Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There truly is so much suffering in existing, it's all just so cruel and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this no matter what, to me existence really does just feel like the most terrible tragic mistake that just causes harm and suffering and it's just so dreadful.

I'd never wish for any of the suffering rather I only want some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence, to me existence truly is the most cruel, torturous burden and it's one only ceasing to exist can bring me relief from, I personally just want to never suffer ever again, I wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering rather I just want to rest, I just want all to be gone for me, I'm always just so tired of this harmful existence I just never would had chosen and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want peace. I just want to never suffer ever again but of course the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues, it's all just so dreadful and terrible to me and I never should had been forced to suffer at all, as long as I exist I'll just wish for non-existence, I just want permanent relief from this cruel, harmful existence I never would had chosen and never would had wished for, I'm just always so tired of suffering in this cruel, harmful existence and I never should had suffered at all, I only hope for non-existence, existence is just so cruel, so painful and so torturous, I'll always see it as so dreadful to suffer all for the sake of it in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is always the problem.
No matter what I'll always see existence as the problem, it's the ultimate cause of all suffering after all and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake rather all I hope for is to never wake ever again, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering rather I just hope to not exist, only non-existence can solve and take away what I personally see as the true problem which is existence itself.

I personally just want to never suffer ever again and I always find so dreadful to be burdened with this existence suffering all for the sake of it, I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather I just hope for non-existence, I wish for no more suffering but of course the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues, it's all just so terrible and dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdemed with this torturous futile existence suffering all for the sake of it just to die in agony from old age, existence to me really is always the problem and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only eternal sleep can take away for me and bring me any relief from. I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently so I can finally be free from what I always see as the true problem which is existence itself, I'd never wish for tne suffering, cruelty and torture of existing rather I just want some peace and for me peace could only lie in non-existence where finally all is gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just suffering for the sake of it.
It truly is just suffering all for the sake of it and I'd just never wish to suffer in this futile torturous existence rather I only hope and wish to not exist, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering, to me existence really is the most torturous abomination that just brings and causes all this pain and suffering all for the sake of it and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what, I'm just always so tired of suffering in this futile existence of suffering all for the sake of it and it's tiredness only non-existence can bring me peace from.

The fact that this existence of unnecessary suffering was even imposed truly is always the most terrible cruel tragedy to me and I'd just aways prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence is all that's positive and is all that can bring me any peace from the suffering of existing and I'll always see existing as only suffering, to me existence really does just feel like a terrible mistake and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want peace and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently so finally I can be free from this existence of suffering and cruelty all for the sake of it. I personally just want to sleep permanently, in this existence so torturous and cruel peace for me could only lie in eternal sleep where finally all is gone and nothing can concern me, I just want to never suffer in this torturous existence ever again and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long already.

 

[FuneralCry]

Alwaya finding it deeply undesirable to exist.
I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to exist no matter what, for me only non-existence is all that's desirable and is all I hope for, I'm always so tired of this torturous, futile existence of suffering and cruelty all for the sake of it where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel and no matter what I'll see existing as only being suffering, it's suffering so futile and unnecessary that only non-existence can ever bring me peace from, I personally just want to never suffer ever again.

I'm always just so tired of this torturous existence of unnecessary suffering and I just don't see existence as a desirable state at all rather I see it as the mos terrible harmful tragedy how this existence of suffering all for the sake of it was even imposed and the way I see it existence really does just cause harm and suffering, it's suffering that only non-existence can bring me peace and relief from and I suffer just from being burdened with this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway. It's just so terrible and dreadful to me how I cannot just have the option to die painlessly in an guaranteed way even know this existence was so tragically imposed causing all this suffering as a result, I personally just don't see existence as a desirable state rather it always feels like a mistake and I'd never wish for any of this rather I only hope and wish for non-existence, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence I always saw as deeply undesirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Suffer just from existing.
Existing to me really is only suffering and I suffer just from being conscious and aware in this futile, torturous existence, I just find it so terrible and dreadful how this existence was even imposed and as long as I exist I'll only hope and wish to not exist, to me existence really does feel like the most dreadful mistake and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace and relief from. Existing really is just only suffering to me and I'm always so tired of suffering all for the sake of it in this existence I just never would had chosen, I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing no matter what rather I only hope for non-existence, for me non-existence really is all that's desirable and is all that can bring me the peace I search for.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer all for the sake of it tortured in this futile unnecessary existence just to die in agony from old age, the suffering of existing really is endless, it's just so cruel and terrible to me and I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all rather I only hope for non-existence, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering rather all I want is to never wake ever again. I just never should had been forced into this torturous existence of suffering all for the sake of it at all and I suffer just from being conscious in this existence and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, I'm just always so tired of being burdened with this existence I just never would had wished for and never would had chosen, to me existence is just undesirable, unnecessary suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently.
I truly do always suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently and as long as I exist I'll only wish for the peace of an permanent sleep, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering and as long as I exist I'll only hope for dreamless eternal sleep where all is finally gone and forgotten.

