever see never suffering ever again as desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Suffer from how peaceful death is denied.
I truly do always suffer from how peaceful death is denied for me and I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again so finally I can be at peace from the suffering as all I hope for is to never exist ever again. I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer from being enslaved in this torturous existence that was so tragically imposed that I never would had chosen and I'll always see existence as an imposition, it's one that just causes harm and suffering until all is finally gone in non-existence anyway, to me existence really is the problem and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing rather I just wish for peace.

It's just so cruel to me how I cannot just have an guaranteed painless death even know this existence was so tragically imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and all that existence does is cause so much suffering all for the sake of it, it's all just so cruel, painful and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is peace and I'll just only be at peace in eternal sleep where all is finally gone. For me existence truly is the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death, I'm just always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence I just never would had wished for in the first place and would never do no matter what, I really do always suffer so much from how painless death is so cruelly denied for me as all I hope for is to never exist ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Seeing it as so deeply undesirable to exist.
No matter what I'll always see it as so deeply undesirable to exist and I'd just never wish for the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing rather all I hope for is non-existence, I just want all to be forgotten for me.

I'd always prefer to not exist as only in non-existence am I unable to suffer, there is no suffering in the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where finally nothing can concern me and all I hope is for this existence to be no longer my concern, I wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering and I suffer just from being conscious in this torturous undesirable existence, there's just so much suffering in existing, it really is all just so terrible and painful to me and I'd never wish for any of this. I'll personally always see existence itself as the problem no matter what, to me existing truly is only suffering, I just don't find it desirable to be conscious in this existence rather I see existence as a burden and it's one that just causes and brings suffering and I suffer simply from existing, all that existence does is just cause so much pain and problems there were never a need for and it's all just so unnecessary. It's all for the sake of it and I'd never wish to be conscious of anything at all rather all I hope for is some peace, I just want all to be gone for me, I just want to never wake ever again, only in eternal sleep will I finally be at peace from the torture of existing which is why it's all I hope for.

 

[FuneralCry]

So tired of this existence of unnecessary suffering.
I really am always so tired of this existence of unnecessary suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I wish for is non-existence, I just hope for some peace, I just want to never exist ever again with all finally forgotten for me.

The way I see it existence truly does cause suffering and harm and it's all just so cruel and terrible to me, I'd never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I hope for is nothingness, I just wish for some peace and for me peace could only lie in never existing ever again, I'll personally always see existence as the most terrible mistake and it's one I'd never wish for, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'd never wish to suffer in this torturous, painful existence and I suffer just from existing. I'd never wish for this cruel existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'll personally always see existence as the problem, it's just something so dreadful and harmful that just torments existing beings until all is gone for them anyway and I'd never wish for any of this. I never should had been forced to suffer at all and I'll always see existing as being only suffering, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from, I'm always so tired of it all and as long as I exist I'll only hope to sleep permanently, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always see it as so dreadful to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Just wanting all to be forgotten for me.
All I wish is for all to be forgotten for me, I wish for no more pain and no suffering and I always see it as the most terrible tragedy to suffer in this existence, I'll always see existing as being only suffering no matter what and it's suffering so futile and unnecessary that just tortures existing beings until all is forgotten anyway and as long as I exist I really will just hope for non-existence. I just want all to finally be gone for me, if it's up to me I'd choose to permanently erase my existence as I just wish to disappear from this existence I always saw as the most cruel tragic mistake and there's just so much cruelty and suffering in existing.

It's all just so torturous to me, existence just tortures existing beings until all is gone and forgotten in non-existence anyway and as long as I exist I'll only hope to not exist, I'll always just see existence as an unnecessary harm, in fact the way I see it existence only causes harm, it's all just so dreadful to me, I see existence as an abomination which is why I'll only hope to not exist no matter what. I wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering and there's just so much suffering in existing, for me non-existence truly would be the relief, it's all I can wish for, I wish for all to be gone for me and I'll only be at peace once I never suffer ever again with the torture of existence finally all forgotten about, non-existence really is the only peace for me and is all I could wish for.

 

[FuneralCry]

The peace of non-existence will take away all anyway.
It truly will which is all I wish and hope for, every second is one closer to this futile, torturous existence disappearing into nothingness and to not exist is all I could wish for, I just want this existence to be all gone and forgotten for me and I'd just never wish for the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing rather I only wish for peace. I just want to never exist ever again, I just wish for the peace of non-existence to take away all anyway and finally bring me the relief I search for and no matter what I'll always see existing as only suffering and I suffer just from being conscious in this torturous existence just waiting to not exist anyway, non-existence truly is the only relief for me and is all I personally see as desirable.

