Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Only wishing to never wake ever again.
All I could ever wish for no matter what is to never wake ever again, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering rather all I hope for is non-existence, I wish for an eternal dreamless sleep free from all cruelty where all is finally forgotten and there is no more harmful existence and I see existence as something that just causes harm. It really is all so dreadful and terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to never wake ever again, for me non-existence truly is the only peace and relief and is all I can hope for in this existence where there's all this suffering for the sake of it and I'd just prefer to not exist no matter what.

All I see as desirable is being permanently unable to suffer, I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing rather I just want to never exist ever again, I'm always so tired of suffering in this futile, torturous existence and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just hope for some peace, I really will only be at peace once I'm no longer trapped in this cruel, harmful existence I always saw as a mistake and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed at all. I just never should have suffered and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to never wake ever again, I just wish for no more pain, no more suffering rather all I hope for is some peace, I'm always so tired of suffering all for the sake of it in this existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for the suffering and cruelty of existing.
I truly would never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing rather I just want nothingness, I just want some peace, I just want to rest and for me eternal dreamless sleep truly is the only relief, I'd just never wish for any of this and I just never should had been burdened with this existence at all, as long as I exist I truly will just hope for non-existence, I just wish for nothingness. I wish for all to finally be gone and forgotten for me, I just never should had suffered at all and I'll only see existing as only suffering, I suffer just from being conscious in this torturous, futile existence, to me existing really is just suffering all for the sake of it and I'd just never wish for any of this and this existence just never should had been imposed at all.

I'll always just see existing as unnecessary futile suffering and I never should had beem burdened with this existence, I'll just always see existence as the most cruel burden and it's one that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, all I wish for is some peace. I just want to rest, I just want all to be forgotten for me, I just never should had suffered at all and I suffer simply from existing, only non-existence could ever bring me the peace I search for from this existence I just always saw as a mistake, there's just so much suffering in this harmful unnecessary existence, it really is just all so terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be finally free from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me truly is just an unnecessary harm.
It truly is just an unnecessary harm to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, torturous existence at all rather I only hope for non-existence, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering, it's just so terrible and dreadful to me how existence causes all this harm with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, for me non-existence truly is the only peace and is all I see as desirable, I just hope for permanent relief from this harmful existence I always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather I just want to sleep.

I just want to rest, for me dreamless eternal sleep really is the only peace and I'll only see non-existence as positive no matter what, I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, futile existence and I just never should had been forced to suffer at all, nothing would make me wish for the suffering of existing rather I just want peace, I wish for this harmful existence to finally be all gone for me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I only want to rest. Existence to me really is the most terrible tragic mistake that just causes harm and suffering and this existence should just never had been imposed at all, I'll always see existence as the most cruel imposition that just brings so much and suffering until all is finally gone in non-existence anyway, for me ceasing to exist really is always preferable, it's all I see as desirable, I truly am just so tired of suffering and it's tiredness only ceasing to exist could ever bring me peace from.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to never suffer ever again.
All I hope and wish for is to never suffer ever again, I just want some peace from the suffering and cruelty in this futile and torturous existence and I'll only be at peace once all is finally gone and forgotten for me in non-existence, no matter what I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer all for the sake of it and to me existing really does feel like only suffering, it's all just so dreadful and cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist.

I just hope for some peace, the peace of non-existence really is all I see as desirable and is all I could hope for, I just wish for permanent freedom from all suffering but of course the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues, more than anything I just wish I was never burdened with this existence, I never should had been forced to suffer at all and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never suffer ever again, I just wish for peace and relief from all the suffering in this existence I always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty in existing. I'll just always see it as so dreadful to suffer in this existence no matter what, I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all rather I just hope for non-existence, existence is just so cruel, so torturous, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the suffering of existing and I'm just always so tired of suffering all for the sake of it in this existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just so futile.
No matter what I'll just always see existing as so futile, it's just cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I see existence as the most terrible harmful tragedy, I just wish this existence was never imposed more than anything, I wish I was never forced into this futile existence of unnecessary suffering where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel. To me existing really is just only suffering, it's all just so dreadful, painful and torturous to me and the suffering this existence causes is endless, I really would just always prefer to not exist no matter what and non-existence truly is the only relief for me, it's all I see as desirable, I'd just never wish for any of this.

