Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for this cruel existence.
No matter what I'd just never wish for this cruel, dreadful existence and as long as I exist I'll only hope for peace from all the suffering, existence to me really is the problem and I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

Only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer and all I want is peace from the pain and suffering of this torturous, cruel existence.

Only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from this existence so terrible and dreadful I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is peace from this cruel existence and I'll just only be at peace in eternal sleep where finally this existence I always saw as a mistake is no longer my concern.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again.
I truly do always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again so finally I can be at peace from this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake that always caused me to suffer and there's just so much suffering in existing.

It's all so cruel, terrible and dreadful and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I never would had chosen, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I wish for is peace from all the suffering, I just hope and wish to never suffer again with this existence finally all gone, I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist and it's one only non-existence can bring me relief from, I just want to never suffer again and as long as I exist I'll only hope and wish for the peace of an eternal sleep, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is always so dreadful to me.
It truly is always so dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered in this torturous, cruel and deeply undesirable existence more than anything, I'll always find it so dreadful to exist and as long as I exist I'll always have so much dread for what lies ahead.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this futile existence, for me non-existence really is just the only relief from suffering, all I hope for is permanent peace from this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence that causes and brings all this futile unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll always find it so torturous and dreadful to exist, I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hope to be gone.
No matter what all I could hope for is to be gone, in this existence so torturous and dreadful only non-existence could ever be positive for me and is just all I hope for in this existence so cruel that I always saw as a mistake that just causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me.

As long as I exist I really will just hope to never exist again, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this dreadful, undesirable existence as only suffering, all I want is to be gone from it all, I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured just to decay and die anyway.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just so futile to me.
It truly is so futile to me, it's just suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this dreadful, torturous and futile existence I always saw as a mistake.

All I want is to be gone from it all, I'd just never wish for this existence that just causes so much suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for rather all I wish for is the peace of an eternal sleep, I just want to never suffer again with this cruel, futile and torturous existence finally all forgotten and I'll always see existing as only suffering no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Wish to erase this existence.
All I hope and wish for is to permanently erase this existence, I just want it to be like I never suffered in this cruel, torturous and futile existence at all but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all so terrible and dreadful to me.

I just wish I never suffered more than anything and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this deeply undesirable and torturous existence was imposed causing all this suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to be gone, I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this cruel existence I never would had chosen but of course I really wish I could erase this existence, I always want it to be like I never suffered at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be only suffering to me.
It truly is only suffering to me and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this torturous, cruel existence, all I want is to be free from it all, I just hope and wish to never suffer again but of course I continue to suffer.

I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake again, I wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering, I see it as so dreadful to suffer in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is to be gone and only non-existence can bring me the relief and peace I search for from this torturous existence I always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I could hope for.
It truly is all I could hope for in this dreadful, torturous existence where there is all this endless suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence could ever take away for me and as long as I exist I truly will just hope to never exist again.

In this existence so cruel I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and finally bring me peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace, it's all I hope for and is all I see as desirable.

I just want to never exist again but of course I continue to suffer, it's all so dreadful and terrible to me and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this cruel existence I never would had chosen, only non-existence can solve everything for me and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence so dreadful I just always saw as a mistake

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
No matter what I really would always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, torturous existence but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all so dreadful to me.

I just always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this cruel, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and as long as I exist I'll just wish and hope to never suffer again, in this existence so futile and undesirable only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace and relief I search for, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see this torturous, cruel existence as only suffering, no matter what I'll only hope for non-existence, I just wish for peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll only be at peace in non-existence.
I truly will only be at peace in non-existence and as long as I exist I'll just hope and wish to never suffer again, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty, pain and suffering where this torturous and futile existence I always saw as a mistake is all gone and forgotten.

In this existence where there's all this endless suffering only non-existence could ever be desirable for me, all I want is some peace, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I never would had chosen and never would had wished for, I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist and it's one only non-existence can bring me relief from.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is always so undesirable to me.
No matter what I'll always see it as so undesirable to exist and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence, all I want is to be gone.


I only hope for the peace of non-existence where this painful existence is all forgotten and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so terrible to me and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again to finally escape from the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing and I suffer so much as a result of this undesirable existence, I truly would never wish to exist rather all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm free from the cruel, futile burden of existence.