Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to exist.
No matter what I really would just never want to exist and I find it the most terrible, dreadful and cruel tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing.

It's all so dreadful to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, I just never should had been burdened with this cruel, deeply undesirable and torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, to me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace and relief from, all I wish for is to never suffer again and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, I wish I never had to exist more than anything and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so unnecessary.
It really is so unnecessary and just causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for and I always suffer so much as a result of existing, all I hope for is to be gone.

I just want to never exist again with this unnecessary, dreadful existence all forgotten and as long as I exist I'll just wish to be gone, I could never see a point to any of this, all I want is some peace, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering, I just wish this existence was never imposed and I find it the most terrible tragedy how it was, I really never should had suffered at all and I'll always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence just waiting for death and I'll always see existing as just waiting to die.

 

[FuneralCry]

Death is all that's inevitable.
It truly is all that's inevitable and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence, in this existence so cruel I always saw as a mistake non-existence is just the only peace for me.

I'll always see existing as just waiting to die, it's just suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to be gone, I just wish for peace from this dreadful, cruel existence, existence to me really is always the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me wish to never suffer again and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, for me non-existence really is just the only relief from suffering in this existence so torturous.

 

[FuneralCry]

All I want is to sleep.
To permanently sleep truly is all I hope for, I just wish to be free from this cruel, futile existence, all I want is peace from this existence I always saw as such a terrible mistake and I suffer simply from existing.

As long as I exist I'll just hope and wish for non-existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief from this existence so dreadful that I just never would had chosen, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer ever again, for me non-existence is all that's desirable and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this cruel existence, it's suffering only eternal sleep can take away for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable and is just all I hope for in this existence so torturous, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again with this dreadful, futile existence all forgotten and as long as I exist I'll just wish for the peace of non-existence, all I hope for is peace from all the suffering and I just find it so undesirable to suffer in this existence just waiting to not exist anyway, to me existing really is just suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be gone.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again with this dreadful, cruel existence all forgotten, I wish to erase this existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what.

I just want peace from all the suffering and I'll only be at peace once I no longer exist, for me non-existence truly is all that's desirable and as long as I exist I'll only wish for the peace of non-existence, I just want to never exist again, in this existence so cruel and futile non-existence is just the only relief for me, I'll just always see existence as a mistake and it's one that just causes and brings so much harm and suffering until all is gone in non-existence anyway, all I could ever wish for is dreamless eternal sleep.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence really is the only peace.
It really is the only peace for me and is all I see as positive in this existence so torturous and dreadful that I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, for me non-existence really is the only relief.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me peace from.

All I want is to be gone, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from what I see as the true problem which is existence itself, all I want is no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, all I want is to never wake ever again and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like falling asleep permanently to finally escape from the suffering and cruelty of this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

It feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence and as long as I exist I'll just wish to never suffer again, in this existence so undesirable non-existence is just the only peace for me and is all I hope for.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll just wish to not exist, only non-existence can bring me peace from the mistake of existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so terrible to me and I find it terrifying how a human can suffer for much longer with no limit as to how much they can be tortured just to die in agony from old age, all I wish for is no more pain and no more suffering and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this dreadful, deeply undesirable and torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it terrifying how a human can suffer for so long.
I truly do find it so terrifying how a human can suffer for so long just to die in agony from old age and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, dreadful and futile existence more than anything.

All I want is to be gone and I always suffer so much from existing in this reality where the suffering and torture is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, all I want is to be gone, I just wish for this deeply undesirable, cruel and painful existence to be all forgotten. I just wish for some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel and tragic mistake, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from suffering and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long already in this existence I just never would had chosen, all I want is to be gone, I just wish for the peace of non-existence where finally nothing can concern me.

 

[FuneralCry]

All I want is to be gone.
Non-existence is just all I hope for, all I want is peace, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existence as only suffering and I suffer so much as result of this existence, all I hope for is to never suffer again and I just want this existence to be erased, non-existence truly is all I see as desirable.

I wish for peace from the terrible, dreadful mistake of existence but if course all the suffering just continues and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I'll always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this deeply undesirable, cruel and futile existence that just only ever caused me to suffer and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is just all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, dreadful and deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief.


I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd never wish for this existence that just causes and brings so much suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for, all I want is peace, I just want to never exist again and as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see this torturous, cruel existence as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wish for peace.
No matter what all I could ever wish for is peace, I just want to never suffer again with this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence all gone and forgotten, for me non-existence is just the only relief and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long.