I could never see any point to any of this rather it's all just suffering all for the sake of it, to me existing really will always just be waiting for death and as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering rather I just want to never exist ever again, I just want all to finally be forgotten for me and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longe burdened with this futile existence. I really would always prefer to not exist as this existence just causes so much suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I personally always saw as a mistake, I'd just never wish for any of this and I'm always so tired of suffering in this existence just hoping to not exist anyway, nothing would ever make me wish to be burdened with this futile existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all that's ideal for me.
It really is all that's ideal for me as all I hope and wish for is to never suffer ever again, I just want peace from all the suffering and cruelty in this futile, torturous existence, non-existence is all that's ideal for me as after all there are no disadvantages to being gone, to never suffer ever again truly is all I see as desirable, I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist. Non-existence would solve everything for me and save me from all future unnecessary suffering in this existence where I just hope and wait for death anyway and I'll always just see existing as waiting to die, more than anything I just wish this existence was never imposed and I truly never should had suffered at all.

I never should had been burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it but now I suffer so much as a result of this existence all I can hope for is to not exist, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering rather I just wish for the peace of an eternal sleep where all is finally gone. I'd personally just prefer to forget about this existence no matter what, I just want all to be forgotten for me, I just never should had suffered at all in this cruel, torturous existence and there's just so much cruelty in existing it really is all just so dreadful to me and I'd always prefer to not exist, non-existence really is all that's desirable for me and is all I've hoped for, I just want to never suffer ever again, I'm always so tired of suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so cruel and harmful.
It truly is just so cruel and harmful and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I only hope for non-existence, I just wish for some peace and for me peace could only lie in never existing ever again, existence is just so cruel and harmful as after all it's the ultimate cause of all suffering.

I'll always see it as so dreadful to suffer all for the sake of it in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and I'd just never wish for the cruelty of existing, for me existence really is the problem that just causes all this suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how torturous it can all get and I'd just never wish to suffer at all, rather I just hope for non-existence, only in non-existence will I be at peace from this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake and more than anything I just wish I was never forced into this existence. I'll just always see it as so dreadful to exist and to me existing really is just only suffering, I suffer just from being conscious in this existence where I'm just waiting to not exist anyway and to me existing truly is just waiting for death, it's just suffering all for the sake of it, I'll just always see it as so harmful to exist and the way I see it existence truly does just cause suffering and harm, it's all just so cruel and terrible to me, no matter what I'll always see existence as the problem and I'd just never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me is so unnecessary.
No matter what I'll always see existence as so unnecessary as after all there was never a need for any of this, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence of cruelty and suffering was even imposed at all and I'd just never wish for any of this, if I never existed it'd saved me from so much suffering in this torturous existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway. I just wish I was never burdened with this existence and I'll always see existence as the most cruel, futile burden that just causes all this suffering and cruelty all for the sake of it and problems there were just never a need for, existence to me really is the true problem that just causes unnecessary suffering and it all just leads to decay and death anyway.

It really is just all so futile and I'd always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this futile, torturous existence, it's just so cruel and terrible to me how there's all this suffering all for the sake of it that was so unnecessary in the first place and I'd just never wish for any of this, for me non-existence truly is all that's positive as I just want peace, this existence of unnecessary suffering never should had been imposed. I always suffer so much from being burdened with this torturous existence that was so unnecessary as after all there are no disadvantages to being unconscious for all eternity, if I'm gone I cannot suffer which is all I wish and hope for, I'm always so tired of suffering in this deeply undesirable existence that I just never would had chosen at all, I'd never wish for the suffering of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer so much from how peaceful death is denied.
I truly do always suffer so much from how peaceful death is so cruelly denied for me as all I wish for is to never wake ever again, it's just so horrific to me how suffering is seen as to force and prolong no matter what even know it all just leads to decay and death anyway, all I personally hope for is the peace of an eternal sleep.

