Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

I'll only be safe from suffering in non-existence.
I really will only be safe from suffering in non-existence, only in non-existence will I be unable to suffer which is why it's all I wish and hope for, I just want to never suffer ever again, I just wish for permanent peace from this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake. I suffer just from existing and it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me and bring me relief from, I'll personally always see it as an abomination to be conscious in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence, as long as I exist I'll just wish and hope to never suffer ever again.

I just don't see any point, benefit and value to being burdened with this existence suffering all for the sake of it rather all I want is for all to be gone and forgotten for me, I just wish for peace and relief from this existence I never would have chosen, I'll always find it so dreadful to exist and I always have so much dread for what lies ahead. It just terrfies me how a human can suffer for so long with no limit as to how much agony one can feel just to be tortured by old age and I'd just neve wish for any of this rather I just want some peace, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering and to me existing will always be only suffering, I suffer just from existing and as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence, I just want to never exist ever again, I'm just always so tired of suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd choose to erase my existence.
I truly would choose to erase my existence so it's like I never suffered at all, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering rather all I want is some peace, being able to erase my existence would solve everything for me and bring me so much relief from the suffering of existing. I just want to never suffer ever again, existence to me really did always feel like the most terrible tragic mistake that just causes harm and suffering which is why I just want all to finally be forgotten for me.

Nothing would ever make me wish for the suffering of existing rather I just want to be unconscious for all eternity, I just hope for the peace but more than anything I wish I never suffered at all, I find it so tragic how this existence was even imposed and for me non-existence truly is all that's positive, I just wish for permanent relief from all unnecessary suffering in this existence I personally could never see as worth it, I find it a burden to exist and it's one so cruel and torturous that only non-existence can bring me relief from. I just want to fall asleep permanently, I just want to never exist ever again, I'm just so tired of being burdened with this existence but as well as that I'm just not meant for any of this, I never should have suffered at all and I'd never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this unnecessary existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured just to cease existing anyway, for me non-existence truly is the only peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence and to me existing really does feel like only suffering, it's all just so dreadful and cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is non-existence, I could personally just never see any point, benefit and value to suffering in this existence rather all I hope for is to not exist.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer all for the sake of it and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this torturous, futile existence, as long as I exist I really will just hope for nothingness, existence to me really does just feel like a terrible mistake, there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence, existence itself to me is the true problem as after all it's the source of and ultimate cause of all suffering and all I hope for is to never suffer ever again. I just wish for peace from all the suffering in this futile, torturous existence I just never would had chose, I wish this existence was never imposed more than anything, I never should had been forced to suffer in this existence at all and to me existing will always be only suffering, I suffer just from existing and it's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me peace from, existing to me truly is so undesirable, I'd never wish for any of this no matter what, I'm always so tired of suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as the problem.
No matter what I'll always see existence as the problem as after all it's the source of all suffering and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death, all I hope for is to not exist, I just wish for the peace of an eternal sleep where all is finally gone and nothing can ever concern me, I'll always see existence itself as the true problem and for me non-existence truly is all that's desirable.

I just wish for permanent relief from the unnecessary suffering and cruelty of this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake, I'll always see existence as something so harmful, it just causes and brings all this suffering until all is gone and forgotten in non-existence anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence truly is the only relief and is all I could hope for, I'm just always so tired of suffering, I just hope and wish to never suffer ever again. I'll just always see existence as the problem no matter what and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to rest, eternal sleep really is the only peace and relief for me and is all I see as desirable, nothing would ever make me wish to suffer in this existence, I'll always find it so dreadful being burdened with this existence suffering all for the sake of it, I just want sleep, I just hope for some peace, I just want to rest and finally forget about this existence I always saw as the problem, I just want to never exist ever again, I really am just so tired of all this suffering.

 

[davidtorez]

Always seeing existence as the problem.
No matter what I'll always see existence as the problem as after all it's the source of all suffering and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death, all I hope for is to not exist, I just wish for the peace of an eternal sleep where all is finally gone and nothing can ever concern me, I'll always see existence itself as the true problem and for me non-existence truly is all that's desirable.

I just wish for permanent relief from the unnecessary suffering and cruelty of this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake, I'll always see existence as something so harmful, it just causes and brings all this suffering until all is gone and forgotten in non-existence anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence truly is the only relief and is all I could hope for, I'm just always so tired of suffering, I just hope and wish to never suffer ever again. I'll just always see existence as the problem no matter what and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to rest, eternal sleep really is the only peace and relief for me and is all I see as desirable, nothing would ever make me wish to suffer in this existence, I'll always find it so dreadful being burdened with this existence suffering all for the sake of it, I just want sleep, I just hope for some peace, I just want to rest and finally forget about this existence I always saw as the problem, I just want to never exist ever again, I really am just so tired of all this suffering.