In this existence so cruel and torturous that just causes and brings all this harm and suffering non-existence really is all I can hope and wish for, I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather I just want to sleep permanently, only the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from this futile, undesirable existence I just never would had chose that I always just saw as a mistake, it's just so terrible and dreadful to me how there's all this suffering in existing and as long as I exist I'll just wish and hope to be gone. I'm just always so tired of suffering and it's tiredness only eternal sleep can take away for me, I just want to never wake ever again and I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have a death like falling into an eternal dreamless sleep so finally I can be at peace from this existence I just never would had chosen and nothing would make me wish for the suffering of existing no matter what rather I just want some peace and for me non-existence truly is the only peace and relief, only in non-existence will this existence be finally all forgotten and no longer my problem, I'd just never wish for any of this, I just never should had suffered.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just feels like enslavement to me.
It truly does feel like enslavement as after all I was so tragically forced to suffer in this cruel, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake yet the option to painlessly cease existing is so cruelly denied for me with the suffering and torture of human existence seen as to force and prolong no matter what, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather I only hope for non-existence.

I wish for no more pain, no more suffering rather I just want all to finally be forgotten, I just never should had been burdened with this existence at all and no matter what I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist, to me existence is an abomination that just causes endless amounts of suffering and cruelty until the peace of non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather I just hope for non-existence and I always suffer so much from being enslaved in this existence just waiting and hoping for death anyway. I'll always just see existing as just waiting to die, it's just suffering all for the sake of it and I wish this existence was never imposed more than anything, it's just so dreadful to me how there's all this cruelty, pain and suffering in existing, I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want peace, I just want to never suffer ever again, I'm just always so tired of this existence of suffering all for the sake of it that I just never would had chose, the fact that painless guaranteed death is denied for me is just so painful and cruel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence really is always preferable for me.
It truly is always preferable for me and is all I'll see as desirable, to not exist really is all I'll hope for no matter what, I just want some peace from the cruelty, suffering and torture of existing and I'll only be at peace once I no longer exist, I'd always prefer to cease existing as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there are no disadvantages to the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where finally all is forgotten and nothing can concern me, I'll always see existence itself as the true problem as after all it's the source of all suffering and cruelty and I just find it so deeply undesirable to exist.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer all for the sake of it in this existence just to be tortured by old age and cease existing anyway, existence to me is just so cruel, so torturous and futile and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist, I only wish for some peace and for me peace could only lie in never suffering ever again, I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing and as long as I exist I'll hope for non-existence. I just wish for all to be forgotten for me, I just wish to be unconscious for all eternity but of course the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues, it's all just so dreadful and terrible to me and more than anything I wish I was never forced to suffer at all, I'll always prefer to not exist but only never existing is true perfection to me as more than anything I wish I never suffered in this existence I personally always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me is completely futile.
It truly is completely futile to me and I'd just never wish for the futile unnecessary suffering of this existence rather I'd prefer to not exist no matter what, for me non-existence really is the only peace from this torturous deeply undesirable existence that I always saw as a mistake in the first place and to me existence really is the problem.