I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'm just always so tired of suffering all for the sake of in this existence I never would had chosen, ceasing to exist really is the only peace for me and is all I personally see as positive, I just wish for no more harm and no more cruelty, I just wish to be unconscious for all eternity. I wish for all to be gone for me, I'd never wish to exist rather I see existence as a mistake, I'd always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence where I just hope and wait for death anyway and I'll just always see existing as waiting for death, it's just cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it and as long as I exist I'll only hope and wish to not exist, I never should had suffered at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes harm.
It truly does cause harm and I'd always prefer to not exist than suffer in this futile, torturous existence, in this existence where there is all this endless cruelty and suffering non-existence really is the only peace for me and is all I could hope for. I'd just never wish for the burden of existence rather all I hope for is to not exist, non-existence really is all I see as positive as after all, only then will I be unable to suffer with this harmful, torturous existence finally all gone and no longer my concern and to never exist ever again really is all I see as desirable.

Non-existence really is all I could ever wish for and is all that can bring me relief from this existence that just causes all this suffering all for the sake of it and I'll always see existing as only being suffering, it's all just so dreadful and cruel to me and it's suffering only ceasing to exist can take away for me, I'll just always see existence as the most terrible tragedy, to me existence really does feel like a mistake and it's one I'd just never wish for. I really will always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death as I see existence as the problem, it's something that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist, I wish for all to finally be forgotten for me, nothing would ever make me wish for any of this rather I just want some peace, I'd never wish for this harmful existence of suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

On,y seeing non-existence as positive and desirable.
No matter what I could personally only ever see non-existence as positive and desirable and it's all I'll ever wish for, I just want to never suffer ever again and nothing would make me wish for the suffering of this torturous, futile existence that I just never would had chosen and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I only hope to not exist.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I want is to sleep permanently, I just wish for non-existence where all is finally gone and forgotten and I'd always prefer to forget about this existence no matter what, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering to permanently not exist really is all I see as desirable, I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer all for the sake of it and nothing would ever make me wish for the suffering of existing rather all I hope for is to not exist. I just want all to finally be gone for me, non-existence truly is all I could hope for, it'd solve everything for me and bring me peace from all future suffering in this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting for death anyway and I'll always see existing as just waiting to die, it's just cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it until all is finally gone in non-existence and only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for, I only hope to be unconscious for all eternity with no more pain and no more suffering, I'd just never wish for this painful torturous existence no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I'd just never wish for the cruelty, suffering and torture of existing rather all I hope for is to not exist, I just want all to be gone for me, I just want all to be forgotten about, the fact that this existence was even imposed is the most terrible dreadful tragedy to me and it's one that just causes harm and suffering and I'll just always find it so harmful to exist, for me non-existence truly is the only relief from the cruelty and torture of existence and is all I see as desirable, I'll always and only wish to not exist and simply just existing is enough to make me wish to not exist.

I just want all to be forgotten for me but of course more than anything I wish I was never forced to suffer and I wish I never suffered, I wish I was never burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it that I just always saw as a mistake, for me existence truly is the problem and is something only non-existence can bring me peace from. I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all suffering and nothing would ever make me wish to suffer in this existence, I'll always see existence as so cruel, torturous and painful and the amount of suffering this existence causes is endless, I wish I was never forced to suffer and I just never should had been burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering, for me non-existence truly is the only relief, I'd just never wish for any of this no matter what, I never should had suffered in this futile existence at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence always felt like a mistake to me.
Existence truly did always feel like a mistake to me and it's one that just causes endless amounts of suffering, harm and cruelty torturing existing beings until all is gone in non-existence anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer as after all there are no disadvantages to being gone, if I don't exist I cannot suffer which is all I wish and hope for and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing rather I just want to not exist. I hope for no more pain and no more suffering rather I just want all to finally be forgotten for me, existence is just so cruel, so painful and so torturous existence just causes endless amounts of suffering all for the sake of it until all is finally gone in non-existence anyway and to permanently cease existing is all I see as desirable.

Nothing would make me wish for any of this rather I just wish to not exist, I could only ever wish for non-existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing and I'll always see existing as being only suffering no matter what, I suffer just from existing and I just find it so dreadful how this existence of suffering all for the sake of it was even imposed causing all this harm and torture as a result. I'll just always see existing as only suffering and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is to not exist, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering, I'm always so tired of this cruel, torturous existence I never would had wished for and never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence would solve everything for me.
It truly would solve everything for me which is all I wish and hope for, there are no disadvantages to not existing after all and if I'm gone then I cannot suffer, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, torturous existence and no matter what I'll always see existing as only suffering. All I wish for is no more pain and no more suffering, I just want all to finally be gone for me, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and non-existence truly is all I personally see as positive, I just want to never exist ever again.

I just want some peace from the suffering and torture of existing and I'll always see existing as just being suffering there was never a need for, it's all just so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want some peace and I suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently, I'd just never wish for this harmful, painful existence I never would had chosen and I see it as the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed. I just wish I was never forced to suffer more than anything and I always suffer so much as a result of existing, I just wish for non-existence to solve everything for me and finally bring me permanent relief from this torturous existence where I just hope and wait for death anyway and I'll always see existing as waiting to die, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from all future unnecessary cruelty and suffering which is why it's all I could hope for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is the only peace for me.
It truly is the only peace for me in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering and I'll always and only hope to not exist no matter what, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather I just want all to finally be forgotten for me, in this existence so torturous that was so tragically imposed the only relief for me could lie in never suffering ever again and as long as I exist I'll only hope for peace from the suffering of existing.

I'll always see non-existence as only being positive no matter what as after all only when I no longer exist will I be unable to suffer, there is no suffering in the peace of an eternal sleep where all is finally forgotten, non-existence would solve everything for me in this cruel, unnecessary existence where I'm just waiting for death anyway and as long as I exist I'll only wish for some peace, I wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering and to never suffer ever again is all I see as desirable. I just want to finally forget about this existence, I just want all to finally be gone for me and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again so finally I can find peace from the cruelty and suffering of existing and peace is all I'll hope for no matter what, nothing would make me wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, existence to me just feels like a terrible tragic mistake that causes and brings suffering and the peace I search for could only lie in being permanently free from it, I just want all to finally be gone for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There truly is so much cruelty in existing and it's all so dreadful and unnecessary, I'd just never wish for any of this no matter what rather all I hope for is to not exist, I wish for this cruel, futile existence to finally be all gone and forgotten for me with no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existence as the most cruel abomination no matter what. For me non-existence truly is the only relief and is all I see as desirable, non-existence would solve everything for me in this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting for death anyway and I see so much cruelty in how painless death is so harnfully denied even know this existence was so tragically imposed in the first place.

I'll just always see existence as the most cruel, harmful imposition that just causes pain and suffering and there's just so much suffering in existing and at any moment it can easily get way more torturous and unbearable, to me existence really is the problem and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this unnecessary existence I personally always saw as a mistake. Existence to me is just something so dreadful, so harmful and there's just so much cruelty in existing, non-existence really is the only peace for me as only then will all be finally gone and forgotten, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'm just so tired of suffering all for the sake of it in this cruel, torturous existence that was so tragically imposed and I always suffer so much from how painless death is so cruelly denied as I'd never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence.
I truly will only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence and I'd just never wish for the cruel, futile burden of existence rather all I hope for is non-existence, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

I'll just always find it so burdensome to exist, I see existence as a burden that only non-existence can bring me relief from and as long as I exist I'll only wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where I'm no longer burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it that I just never would had chosen and never would wish for. I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing rather I see it as so deeply undesirable to exist, to me existence just feels like the most terrible mistake that just causes harm and suffering until all is finally gone in non-existence and as long as I exist I'll only wish for an eternal sleep free from all suffering and I suffer just from existing. I just wish to be unconscious for all eternity with all finally forgotten about and I'd just always prefer to forget about this cruel, futile existence no matter what, I really am just so tired of being burdened with this existence of suffering and I'll always find it the most torturous burden to exist, it's a burden only non-existence can take away for me and bring me relief from, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'm just always so tired of suffering all for the sake of it in this existence I just never would had wished for.

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it so terrifying how a human can suffer for so long.
I truly do find it so terrifying how a human can suffer for so long and I'd just never wish for the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing rather I only wish for peace, I just want to not exist, it's so horrifying to me how a human can be enslaved in this existence for so long just to die in agony from old age and the cruelty and suffering of existing is endless, it's all just so torturous and terrible to me and more than anything I wish this deeply undesirable existence that just causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for was just never imposed.