I just want to never wake ever again but of course the suffering and cruelty of this torturous, futile existence just continues, it really is all just so terrible and painful to me and I suffer simply from existing, no matter what I'd just never wish for any of this rather I only hope for peace, I just wish for non-existence where all is finally gone and forgotten, to me existence really is the problem and is just something I'd never wish for, I'd never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer so much from how peaceful death is so cruelly denied. I'd just always prefer to not exist, for me non-existence really is always preferable and is all I see as desirable and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again as I'm just so tired of suffering in this torturous, futile existence, I never would had wished for any of this and never would do no matter what, I'll just always see existence as the problem, non-existence really is all that's positive for me, I just hope to never exist ever again with no more pain, no more suffering.

 

[davidtorez]

I just want to disappear too

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence itself is an abomination to me.
It truly is an abomination to me and is the source of all cruelty and suffering, I'd just never wish for the suffering of this existence rather I just wish and hope for non-existence, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering. I'll always see it as something so dreadful and terrible to be conscious in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents destined to decay and die anyway and to me existing really is only suffering, I'd always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence and I'll only see non-existence as desirable no matter what as only then am I free from the suffering of this torturous, painful existence I always saw as a mistake.

I'll always see existence as the most terrible tragedy and it's one I'd just never wish for that I only hope for permanent peace from, I just want to fall into an eternal sleep and never suffer ever again, only non-existence could ever bring me the relief I search for from the abomination of existence that just causes and brings all this harm and suffering all for the sake of it and I'll just always find it so harmful to exist. It's just so dreadful to me how there's all this suffering and cruelty in existing and I'd just never wish for any of this, existence to me is always the problem which is why I'll only hope and wish to not exist no matter what, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the abomination of existence that just causes all this endless suffering until all is finally gone and forgotten in non-existence anyway and no matter what I'd prefer to not exist than suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is peace for me.
It truly is peace for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer in any way, there is no suffering in the peace of an eternal sleep where all is finally forgotten and no matter what I'd just prefer to not exist than suffer all for the sake of it in this existence, all I hope for is some peace and for me peace could only lie in non-existence. Ceasing to exist really is all I personally see as desirable, I wish to not exist as a result of existence and wanting to die really is all I know, it's all I've ever hoped for, for me non-existence truly is the only peace from the cruelty and futility of existing and all I could ever wish for is to fall asleep permanently.

I just hope for the peace of non-existence and to not exist really is all I see as peace, I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this cruel, torturous existence just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway and to me existing truly is just waiting for death and as long as I exist I'll just wish for some peace. I wish for all to finally be gone for me and I suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently as to not exist really is all I hope for, I'm just always so tired of suffering for the sake of it in this existence I always saw as a mistake, for me existence truly is the problem which is why I just hope for peace, I just want to never suffer ever again, nothing would make me wish for the suffering of this futile existence no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for freedom from suffering.
All I personally hope for is freedom from suffering, I just want to never suffer ever again but of course all the suffering in this cruel, torturous existence just continues, it's all just so terrible and dreadful to me and I'd just always prefer to not exist. For me non-existence really is the only peace and relief from this existence I just always saw as a mistake and no matter what I'll always see existence as the most terrible tragedy, existence to me is just something so harmful, it just causes pain and suffering until all is finally gone in non-existence anyway and I only wish to be free from it all.

I wish for no more pain, no more suffering rather I just want to never wake ever again, non-existence really is the only peace for me and is all that can bring me any relief, I just wish to be unconscious for all eternity, I just want all to finally be forgotten for me, I'd always prefer to not exist but more than anything I wish I was never burdened with this existence at all. I wish I was never forced to suffer so unnecessarily where I'm just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway and no matter what I'll just see existing as unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it and I truly never should had suffered at all, I never should had been burdened with this existence I personally always saw as a mistake, to me existing really is just only suffering and it's suffering I only wish to be permanently free from, nothing would make me wish for the burden of existence rather I just want to sleep, I just want to rest.