It's something so dreadful and cruel that just causes and brings all this suffering all for the sake of it and as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence, to me existing really is just suffering all for the sake of it and more than anything I just wish I was never burdened with this existence at all, I just wish I was never forced to suffer so unnecessarily in this futile existence that just causes and brings all this pain with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'll always see existing as so futile. To me existing really is just waiting for death, it's just suffering there was never a need for at all and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I only hope for non-existence, I just want to never suffer ever again and I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have the option of a death like never waking ever again so I can finally be at peace from this futile existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for. Nothing would ever make me wish for the suffering of this harmful unnecessary existence rather more than anything I wish I was never forced to suffer at all, to me existence really is the problem and is just something I'd never wish for that only non-existence can bring me relief from.

 

[FuneralCry]

Just wanting all to finally be forgotten for me.
All I personally hope and wish is for all to finally be forgotten for me, I wish for no more cruelty, no more suffering rather I just want this torturous unnecessary existence to be no longer my problem and I'll always just see existence itself as the problem no matter what and it's one only non-existence can solve for me and take away. Existing to me really is just waiting to die, it's just suffering all for the sake of it that there was never a need for and more than anything I just wish I was never forced to suffer, I wish I was never burdened with this cruel, futile existence and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer ever again.

I've suffered so much for so long and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing rather I just hope for peace, I just want to rest, I just want to sleep, I only hope for no more pain, no more suffering and in this torturous existence non-existence really is all I see as positive, it's all I could wish for, I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing and existence is just so cruel. It's just suffering and I suffer simply from existing, to me existence really does feel like the most terrible mistake and it's one I'd never wish for, for me only non-existence is positive, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me peace from the suffering of this torturous existence, I just hope to never exist ever again and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Just wish I never suffered.
More than anything I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous existence at all, I just never should had been forced to suffer in this existence I always saw as a mistake and I'll just always find it the most terrible tragedy to exist, to me existence really is always the problem which is why I only hope and wish for non-existence. I wish for no more pain, no more suffering rather all I hope for is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this torturous, futile existence suffering all for the sake of it and no matter what I'll always see existing as being only suffering, existence to me is such a cruel, harmful imposition that just causes so much pain and suffering there was never a need for at all.

It's all just so dreadful and terrible to me and I'd always prefer to not exist than be conscious in this existence no matter what, I'm always just so tired of suffering in this existence and I truly never should had suffered at all, I just wish I was never burdened with this existence and I'll just always find it a burden to exist. It's a burden only ceasing to exist could ever bring me relief from and I'll suffer until all is gone and forgotten for me in non-existence anyway, I'd just never wish for any of this rather I wish I never suffered, to suffer in this existence is always something so deeply undesirable to me and as long as I exist I'll only wish for eternal nothingness, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering rather all I hope for is true permanent peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

All will be gone anyway.
All will be gone and forgotten in non-existence anyway which is all I hope for, to me existing really is just waiting for death and no matter what I'd prefer to not exist than suffer in this futile, torturous existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake. I'd prefer to not suffer at all than suffer all for the sake of it and I'd prefer to prevent suffering than prolong it just to suffer way more and to me existing really does feel like only suffering, I suffer just from being conscious in this existence and as long as I exist I'll just hope for all to be gone for me.

I only wish for non-existence, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I hope for is some peace and I'll only be at peace once all is finally forgotten in non-existence, as long as I exist I'll just wish and hope to sleep eternally, non-existence for me is the relief and would solve everything, it's all I see as positive in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it and I'll always see existing as being only suffering. I just never should had been forced to suffer in this existence at all and as long as I exist I really will just wish to be gone, I'd always prefer to forget about this existence but of course I never should have suffered at all, I never should had been burdened with this existence where I'm just waiting for death anyway, I'd personally never wish to be conscious of anything at all rather I just want all to be gone for me.

 

[davidtorez]

All will be gone anyway.
All will be gone and forgotten in non-existence anyway which is all I hope for, to me existing really is just waiting for death and no matter what I'd prefer to not exist than suffer in this futile, torturous existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake. I'd prefer to not suffer at all than suffer all for the sake of it and I'd prefer to prevent suffering than prolong it just to suffer way more and to me existing really does feel like only suffering, I suffer just from being conscious in this existence and as long as I exist I'll just hope for all to be gone for me.

