finding friends before i ctb

[nails]

i'm having issues with my current friends. the ones who know that i'm going to ctb just make me feel more lonely for various reasons and i doubt they even believe me when i talk about ctb.

it's probably dumb for me to search for friends, i always end up feeling worse later on; but i'll be dead soon, so i don't think it matters. i just need to feel less lonely, i feel like spongebob when he locked himself in his house and started talking to tissues and shit. i guess i'm stupid for thinking an impending suicide would give someone a reason to talk to me with a little more

hmu if you wanna play fortnite or marvel rivals, i gotta grind some more before i go and i need a duo

 

[Jorvak]

I don't play those games, but We could talk over DM's if you want.

 

[SickNSad2024]

I don't have those games either; I have the Nintendo Switch. Animal Crossing anyone ?
I could use a friend to lean on or talk about suicidal thoughts. I am incredibly depressed and feeling like I don't belong in this world that I don't understand.

 

[nails]

I don't have those games either; I have the Nintendo Switch. Animal Crossing anyone ?
I could use a friend to lean on or talk about suicidal thoughts. I am incredibly depressed and feeling like I don't belong in this world that I don't understand.

animal crossing is cool but my island looks like shit because i spent all my bells on clothes. i never really upgraded my island