Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to exist.
No matter what I really would just never want to exist and I find it the most terrible, dreadful and cruel tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing.

It's all so dreadful to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, I just never should had been burdened with this cruel, deeply undesirable and torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, to me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace and relief from, all I wish for is to never suffer again and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, I wish I never had to exist more than anything and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so unnecessary.
It really is so unnecessary and just causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for and I always suffer so much as a result of existing, all I hope for is to be gone.

I just want to never exist again with this unnecessary, dreadful existence all forgotten and as long as I exist I'll just wish to be gone, I could never see a point to any of this, all I want is some peace, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering, I just wish this existence was never imposed and I find it the most terrible tragedy how it was, I really never should had suffered at all and I'll always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence just waiting for death and I'll always see existing as just waiting to die.

 

[FuneralCry]

Death is all that's inevitable.
It truly is all that's inevitable and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence, in this existence so cruel I always saw as a mistake non-existence is just the only peace for me.

I'll always see existing as just waiting to die, it's just suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to be gone, I just wish for peace from this dreadful, cruel existence, existence to me really is always the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me wish to never suffer again and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, for me non-existence really is just the only relief from suffering in this existence so torturous.






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