I only wish for non-existence, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I hope for is some peace and I'll only be at peace once all is finally forgotten in non-existence, as long as I exist I'll just wish and hope to sleep eternally, non-existence for me is the relief and would solve everything, it's all I see as positive in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it and I'll always see existing as being only suffering. I just never should had been forced to suffer in this existence at all and as long as I exist I really will just wish to be gone, I'd always prefer to forget about this existence but of course I never should have suffered at all, I never should had been burdened with this existence where I'm just waiting for death anyway, I'd personally never wish to be conscious of anything at all rather I just want all to be gone for me.

I agree . I just want to go away so badly

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just pain and suffering all for the sake of it.
It truly is just pain and suffering all for the sake of it and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this painful, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, to me existence really is the problem and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to sleep, I just want some peace and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to fall into an eternal dreamless sleep free from all pain and suffering where all is finally forgotten.

I'd just always prefer to forget about this existence no matter what, it's just so cruel and terrible to me how there's all this suffering in existing and it's suffering only non-existence can ever take away for me and bring me relief from, I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather I just want to not exist, for me non-existence really is all I see as desirable as I wish for no more pain, no more suffering. Existence to me just feels like an unnecessary harm that just tortures and torments existing beings until all is finally gone and forgotten in non-existence anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist, I'm just always so tired of this cruel, futile existence that to me is only suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only permanent non-existence could ever bring me peace from, I just want all to finally be gone for me, I just want this existence to be no longer my problem, it's just so terrible and dreadful how there's all this cruelty and suffering in existing with no limit as to how unbearable it can all get.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all I hope for.
It truly is all I hope and wish for and I'd just never wish to exist, to me existence truly does just feel like the most terrible tragic mistake that just causes harm and suffering and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather I just hope for non-existence, in this existence so cruel and torturous non-existence truly is all I see as positive and would solve everything for me. I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing rather I just hope for peace, I just want to never exist ever again, I've personally never seen any point, benefit and value to suffering in this existence rather I see existence as an deeply undesirable burden that just causes cruelty and suffering and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to rest.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering, all I personally hope for is to be unconscious for all eternity with all finally forgotten about, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence and I'll always see existing as being only suffering no matter what, I'm just always so tired of suffering all for the sake of it in this existence. Nothing would make me wish for any of this rather I just want all to finally be forgotten for me, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for and is all I hope for, existence is just so painful, so cruel and so futile, I'd be relieved to be free from all the suffering and never suffer ever again, nothing no matter what would make me wish for any of this rather I just want some peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is always so dreadful to me.
No matter what I'll always see it as so dreadful to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for the cruelty and suffering of existing no matter what rather all I hope for is to not exist, I just wish for no more suffering.

I see it as so dreadful how this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake was even imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I hope for is non-existence as after all there are no disadvantages to not existing. If I'm gone then all is finally forgotten and no longer my problem which is all I hope for, I'll always see it as so terrible how this existence was imposed and I'd just never wish for the imposition of existence rather I only wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence that just causes all of this harm and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how unbearable it can get. I truly never should had suffered at all and I'll always see it as so dreadful to be burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it that there was never a need for at all, to me existing really is just unnecessary suffering and I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep could ever bring me any relief from, I truly am always so tired of it all, I'd never wish for this dreadful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist is all that's inevitable.
It truly is all that's inevitable and is all I hope for, I just wish for no more pain, no more suffering rather I just want peace from this torturous, futile existence, for me the only relief really could only lie in never suffering ever again. I just want this existence I always saw as a mistake to be all forgotten and finally no longer my problem, existing to me really is just waiting to die and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be waiting for death in this existence I just never would had chosen.

I'd prefer to prevent the suffering of existing than prolong it just to suffer way more and as long as I exist I truly will just wish and hope to be gone, I wish for no more suffering and only non-existence could ever bring me the relief I search for from this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting for death anyway. Ceasing to exist truly is all that's inevitable which is why I suffer so much from how painless death is denied for me with suffering seen as to force and prolong no matter what as all I wish and hope for is an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where finaly all is gone and nothing can concern me, I'll always just see existing as waiting for death. It's just suffering and cruelty all for the sake of it and I'll always see it as so dreadful to exist, no matter what I'd prefer to not exist than suffer for the sake of it in this torturous existence where I'm just waiting to not exist anyway, ceasing to exist is all that's inevitable and is all I could hope for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Death is peace for me.
For me death truly is peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this torturous unnecessary existence of suffering all for the sake of it and no matter what I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence, I just hope for some peace and for me peace could only lie in being unconscious for all eternity with no more pain and no more suffering.

To me existence truly does feel like the most terrible tragic mistake and it's one that just caused and brought so much pain, suffering and problems there were never a need for at all, existence to me really is the problem and it's one I only hope for true eternal peace from and for me the only peace could lie in never suffering ever again, I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing and I really am always so tired of it all. I just want to fall into an eternal dreamless sleep but of course the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues, it's all just so dreadful and painful to me and as long as I exist I'll just wish for some peace, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering rather all I want is to rest, existence to me isjust something so cruel, there's so much cruelty in exsting and as long as I exist I really will just hope for non-existence but of course I wish I never suffered more than anything, nothing would ever make me wish for the suffering of this futile, unnecessary existence rather all I want is to never exist ever again, I'm always so tired of it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Hoping for a permanent solution.
A permanent solution to what I personally see as the true problem which is existence itself really is all I hope and wish for, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering rather I just want to not exist, I just want to never suffer ever again, the fact that non-existence is permanent is exactly why it appeals to me, ceasing to exist really would solve everything for me in this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting for death anyway.

No matter what I'd just prefer to not exist than suffer all for the sake of it in this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake, there's just so much cruelty, so much suffering in existing with no limit as to much agony can feel and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to be at peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm finally no longer burdened with this existence that just caused all this suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for. The peace of non-existence really would solve everything for me as after all there is no suffering in eternal sleep, there are no disadvantages to not existing, existence is just so cruel, so torturous and so painful and I'd just never wish to exist no matter what rather I only hope for non-existence and as long as I exist I'll only hope to not exist, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering rather all I hope for is some peace, non-existence truly is the only peace for me in this existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for no matter what, I'll always see it as so dreadful to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer.
No matter what I'd just never want to suffer rather I only hope for non-existence, I just wish for peace, I'll always find it so undesirable to exist and I see it as so terrible and dreadful how this existence of unnecessary suffering was even imposed at all. More than anything I just wish I was never burdened with this torturous, futile existence and I'll always see it as a burden to exist, it's a burden only non-existence can bring me relief from and as long as I exist I really will just hope to never suffer ever again.

I just wish for permanent peace from the suffering and cruelty of existing and for me non-existence truly is all I hope for, it's all that can bring me any relief from this existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for no matter what and nothing would ever make me wish for any of this rather I just want some peace and the only peace for me could lie in never suffering ever again and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence. Nothing would ever make me wish for any of this rather I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, existence is just so cruel, so torturous and harmful and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel just to be tortured by old age and no matter what I'd prefer to not exist, for me non-existence really is all I can hope for, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence I always saw as a mistake and to me existing really is only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how peaceful death is so cruelly denied.
I truly do always suffer from how peaceful death is so cruelly denied for me with suffering seen as to force and prolong no matter what as I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this torturous, harmful existence rather all I want is to never exist ever again.

No matter what I'll always see existence as something that just causes suffering and harm which is why I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have the option of a death like never waking ever again even know this existence was so tragically imposed and I'll always just see existence as the most terrible tragedy no matter what, to me existence really does always feel like a mistake and it brings me so much pain how I cannot just choose to permanently stop suffering as all I hope for is no more pain, no more suffering. I just want this existence to finally be gone for me but of course the suffering just continues, it's all so dreadful and terrible to me and I'd just never wish to exist no matter what rather I only hope for nothingness, non-existence truly is the only relief for me, I'm just always so tired of suffering in this torturous, futile existence I just never would had chosen and never would had wished for. To suffer in this existence is always something so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this, I just wish to painlessly cease existing and finally be free from all the suffering in this existence where I'm just waiting to not exist anyway and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death no matter what, it's just suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all that's positive for me.
It truly is all that's positive for me and is all I hope for, I just wish for permanent peace and relief from the suffering and cruelty in this futile, torturous existence I just personally always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing no matter what, I'd always prefer to not exist as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer.

