Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence.
I truly do always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence of dreadful suffering that just tortures and harms existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

For me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable in this existence of torturous suffering, I just want to be free from this existence I just always saw as an abomination, I'll just always see existence as the problem, I just want to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, torturous and harmful existence that I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful that just harms and tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful, to me existing will always be torture and I just suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, all that existence does is just torture existing beings.