 

[FuneralCry]

It terrifies me how a human can suffer for so long.
It truly does terrify me how a human can suffer for so long just to face way worse suffering and torture and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather I just wish for non-existence, the thought of suffering until old age is just so unbearable and agonising to me and I'd just never wish for any of this no matter what rather all I want is to sleep for all eternity, I just want to rest.

I just wish for peace from the suffering and cruelty of existing and for me non-existence truly is all I see as desirable and is all I'll hope for, I just want to never suffer ever again and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to sleep eternally, in this existence so cruel and torturous where there is all this suffering all for the sake of it non-existence really is all I could hope for, I'd just never wish for the torture of existing and what is so terrible to me is how there is no limit as to how agonising it can all get. Existence to me really is the true problem and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence of cruelty and suffering was even imposed, I'd just never wish for the burden of existence rather I just hope for non-existence, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering rather I just wish for some peace and for me peace could only lie in non-existence, I'm just always so tired of suffering in this futile unnecessary existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it torturous to exist.
No matter what I'll always find it so torturous to exist and I'd just never wish for the suffering cruelty and torture of existing rather I just want to rest, I wish for peace from this existence I always saw as the most terrible, tragic harmful mistake. To me existence really is the most torturous abomination that just causes so much harm and suffering with no limit as to how unbearable it can all get until all is finally gone in non-existence and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, nothing would ever make me wish for this existence of cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it rather I just want peace.

I just want all to finally be gone and forgotten for me, existence to me really is the problem and I see existing as being only suffering, I'd just never wish to be conscious of any of this at all rather I just want to sleep, I just want to rest, I just want all to be gone for me, I'd never wish for any of this, to me existence really is something so dreadful that just causes endless amounts of suffering and cruelty all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for. I just never should had been burdened with this existence that just caused all this suffering and harm at all, to me existence really is always the true problem and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never suffer ever again and I'll always see existing as only suffering no matter what, I suffer just from being conscious in this torturous existence I personally always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just waiting to die.
No matter what I'll always see existence as just waiting for death, it's just suffering all for the sake of it that just leads to decay and death anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer all for the sake of it, non-existence really is always preferable for me. I'd prefer to prevent unnecessary suffering than prolong it just to suffer way more in this cruel, futile existence where I'm just waiting for death anyway and more than anything I wish I never suffered at all, I wish I was never forced into this torturous existence I personally always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist, permanent non-existence truly is all that's desirable for me.

I'd always prefer non-existence over being enslaved in this existence of unnecessary suffering just hoping and waiting to not exist and to me existing really is just waiting for death as after all, all will finally be gone and forgotten no matter what, for me non-existence really is always preferable to suffering in this cruel, harmful existence where there is no limit as to how much one can suffer where I'm just waiting for death anyway, I'd just never wish for this existence of suffering for the sake of it rather I just want peace. I wish for no more cruelty, no more suffering, I'm always so tired of suffering in this existence where I'm just waiting for death anyway and more than anything I just wish I was never burdened with this torturous, cruel existence at all, I just never should had been forced to suffer in this existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Wish this existence was never imposed.
More than anything I wish this existence was never imposed, I wish I was never forced to suffer in this cruel, futile existence and I just always suffer so much because of the imposition of existence, no matter what I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is non-existence, I just wish to never suffer ever again and I'm always so tired of suffering in this existence, I just see it as so dreadful how this existence that just caused all this suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel was so harmfully imposed even know there was never any need for any of this.

I'll always see existence as futile unnecessary suffering and I'd never wish to suffer at all rather I just want to not exist but of course only true perfection for me could lie in never suffering at all, I just wish I was never burdened with this torturous, unnecessary existence and I always suffer so much just from being conscious in this existence, to me existing truly is only suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence. I never should had been burdened with this existence at all and I'll always see it as a burden to exist, it's a burden so cruel that just causes harm and suffering and I just wish I never suffered, I'll always see it as so dreadful to suffer all for the sake of it in this existence I always saw as a mistake, to me existence really is the problem and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer but of course more than anything I wish this existence was never imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There truly is so much suffering in existing which is so dreadful and terrible to me, I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, futile existence rather all I hope for is non-existence, I just want to fall into an eternal dreamless sleep and never exist ever again with all finally gone for me but of course the suffering and cruelty of this harmful torturous existence just continues and as long as I exist I really will just wish for nothingness. I wish for no more pain, no more suffering rather I just want to never wake ever again, I wish to be permanently unconscious and permanently unable to suffer, to me existence truly is the problem and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just hope for non-existence.