There are no disadvantages to the peace of eternal dreamless sleep where finally nothing can concern me and this existence is finally all forgotten and no longer my problem and no matter what I'll just always see existence itself as the true problem, it's something just so dreadful and cruel that just brings and causes all this suffering and I'd just never wish to be burdened with this existence rather all I hope for is to not exist, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering. Non-existence really is all that's positive for me in this torturous existence where there is all this dreadful suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I'll always see it as a burden to exist and I'm just always so tired of being burdened with this existence suffering all for the sake of it and I'll always see existing as only being suffering, to me existence really is just an unnecessary harm and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering, all I hope for is some peace and only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for, I just want all to finally be gone and forgotten for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it horrific how a human can suffer for so long.
I truly do find it so horrific how a human can suffer for so long in this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake, I'd just never wish for any of this suffering rather I only wish for non-existence, it's just so terrifying to me how a human can suffer for so long just to face the agony of old age with no limit as to how much one can suffer.
To me existence truly is an abomination that just causes so much harm and suffering all for the sake of it and more than anything I wish I never suffered at all, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed at all causing all this cruelty and unnecessary suffering as a result, to me existence really is something so dreadful and hopeless and I'd just never wish for any of this.

I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I'd just never wish to be conscious in this cruel, futile existence where I'm just hoping and waiting for death anyway rather all I wish for is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from this existence and I'll always see existence as the problem. It's something just so dreadful that I never would had chosen and I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have a death like falling asleep permanently as the thought of being enslaved in this existence until old age is just so agonising and unbearable, I personally just want some peace and it's peace only non-existence can bring me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to sleep.
To fall asleep permanently and never exist ever again truly is all I hope and wish for, I just want all to finally be gone and forgotten for me, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to fall into an permanent sleep as I just want to finally forget about this existence, I just want some peace from this existence I just personally saw as a mistake and no matter what I'd just never wish for this torturous existence rather I just want to sleep.

I just want to rest, eternal sleep is the only peace for me in this existence so futile and cruel, only eternal sleep can solve everything for me and bring me the relief from suffering I search for and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence, I'll just always see it as a burden to exist and it's a burden so futile. For me non-existence really is the only relief, and I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have the option of a death like never waking ever again to save myself from all future unnecessary cruelty and suffering in this existence where I'm just waiting for death anyway and I'll always see existing as just waiting to not exist no matter what. It's just suffering there was never a need for and I'd just never wish to suffer at all rather all I hope for is some peace, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the suffering of existing and as long as I exist I'll only hope to sleep permanently, I wish for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me just feels like a mistake.
It truly does just feel like a mistake to me that just causes harm and suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, torturous existence rather I just want to not exist, I just wish for this painful existence to finally be all gone and forgotten for me and more than anything I just wish I was never forced to suffer at all.

I wish I was never burdened with this existence I personally always saw as a mistake, to me existence really is always the problem and I'd just never wish for any of this no matter what rather all I hope for is non-existence, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and to me existing really is just only suffering, I suffer simply from existing and no matter what I'll just always see it as so dreadful and terrible to exist. Existing is just suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can suffer and the suffering this existence causes is endless, I'd just always prefer to not exist no matter what. Non-existence truly is all I see as desirable and is all that can bring me any relief from suffering and for me the only relief could lie in never existing ever again, I just want all to finally be forgotten for me and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing rather I just want some peace, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering rather all I want is to never exist ever again, I just never should had been burdened with this existence at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just waiting for death.
No matter what I'll always just see existing as waiting for death as after all, all will be gone and forgotten in non-existence anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this existence where I'm just waiting to die. I'd just never wish for the cruelty and suffering of existing rather all I hope for is to not exist, I just never should had been burdened with this existence at all and as long as I exist I'll only wish to never suffer ever again, I'd just never wish for the suffering of this torturous unnecessary existence that I just always saw as a mistake in the first place and all I can hope for is to not exist.