I'll always see existence as an imposition and it terrifies me how a human can be burdened with this existence for so long and I suffer just from being burdened with this existence, to me existing really is only suffering and it's suffering only ceasing to exist can bring me any relief from, I just want all to finally be forgotten for me but of course all the suffering just continues. I could just never see anything desirable about suffering all for the sake of it in this existence I personally always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is some peace and only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for, I find it so unbearable and agonising how a human can be tortured in this existence for so long, I'd personally just never wish to be conscious of anything at all rather all I hope for is to not exist, I'm always so tired of suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only seeing non-existence as desirable.
No matter what I could only ever see non-existence as desirable and it's all I'll hope for, I just want this torturous, futile existence to be finally forgotten for me, I just want to never suffer ever again, I'll just always see it as so terrible and dreadful to be conscious in this existence suffering for the sake of it and it's suffering only ceasing to exist can bring me relief from, I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence and I see existence as a burden that only ceasing to exist can bring me relief from, I just want all to finally be gone for me.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer all for the sake of it in this torturous, futile existence I just never would had chosen just to die in agony from old age, for me non-existence truly is the only peace and is all I wish for, I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence I never would had chosen and I find it a burden to exist, it's a burden so cruel and futile that has just caused me to suffer and I'll always see existing as only being suffering and I suffer simply from existing. I'd just never wish for this dreadful, harmful existence that just tortures existing beings all for the sake of it rather I only wish to not exist, non-existence really is all I could see as desirable and is all that can bring me peace from the cruelty and suffering of this futile, torturous existence, I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing no matter what and I never should had suffered at all, I'd just never wish for the burden of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace from this cruel existence.
All I could ever wish and hope for is peace from this cruel existence, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as being only suffering, no matter what I'd just prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence and I'll always see it as the most dreadful and torturous burden to exist.

I see existence as a burden that just causes and brings so much harm and suffering until all is finally forgotten in non-existence and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what, nothing would make me wish for this painful, cruel and futile existence rather I just hope for some peace and only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for, only in non-existence will all finally be gone which is all I hope for. Non-existence is all I see as desirable and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like falling asleep permanently so I can finally be free from all unnecessary suffering in this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting for death anyway and I'll always see existing as just waiting to die. It's just suffering all for the sake of it that there was never a need for at all and it's all just so unnecessary as well, I wish this existence was never imposed more than anything, I'll always see existence as the most cruel, futile imposition that just causes harm and suffering until the peace of non-existence takes away all anyway, I just wish I was never burdened with this cruel existence where I suffer so unnecessarily.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me really is the most horrific tragedy.
No matter what I'll always see existence as the most horrific tragedy and it's one that just causes all this harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just hope to not exist, to me existence truly does feel like the most dreadful mistake and it's one that just causes and brings so much suffering until the peace of non-existence takes away all anyway and for me peace really could only lie in never existing ever again.

I just wish for no more pain and suffering and I'd rather prevent suffering through ceasing to exist than prolong it just to suffer way more and more and there's just so much suffering and cruelty in existing, it's all just so terrible and dreadful to me and I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence and it's suffering only ceasing to exist can bring me peace from, I'll personally always see it as an abomination to be conscious burdened with this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents destined to decay and die anyway. Existence to me truly is the most horrific tragedy and I'll always see existence as a mistake, it's one just so terrible and torturous that just causes all this harm and I'll always see it as so harmful to exist, to me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me relief from, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering, I just want all to finally be forgotten for me, it's so horrifying to me how existence causes and brings all this dreadful suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me is only suffering.
No matter what I'll always see existing as only suffering and I suffer simply from existing, I just find it so dreadful and terrible to suffer all for the sake of it in this existence just waiting to not exist anyway and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death, it's just cruelty and suffering for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

I'd just never wish for the suffering and torture of existing rather all I hope for is to not exist, I just wish to never suffer ever again, I just wish to be unable to suffer, all that can bring me any peace is an eternal dreamless sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where finally all is gone and this torturous, futile existence is finally no longer my problem and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence and I suffer simply from existing. I'll just always see it as so deeply undesirable to exist no matter what, for me only non-existence could ever be desirable, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather I just hope for some peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer all for the sake of it in this existence I personally always saw as a mistake, for me existence really is the true problem, I just wish for this existence to finally be all forgotten and no longer my concern, existence is just so torturous, so cruel and dreadful and I'd never wish for the pain and suffering of existing no matter what rather all I hope for is some peace, I just want to never exist ever again, I wish for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

All will be gone.
Eventually this existence will be all gone and forgotten which is all I hope for, I just want to never suffer ever again, I just want some peace from the cruelty, torture and suffering of existing and I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to exist. In this existence where there is all this suffering all for the sake of it non-existence really is all I can hope for and is the only relief for me, I just want all to finally be forgotten, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious in this futile, torturous existence, as long as I exist I really will just wish to not exist.