Existence to me really does feel like the most terrible tragic mistake that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how unbearable it can all get and it's all just so torturous to me, there's just so much suffering in existing and I'll suffer as long as I exist, to me existing really does feel like only suffering and I suffer simply from existing, just existing is enough to make me wish for death. I'll only hope to not exist no matter what, for me non-existence truly is the only peace and relief and is all I see as desirable in this existence where there's all this endless cruelty and suffering, I'd just always prefer to not exist, I'm so tired of suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather I just hope for peace, for me peace really could only lie in non-existence where all is finally gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing to exist under any circumstances.
I truly would never wish to exist under any circumstances rather all I hope for is non-existence, I just wish to fall into an eternal dreamless sleep and never suffer ever again, I really am always just so tired of suffering in this cruel, torturous existence and I always see existence as the problem as after all it's the source of all cruelty and suffering and I'd just always prefer to not exist.

For me non-existence truly is all that's positive and is all that can bring me any relief from this harmful existence that just causes and brings suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather I just hope for peace, I just want to rest, I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to fall into an eternal dreamless sleep as I'd just never wish to exist under any circumstances, I find it a burden to exist and it's one that is so deeply undesirable in every way. For me existence really is the problem and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this torturous unnecessary existence and I'll always see existing as being only suffering. I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me peace from, I just wish for all to be gone and forgotten for me, I never should had been forced to suffer at all, never existing would had saved me from so much unnecessary suffering in this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting for death anyway and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to never suffer ever again, I just want some peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so undesirable to exist.
No matter what I'll always find it so undesirable to exist and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this harmful, torturous existence rather I just want to never suffer ever again, for me existence truly is the problem and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be permanently free from it all, nothing would ever make me wish for the suffering of existing and I'll always find it so undesirable to exist, to me non-existence really is all that's desirable and is all I hope for.

I'll only be at peace in dreamless eternal sleep where finally all is gone and nothing can concern me, I just never wished for the burden of existence and never would do, I'll always see it as so dreadful to be burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer and non-existence is all I hope for. I just see nothing desirable about being enslaved in this futile existence just waiting for death, existing to me is just so unnecessary and I'd never wish for any of this, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed even know there was never a need for any of this, I really never should had been forced to suffer at all and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this torturous unnecessary existence, I really am just always so tired of suffering in this existence I always saw as such a cruel mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be only suffering to me.
No matter what I'll just always see existing as only suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, futile existence rather all I hope for is to never suffer ever again, I just want some peace from this existence I always saw as the most cruel, terrible tragic mistake and there's just so much cruelty in existing with no limit as to how much agony one can feel. I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist, non-existence truly is all I personally see as desirable and is all that can bring me any relief from suffering and I suffer just from existing, nothing no matter what would make me wish to suffer in this existence rather I just hope for peace.

Non-existence really is all that's positive for me and is all I could wish for, I'd just never wish for any of this suffering and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence, I just never should had been burdened with this existence at all and I'll always see it as the most torturous burden to exist, as long as I exist I'll just wish for no more pain, no more suffering and to me existing really will always be only suffering and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence. In this existence where there's all this cruelty and torture all for the sake of it non-existence really is the only relief for me and is all I could hope for, I'm always so tired of being burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering where I just hope and wish to be gone and as long as I exist I'll only wish to not exist, I'd never wish to suffer at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me just feels like a terrible mistake.
It truly does feel like the most terrible mistake to me and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing no matter what rather all I hope and wish for is to not exist, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering non-existence truly is the only peace for me and is all I see as desirable. I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous unnecessary existence I always saw as a mistake rather I just wish for peace, to me existence really is the most harmful, cruel abomination that just causes endless amounts of suffering and it can easily get way more unbearable at any moment and it's all just so unnecessary as well.

