My last birthday.

[failedmind]

I turned 24 today. I've been crying since I woke up. My mom gave me a card, and she wrote "I'm so happy you are still here." Just made me cry more. She kept telling me how shes so happy I'm still alive and with her.

Been planning to CTB for a while, in the process of getting SN & everything prepared. I feel so insanely guilty and I can't stop crying.

Nothing will change my mind, but I wish I didn't have to hurt my mom in the process. But I know that's unavoidable. Sigh.

 

[Well_Its_Time]

Happy birthday. Hope you find peace.

 

[Shiru]

Happy birthday I guess, hope you find peace

 

[resurgence]

spend as much time with her as you can, remind her that you love her and appreciate her while you're still here.
i know how it feels to not wanna leave your mom and cause her more pain.. its so hard

can you do anything with her today? like even just watch a show or movie you both like or something along those lines?

 

[StrawberryRed]

Feb 7th was my birthday too! It was also a harsh day for me too. Birthdays can be such hard days

 

[human909]

I hope you find peace soon!

 

[maniac116]

Happy last Birthday!

 

[sadalways]

Happy late birthday. I'm 24 too. I know that feeling of not wanting to hurt your mom, the same thing has been keeping me alive for the past decade.