Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Just wanting all to be forgotten for me.
I truly do just want all to be forgotten for me, I wish for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never exist again but of course all the suffering just continues and I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I always saw as a mistake, non-existence really is all I see as desirable and as long as I exist I'll just hope for non-existence, I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this cruel, painful and deeply undesirable existence, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again but of course all the suffering continues and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just the only relief for me.
It truly is the only relief for me and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer again, all I want is to be permanently free from this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake.

I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, non-existence really is just all I hope for, I wish for no more suffering and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this cruel, deeply undesirable existence I never would had chosen, I just hope for non-existence, it's all that can bring me any peace from suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hope to never exist again.
No matter what all I could hope for is to never exist again, I wish for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all so cruel to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I find it the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result, all I want is to be gone from it all, I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence, I wish to erase this existence, for me non-existence is just all that's positive.