Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to exist.
No matter what I really would just never want to exist and I find it the most terrible, dreadful and cruel tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing.

It's all so dreadful to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, I just never should had been burdened with this cruel, deeply undesirable and torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, to me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace and relief from, all I wish for is to never suffer again and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, I wish I never had to exist more than anything and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so unnecessary.
It really is so unnecessary and just causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for and I always suffer so much as a result of existing, all I hope for is to be gone.

I just want to never exist again with this unnecessary, dreadful existence all forgotten and as long as I exist I'll just wish to be gone, I could never see a point to any of this, all I want is some peace, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering, I just wish this existence was never imposed and I find it the most terrible tragedy how it was, I really never should had suffered at all and I'll always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence just waiting for death and I'll always see existing as just waiting to die.

 

[FuneralCry]

Death is all that's inevitable.
It truly is all that's inevitable and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence, in this existence so cruel I always saw as a mistake non-existence is just the only peace for me.

I'll always see existing as just waiting to die, it's just suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to be gone, I just wish for peace from this dreadful, cruel existence, existence to me really is always the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me wish to never suffer again and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, for me non-existence really is just the only relief from suffering in this existence so torturous.

 

[FuneralCry]

All I want is to sleep.
To permanently sleep truly is all I hope for, I just wish to be free from this cruel, futile existence, all I want is peace from this existence I always saw as such a terrible mistake and I suffer simply from existing.

As long as I exist I'll just hope and wish for non-existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief from this existence so dreadful that I just never would had chosen, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer ever again, for me non-existence is all that's desirable and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this cruel existence, it's suffering only eternal sleep can take away for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable and is just all I hope for in this existence so torturous, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again with this dreadful, futile existence all forgotten and as long as I exist I'll just wish for the peace of non-existence, all I hope for is peace from all the suffering and I just find it so undesirable to suffer in this existence just waiting to not exist anyway, to me existing really is just suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be gone.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again with this dreadful, cruel existence all forgotten, I wish to erase this existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what.

I just want peace from all the suffering and I'll only be at peace once I no longer exist, for me non-existence truly is all that's desirable and as long as I exist I'll only wish for the peace of non-existence, I just want to never exist again, in this existence so cruel and futile non-existence is just the only relief for me, I'll just always see existence as a mistake and it's one that just causes and brings so much harm and suffering until all is gone in non-existence anyway, all I could ever wish for is dreamless eternal sleep.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence really is the only peace.
It really is the only peace for me and is all I see as positive in this existence so torturous and dreadful that I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, for me non-existence really is the only relief.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me peace from.

All I want is to be gone, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from what I see as the true problem which is existence itself, all I want is no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, all I want is to never wake ever again and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like falling asleep permanently to finally escape from the suffering and cruelty of this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

It feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence and as long as I exist I'll just wish to never suffer again, in this existence so undesirable non-existence is just the only peace for me and is all I hope for.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll just wish to not exist, only non-existence can bring me peace from the mistake of existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so terrible to me and I find it terrifying how a human can suffer for much longer with no limit as to how much they can be tortured just to die in agony from old age, all I wish for is no more pain and no more suffering and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this dreadful, deeply undesirable and torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it terrifying how a human can suffer for so long.
I truly do find it so terrifying how a human can suffer for so long just to die in agony from old age and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, dreadful and futile existence more than anything.

All I want is to be gone and I always suffer so much from existing in this reality where the suffering and torture is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, all I want is to be gone, I just wish for this deeply undesirable, cruel and painful existence to be all forgotten. I just wish for some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel and tragic mistake, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from suffering and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long already in this existence I just never would had chosen, all I want is to be gone, I just wish for the peace of non-existence where finally nothing can concern me.

 

[FuneralCry]

All I want is to be gone.
Non-existence is just all I hope for, all I want is peace, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existence as only suffering and I suffer so much as result of this existence, all I hope for is to never suffer again and I just want this existence to be erased, non-existence truly is all I see as desirable.

I wish for peace from the terrible, dreadful mistake of existence but if course all the suffering just continues and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I'll always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this deeply undesirable, cruel and futile existence that just only ever caused me to suffer and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is just all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, dreadful and deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief.


I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd never wish for this existence that just causes and brings so much suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for, all I want is peace, I just want to never exist again and as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see this torturous, cruel existence as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wish for peace.
No matter what all I could ever wish for is peace, I just want to never suffer again with this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence all gone and forgotten, for me non-existence is just the only relief and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long.

As long as I exist I'll just wish for permanent relief from all pain and suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me as after all there are no disadvantages to being gone, all I wish for is eternal sleep, I wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing.