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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
Darkover
Venting We are all slaves in this world, bound by an existence we never chose and denied the option to leave.
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6
Views
984
BlooBerryBanjo3000
B
FireFox
The fear of a failed suicide attempt is why I have not attempted suicde all these years
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9
Views
1K
lonergirl_26
L
R
Venting i've already given up, but acting like i haven't is getting harder, a little venting
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5
Views
992
SufferingNSilence
SufferingNSilence
FadingSnowFake
Venting Doomed on the wrong path?
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6
Views
590
FadingSnowFake
FadingSnowFake
Ferret77
Venting Does it ever get better...
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3
Views
604
slowdance
S
S
How would you feel if your actions and wrongful decisions have led another person to suicide?-MEDICAL ppl opinion needed
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3
Views
620
shinigami_1992
S
M
Recommended way of taking N
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22
Views
2K
notahappygirl
N
Jisatsu
Discussion If you could choose between Hanging and SN which would you choose?
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26
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1K
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
T
How to get benzos in the US?
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2
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1K
tartvinegar
T
T
Vent: I’m in so much pain and just want to exit asap
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4
Views
1K
DoneWithThisLife
DoneWithThisLife
F
is ordering SN to NL safe?
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15
Views
1K
roommate
roommate
dust-in-the-wind
Is anyone going to write their own obituary before dying?
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26
Views
940
dust-in-the-wind
dust-in-the-wind
lifelover0037
Venting Dreams tear reality apart and I'm lost in my own paranoid delusions
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2
Views
555
shadows_and_silence
shadows_and_silence
T
My method to blow out brains, critiques, ideas, suggestions?
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75
Views
5K
Temporary Breakway
T
headphones
Venting Detained
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12
Views
2K
slowdance
S
waistcoat
Venting currently at a party
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1
Views
490
reverieheart
reverieheart
lamy's sacred sleep
Venting I'm back
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2
Views
1K
lamy's sacred sleep
lamy's sacred sleep
N
Ctb over silly reason
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20
Views
1K
Pallf
P
S
Looking for media of a positive perspective of ctb
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8
Views
689
Christian5483
Christian5483
Darkover
Venting I know it's hell doing life in this hellhole
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1
Views
553
Crematoryy
Crematoryy
nails
finding friends before i ctb
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3
Views
620
nails
nails
L'absent
Discussion How many weapons can you buy with the gun licence?
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4
Views
598
Temporary Breakway
T
DivineSpark
I think hell is on earth.
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15
Views
864
BeijaFlor
BeijaFlor
cosmosis
Venting It is a cruel joke to wake up from an attempt that should have killed you
Replies
6
Views
1K
slowdance
S
C
Afraid of death and want to die at the same time.
Replies
11
Views
643
sadalways
sadalways
Shiru
Decided to ctb
Replies
7
Views
740
maniac116
maniac116
Crematoryy
Venting I lost my money gambling and had a mental breakdown.
Replies
0
Views
425
Crematoryy
Crematoryy
yehxlder.666
Discussion If you were to die right now, how would you feel about your life?
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24
Views
1K
tartvinegar
T
ScaredOfMachines
Discussion Worst depiction of suicide you've seen in any piece of media?
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10
Views
1K
Forever Sleep
F
ShatteredSerenity
Fantasy CTB on euthanasia cruise ship
Replies
9
Views
768
martinso67
M
DivineSpark
Overhelming feeling of emptiness and darkness in my soul&mind
Replies
4
Views
478
NoFancyNames
N
K
Venting I just want to cry
Replies
5
Views
591
NoPoint2Life
NoPoint2Life
opheliaoveragain
hey. I love you.
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30
Views
1K
3FailedAttemptss
3FailedAttemptss
kamikaze_shark04
Where can I get amanita verna or amanita virosa?
Replies
5
Views
450
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
TinySlitsThatScream
Venting Anyone else afraid to go deeper when self harming ?
Replies
10
Views
1K
FoxSauce
FoxSauce
hybridtheory
wellness check
Replies
1
Views
401
pleaseletmein899
P
fkyou
Discussion Guilt tripping of family
Replies
1
Views
459
Anonymousa
Anonymousa
Permanoir
SN method clarification
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1
Views
429
enduringwinter
enduringwinter
R
Why can’t I pass out
Replies
17
Views
2K
rian 69
R
Jisatsu
Venting I dont want to feel better
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1
Views
497
sadalways
sadalways
nymphojuno
last ditch effort!
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3
Views
554
sadalways
sadalways
thronesick
Venting I feel like my family sees me in front of them yet they don’t see me at all
Replies
3
Views
582
Forever Sleep
F
C
Final countdown CO method
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3
Views
618
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
T
Has anyone from India ordered SN from DMC?
Replies
19
Views
1K
MiaBhai
MiaBhai
-nobodyknows-
Thinking about today
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5
Views
703
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
failedmind
My last birthday.
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7
Views
772
sadalways
sadalways
W
Feeling broken and unlovable
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1
Views
321
ImNotReal
ImNotReal
L
Venting I'll never be enough, i wish i was a better person for her
Replies
0
Views
477
looking_beyond
L
3FailedAttemptss
Venting I fucking ordered my SN
Replies
2
Views
975
LivingDeadTGirl
LivingDeadTGirl
shotgunshellz
Venting I think my boyfriend is emotionally abusing me
Replies
5
Views
683
Manfrotto99
M
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