I just find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence of suffering all for the sake of it was even imposed at all causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I'd just never wish for any of this, more than anything I just wish I never suffered, I wish I was never burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone. The only peace for me truly could only lie in an eternal sleep where there is no more pain, no more suffering but of course I'm so cruelly denied the option to just fall asleep permanently with suffering seen as to force and prolong no matter what, it's all just so terrible and dreadful to me, I always have so much dread for what lies ahead in this existence I just never would had chosen and would just never wish for, non-existence really is the only relief for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing truly is always preferable for me.
It truly is always preferable for me and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this futile torturous existence rather I just want to not exist, I just want to never suffer ever again and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently free from this existence of suffering all for the sake of it.

Non-existence really is all I see as desirable and could ever do, I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence I always saw as a mistake and I'll always see existence as the most terrible tragedy no matter what, there's just so much cruelty and suffering in existing, it really is just all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to never exist ever again, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer all for the sake of it, for me non-existence really is all that's positive and is all I see as desirable. I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing rather I just want to not exist, non-existence really is all I could personally hope and wish for, I just never should had been burdened with this existence at all and I wish that more than anything this existence of suffering all for the sake of it was never imposed, I just never should had been forced to suffer and I'd never wish for the suffering of existing, existence itself to me really is always the problem and I always suffer so much from existing, I'd never wish for the suffering of this cruel, futile existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for any of this.
No matter what I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is to not exist, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering rather all I want is to never exist ever again, I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake and as long as I exist I'll just wish to never suffer ever again.

I wish for peace and only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this cruel, torturous existence and there's just so much suffering and cruelty in existing, it's all just so dreadful and terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence, for me non-existence truly is the only relief and I'd be so relieved to be free from this existence I always saw as a mistake. To me existence really is the problem and I just never would had chosen any of this, more than anything I wish I was never forced to suffer, I wish I was never burdened with this existence, I just want all to be finally gone and forgotten for me, nothing no matter what would make me wish for any of this rather I just want to rest. I just want to not exist, only non-existence could ever bring me the relief I search for from this existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for, I'll always see existing as being only suffering and I suffer simply from existing, I really would just never wish for any of this rather I just wish I never suffered more than anything, this cruel existence just never should had been imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Death is all that's inevitable.
It truly is all that's inevitable and eventually all will be gone and forgotten in non-existence which is all I wish and hope for, I just want to never exist ever again, existing to me really is just waiting to die and as long as I exist I'll just hope to not exist, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering rather I just want this existence to be no longer my problem.

I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence I always saw as a mistake rather I just wish to not exist, I just wish for some peace and for me peace could only lie in never existing ever again, I personally just hope to be unconscious for all eternity with no more suffering and it feels like I've suffered for so long, I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just hope for non-existence, it's just so terrible and dreadful to me how there's all this suffering and cruelty in existing with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'd just always prefer to not exist. I'll always see existing as only suffering and it's suffering so futile and unnecessary, more than anything I just wish I never suffered at all, I wish I was never burdened with this existence and I'll always find it a burden to exist, it's a burden so cruel that only ever caused me to suffer and I'll suffer until all is finally gone and forgotten for me in non-existence anyway, death is all that's inevitable which is all that can bring me any relief, the only relief for me really could only lie in never suffering ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll always see it as so dreadful how this existence was imposed.
No matter what I truly will always see it as so dreadful how this existence was imposed and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing, existence to me really is the problem and it's one I just never would had have chosen and never would had wished for, more than anything I just wish I was never burdened with this torturous existence of cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it, to me existence really does feel like the most terrible tragic mistake and it's one that only non-existence can bring me peace from.