As long as I exist I'll just wish for permanent relief from all pain and suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me as after all there are no disadvantages to being gone, all I wish for is eternal sleep, I wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me and it's one that just causes endless amounts of harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence.

Only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from the abomination of existence but of course all the suffering continues and it's all so terrible and dreadful, I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I never should had been burdened with this torturous, cruel existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and terrible and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I'll only be at peace in non-existence where I'm finally free from this dreadful abomination.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace from all the pain and suffering.
No matter what all I could only ever hope for peace from all the pain and suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from and as long as I exist I'll only hope for the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep.

I just want to never exist again with this dreadful, cruel and futile existence all forgotten and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I wish for is no more suffering, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence. All I want is to be gone, I just want to never exist again, if it's up to me I'd choose to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered and I'll always see this existence as just being suffering all for the sake of it, it's all so dreadful and cruel and as long as I exist I'll just wish and hope to be gone, I just want non-existence to finally bring me peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes endless amounts of suffering.
It truly does just cause endless amounts of suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I'd never wish for this existence that just causes and brings all this suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for and I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

I find it the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed at all causing all this cruelty, harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing, I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to exist, existence really is something so dreadful and I'd never wish to exist at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I'm just always so tired of suffering in this dreadful existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and as long as I exist I'll only wish for the peace of an eternal sleep.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again with this dreadful, torturous existence all gone and forgotten about and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so undesirable to me and I'd never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It really is the problem to me and I'll just always see existence as the most terrible, dreadful abomination that just causes harm and suffering torturing existing beings and I suffer simply from existing.

It's all so cruel to me and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence that just causes and brings all this futile unnecessary suffering and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in existing, more than anything I wish I was never burdened with this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence, only non-existence can take away and solve what I see as the true problem for me which is existence itself and as long as I exist I'll just wish to be gone, only non-existence can bring me the relief from suffering I search for.

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is just all I could see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable in this existence so torturous and dreadful that I always saw as the most cruel mistake and I suffer simply from existing, I'd just never wish for this torturous, cruel and futile existence rather all I want is some peace.

I just want to never exist again with this existence all forgotten, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so cruel and undesirable that I never would had chosen, all I want is to never suffer ever again, I just wish to be free from this dreadful, cruel existence I always saw as a mistake causing and bringing all this harm and suffering as a result, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me any relief and peace from, all I want is to be gone, I just wish to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me and it's one that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway, I really would just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

I'll never wish for this dreadful and terrible abomination rather all I hope for is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I hope for is to be gone, I just wish to never suffer again with this dreadful existence all gone, I'd just never wish for this abomination rather all I want is the peace of an eternal sleep, I just want to finally be free from this abomination and I suffer so much as a result of it, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace and relief from.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes suffering and harm.
It truly does just cause suffering and harm with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this futile, torturous existence.

For me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so harmful and dreadful and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, existence to me will always be the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me, as long as I exist I'll just wish to never suffer again, I wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering, I'll just always see existence as an mistake that just causes suffering and harm until non-existence takes away all anyway, I just want to be gone, all I want is peace from the pain of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Wishing to erase this existence.
I truly am always wishing and hoping to erase this existence, I want it to be like I never suffered in this torturous, terrible and cruel existence I always saw as a mistake but of course all the suffering just continues.

I wish I never suffered more than anything, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence so dreadful I always saw as a mistake that I never would had chosen.

For me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and I'll just only be at peace from all the suffering once I no longer exist, all I want is to be gone, all I hope for is to not exist, I just want all to finally be forgotten for me with no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always find it so painful to suffer in this existence I just never would had chosen and never would had wished for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I could see as positive.
It truly is all I could see as positive and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, cruel, deeply undesirable existence no matter what.

In this existence so dreadful non-existence is just the only peace for me and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I hope for is to never exist again, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself.

It just feels like I've suffered so much for so long, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, all I want is to be gone from it all, I just hope and wish to never exist ever again, all I want is peace from all the suffering, non-existence really is just all that could be positive for me no matter what, I just hope and wish to never suffer ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

To permanently cease existing is just all I could ever wish for.
It truly is all I could wish for, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, as long as I exist I'll just hope for peace.

I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again with this dreadful, cruel existence I always saw as a mistake all gone, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself, all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this cruel, futile and deeply undesirable existence that I just never would had chosen that only ever caused me to suffer so unnecessarily and I suffer simply from existing.