Non-existence really is all that's positive for me and is all I see as desirable, I just wish for the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where this existence is finally no longer my concern where I'm just waiting to not exist anyway and I'll always see existing as suffering for the sake of it, it's all just so painful, cruel and terrible to me and this existence never should had been imposed at all. I'd just never wish for this existence of unnecessary suffering where I'm just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway, for me non-existence really is the only peace and relief and is all I hope for, I'd never wish for this existence of suffering all for the sake of it, I'll always just see existing as waiting for death no matter what and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just hope for some peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this existence.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this existence and I'd never wish for the suffering of this existence no matter what rather I just hope for nothingness, I hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this painful and torturous existence. To me existence truly does just feel like a mistake and it's one only non-existence could ever bring me relief from, I personally just want to never suffer ever again, for me non-existence really is all that's positive as only then is all finally forgotten with their being no more pain and existing really is so painful with no limit as to how much one can suffer.

I'd just never wish for the suffering of this cruel, futile existence no matter what rather all I hope for is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence, to me existing really is only suffering and I suffer simply from existing, I'm just always so tired of being conscious in this existence suffering all for the sake of it and I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all rather I just hope for some peace. Only eternal sleep can bring me the peace I search for from the cruelty and torture of this futile undesirable existence where existing beings suffer so much until all is gone for them in non-existence, I'd never wish for any of this no matter what rather all I want is some peace, I just hope and wish to never suffer ever again and I'm just always so tired of it all, to me existing really is just unnecessary futile suffering and I'd never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence causes endless amounts of suffering.
It truly does just cause endless amounts of suffering and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I hope for is some peace, I just wish for the peace of non-existence where finally nothing can concern me and all is finally forgotten and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I always saw as a mistake.

Forme non-existence truly is the only relief and is all I could see as desirable, I'd just never wish for this torturous, futile existence no matter what and I just find it so horrific how existence causes all this endless suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel until all is finally gone in non-existence anyway, existence to me really is only suffering and no matter what I'l always see existence as an abomination that just causes suffering and harm. To me existence itself really is the true problem and as long as I exist I'll only wish for an eternal dreamless sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where finally all is gone and nothing can concern me, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence that always felt like a mistake to me and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be permanently free from it all, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering, I just wish to be unconscious for all eternity and permanently unable to suffer with all finally gone, I really will only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering that I just never would had chosen, nothing would make me wish for any of this, I just never should had suffered at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

To not exist is always preferable for me.
It truly is always preferable for me than the suffering of this cruel, torturous existence and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what, I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence I always saw as the most terrible, harmful mistake and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this existence rather I just want to not exist, non-existence really would solve everything for me and is all I see as desirable, I just want some peace from this cruel, futile existence and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence.

The fact that this existence was even imposed really is the most terrible tragedy and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather I only hope for non-existence, I just want to never exist ever again, non-existence really is always preferable for me than suffering in this harmful existence and to me existence truly is an abomination that just causes harm with no limit as to how much agony one can feel. It's all just so dreadful, painful and torturous and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve and take away what I personally see as the true problem which is existence itself as after all if I don't exist I cannot suffer in any way. There is no pain and suffering in eternal dreamless sleep and as long as I exist I'll only hope to sleep for all eternity with all finally gone and forgotten for me with no more pain, no more suffering, I'm just always so tired of suffering in this painful existence

 

[FuneralCry]

If it's up to me I'd choose to erase my existence.
I truly would choose to permanently erase my existence as I'm just always so tired of suffering and I just want to never exist ever again, to me existence truly is the most terrible tragedy and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just hope for some peace.

Only non-existence could ever bring me the peace I search for from the cruelty and suffering of existing and all I wish for is to erase my existence so it's like I never suffered, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering rather I just want to never exist ever again, I just want some peace and for me peace could only lie in non-existence where all is finally gone. To me existence really is the most cruel, torturous abomination that just causes harm and suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to be gone, I just want to disappear from this existence I just never would had chosen and never would had wished for. I truly never should had been burdened with this existence, to me existence is just something so dreadful,so painful and torturous and I just want to erase my existence, it's all I've ever hoped for. I wish for no more pain and no more suffering all I wish for is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence of cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it, I truly am just always so tired of it all and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to rest, I just want some peace, I just want to never suffer ever again.