I just hope and wish to never suffer ever again and the only relief for me really could only lie in finally being free from this existence of suffering all for the sake of it but of course the suffering just continues and I just find it so dreadful how a human can suffer for so much longer, I find it terrifying how there's all this suffering and cruelty in existing with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and it terrifies me how a human can be enslaved in this cruel, futile existence for so long just to die tortured by old age. I'd just never wish for this torturous existence rather I just wish for peace, for me non-existence really is the only relief and is all I'll hope for as long as I suffer in this existence, I'd just never wish for the suffering of this torturous, harmful existence no matter what rather all I want is to not exist, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering, I'll just always find it so painful to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes harm.
No matter what I'll always see existence as something that just causes harm, it's just so cruel, painful and terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just hope for peace from the suffering and cruelty of existing and I just never should had suffered at all. I'd just never wish for this torturous, harmful existence and I'll always just see it as so harmful to suffer in this existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel just to be tortured by old age, I'll personally always see existence as the problem and it's just one I never would had wished for and never would had chosen.

It's just so terrible and dreadful to me how existence just causes all this harm and suffering and as long as I exist I'll just wish to never suffer ever again, I wish for all to be gone for me, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering rather all I hope for is some peace, it's so dreadful to me how this existence was even imposed. To me existence really does feel like the most terrible mistake and I'd just be so relieved to never exist again, nothing would ever make me wish for this cruel, harmful existence rather I just hope for non-existence, I wish for all to be gone for me, I'll always see existing as being only suffering and it's suffering only ceasing to exist could ever bring me relief from, I'm just always so tired of it all and I'd always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel futile existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to sleep.
All I personally hope for is to sleep, I just want to never wake ever again but of course the suffering and cruelty of this futile, torturous existence just continues, it really is so dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I'd always prefer to not exist, non-existence really is the only peace for me and is all I see as desirable.

I'm just always so tired of suffering and it's tiredness only ceasing to exist can bring me any relief from, I just hope and wish to never wake ever again and as long as I exist I'll just wish and hope to sleep, for me existence itself truly is the true problem and I just never should have been burdened with this existence at all, nothing would ever make me wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing rather I just hope to not exist, only in non-existence will I be at peace which is why it's all I hope for, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering rather I just want to rest, I just wish for non-existence. I'm always so tired of being enslaved in this existence and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently as the peace of an eternal sleep really is all I hope for, I just never should had been burdened with this existence and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist, non-existence really is all I'll wish for and ever could do, I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous, futile existence at all, I just want peace instead and for me peace could only lie in non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as the problem.
No matter what I'll always see existence as the problem and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I'd always prefer to not exist, for me non-existence truly is the only peace and relief in this existence so cruel and torturous that I personally always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I only hope to not exist.

Non-existence really is all I personally see as desirable and is all I could hope for, I'm always just so tired of suffering in this existence and I'd just never wish for any of this, as long as I exist I really will just hope to not exist, existence itself is enough to make me wish for death and existence itself is always the true problem to me, I suffer simply from existing and I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all rather I just hope to not exist, I just wish for peace from all the suffering and cruelty in this futile, torturous existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for. I just never should had been burdened with this existence at all and as long as I exist I'll just hope to not exist, non-existence would solve everything for me and finally bring me peace from all dreadful unnecessary suffering in this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting for death anyway and I'll always see existing as just waiting to die, I never should had been forced to suffer at all and more than anything I wish this existence was just never imposed, I'd just never wish for the cruel, torturous imposition of existence rather all I want is to never exist ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is forced suffering.
No matter what I'll always see existence as forced suffering and I see it as the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed, I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this existence. I wish I was never forced to suffer in this cruel, torturous and unnecessary existence that I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake that just caused and brought all this harm and suffering and I'll just always see it as so harmful to exist, for me existence really is the problem, it's something so dreadful and terrible that just tortures existing beings with no limit as to how unbearable it can all get.

I always suffer so much from how painless death is so cruelly denied for me with suffering seen as to force and prolong no matter what and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather I just want to not exist, non-existence really is all I see as desirable and is the only peace and relief for me, only in non-existence will I be safe from all suffering and finally unable to suffer which is why it's all I wish and hope for. I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence and I'd never wish for any of this, I always suffer so much from being enslaved in this existence, I see it as so dreadful and terrible how this existence was even imposed even know all of this was completely unnecessary and there was never a need for any of this, I just never should had been burdened with this existence at all that only ever caused me to suffer.