I only want some peace and for me peace could only lie in this existence being no longer my problem, I'll personally only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it and I'll just always find it a burden to exist, it's a burden so cruel and futile that just causes endless amounts of suffering until all is gone in non-existence anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, existing to me truly is only suffering and I suffer simply from existing. I'll always see existing as just waiting to not exist and to not exist is all I could hope for no matter what, in this existence where there is all this cruelty and suffering non-existence truly is the only relief for me and is all I could hope for, I only wish for some peace and I'll only be at peace once all is finally gone and forgotten for me, I'd just always prefer to forget about this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this cruel, torturous existence rather all I hope and wish for is to not exist, I just want to fall asleep permanently and finally forget about this existence I personally always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, I'd just always prefer to not exist no matter what and non-existence is all I personally see as desirable, I wish for no more suffering but of course the suffering and cruelty of existing just continues.

It's all just so dreadful and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to sleep permanently and I suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to fall into an eternal sleep, the tiredness I feel is such that only non-existence can take away for me and bring me relief from. I'd just never wish for any of this rather I wish for nothingness, I'm just so tired of being burdened with this existence that just causes and brings all this suffering all for the sake of it and as long as I exist I'll only hope to not exist, non-existence is the only peace for me and is all I wish for, I just wish for this existence to be no longer my problem, I just wish for this existence to be no longer my concern, non-existence truly is the only relief for me and is all I can hope for, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I want is to never exist ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is so painful.
Existing truly is so painful and there's just so much pain and cruelty in existing, it's all just so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this no matter what rather all I want is to not exist, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and the pain will only go away for me once I'm finally unconscious for all eternity and I'd just always prefer to be unconscious and unaware of this existence. I want to never feel any pain ever again, I just want some peace and for me peace could only lie in eternal sleep, I just want all the suffering to be gone and forgotten for me.

I just want this existence to be no longer my problem, I'd just never wish for this painful, torturous existence rather all I hope for is to not exist, I just wish for peace from this existence of pain and cruelty with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and the suffering this existence causes is endless, I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to permanently stop suffering. I wish for nothing to be able to concern me, existence to me really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can ever take away for me and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this painful, cruel existence, to me existence really is only suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful existence rather all I hope for is some peace, I just want all to be gone for me, non-existence truly is all I could wish for, I want to never exist ever again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as only suffering.
No matter what I'll always see existing as only suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, futile existence rather all I hope and wish for is to not exist, non-existence really is all I personally see as desirable as after all only in non-existence will I be unable to suffer, there is no suffering in the peace of an eternal sleep where all is finally forgotten and nothing can concern me.

I'd just always prefer to not exist as after all there are no disadvantages to not existing, I'll always see human existence as suffering and cruelty all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and the suffering this existence causes is endless, it's all just so terrible dreadful and torturous to me and I'd just never wish for any of this no matter what rather all I hope for is to not exist, I'm just always so tired of being burdened with this torturous existence suffering all for the sake of it and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing no matter what rather all I wish for is to not exist. Non-existence really is all that can bring me the peace I search for from this existence I just never would had wished for and never would had chosen and nothing would make me wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to never exist ever again, I just want all to finally be gone and forgotten for me, I'll just always see existence as a mistake and it's one so cruel and harmful that just causes and brings all this suffering for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Dread for what lies ahead.
I truly do always have so much dread for what lies ahead in this futile, torturous existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing no matter what rather all I hope for is to not exist, it's so terrifying to me how there is no limit as to how much one can suffer in this existence and I'll always see existing as only suffering no matter what, I find it so horrific how a human can exist for so long capable of suffering to unlimited extents just to die in agony tortured by old age and more than anything I just wish this cruel dreadful existence was never imposed and I'd just never wish for the cruelty and suffering of existing rather all I hope for is nothingness.

I just wish for some peace and for me peace could only lie in this existence being all forgotten about, I'd always prefer to be permanently unconscious of this dreadful existence of suffering all for the sake of it that I just never would had chosen but of course the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues for me. I suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again even know this dreadful existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured was so tragically imposed even know there was just never any need for any of this, existing really is only suffering to me and as long as I exist I'll always have so much dread for what lies ahead, I just find it so dreadful to be conscious in this existence just waiting to not exist anyway, I'll always see existence as a burden that only non-existence can bring me relief from.