I'm really tired too. I want to disappear asap

 

[FuneralCry]

Always hoping to not exist.
I've only ever wished and hoped to not exist and it's all I could ever hope for no matter what, I just want to never suffer ever again, I just wish for permanent peace from this torturous existence I always saw as a mistake, for me existence truly is the problem which is why I only wish for non-existence.

Only non-existence could ever bring me the relief from suffering I search for in this existence I just never would had chosen and would never do, I could just never see existence as desirable rather it's just something I only hope to be free from, for me non-existence truly is the only peace and is all I could hope for, I'm just always so tired of suffering and it's tiredness only ceasing to exist could take away for me, I just hope to not exist, I just wish to sleep permanently, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering dreamless eternal sleep really is all I wish for. I just wish to be unable to suffer, I wish for no more suffering but of course all the suffering of this futile, cruel existence just continues, it's all so dreadful to me, I always wish I could just choose to permanently stop suffering and never exist ever again, for me non-existence truly is all I see as desirable, my wish to die is a response to existence and I'll only hope and wish for death no matter what, I just wish for dreamless eternal sleep, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering rather I just hope to never exist ever again, nothing would ever make me wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always having so much dread for what lies ahead.
As long as I exist I truly will always have so much dread for what lies ahead, I just find it so dreadful to suffer in this torturous, futile existence where I'm just waiting to not exist anyway and what is so terrifying to me is how there is no limit as to how unbearable the torture and agony of existing can get, I'd just never wish for any of this no matter what rather all I hope for is non-existence. I just want to fall asleep permanently, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering rather I just want to be permanently free from this dreadful existence, just the fact that a human can suffer for so long just to be tortured by old age and cease existing anyway is horrific to me.

I'd just never wish for any of this and I see so much cruelty in how the option for me to just peacefully cease existing is so harmfully denied even know I just never would had chosen any of this and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence I personally always saw as a mistake, non-existence really is all I hope for and could ever do, I just wish to be permanently free from this dreadful existence. I'd never wish for any of this suffering no matter what rather all I hope for is non-existence, I just want all to finally be all forgotten for me and I'd prefer to forget about this existence no matter what, to me existence really is the most terrible tragedy, it's just suffering and cruelty all for the sake of it that only non-existence can bring me any relief from.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is only relief for me.
It truly is the only relief for me as after all only when I'm gone will I be unable to suffer, there is no suffering in the peace of an eternal sleep where all is finally forgotten, I personally just hope for peace and for me peace could only lie in never suffering ever again, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering but rather all I hope for is non-existence. I just want some peace, I just want to sleep, I just wish for non-existence, existence to me is just futile suffering all for the sake of it, it's just so unnecessary and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is non-existence.

I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence I always saw as a mistake, to me existence really is the problem, it's the cause and source of all suffering after all and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never suffer ever again, I was just never meant for any of this and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want nothingness, non-existence really is the only relief for me and is all I could wish for. I just want to sleep for all eternity and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently and never exist ever again, I was just never meant to suffer and I'd never wish for any of this, only in non-existence will I be safe and at peace from all unnecessary suffering in this torturous futile existence which is why it's all I could hope for, I truly am just so tired of suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how peaceful death is denied for me.
I truly do always suffer from how peaceful, painless death is denied for me as all I wish for is to never suffer ever again, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, torturous existence, for me non-existence truly is the only peace and relief and is all I personally see as desirable, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me.

I'll always see so much cruelty in how peaceful guaranteed death is denied for me as all I want is to never wake, I wish for the option to just simply cease existing in peace and never suffer ever again and I'm always so tired of suffering in this existence, I'll personally always see existence as the problem, I see existence as a torturous futile burden that just causes all this harm and suffering until all is finally gone in non-existence anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, to me existing will always be only suffering and I suffer simply from existing. I'd just never wish for this cruel, harmful existence where there's all this suffering all for the sake of it rather I just want to be free from all the suffering, I wish for the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally gone and forgotten, I'm just always so tired of suffering and I just never should had suffered, I only hope for the peace of non-existence, ceasing to exist really is all I personally see as desirable in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

 

[FuneralCry]

So horrible to me how there's all this suffering in existing.
It truly is so horrible to me how there's all this suffering in existing with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I'd just never wish for any of this rather I only hope for non-existence, I just want some peace from the suffering in this torturous undesirable existence I personally always saw as a mistake, to me existence really is the problem and is something that just causes all this harm and suffering until all is gone in non-existence anyway and I'd just never wish to suffer at all. Only in non-existence am I unable to suffer and unable to feel any pain which is why it's all I hope for, I'm just always so tired of being burdened with this cruel futile existence and I suffer just from existing, it's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me relief from.

I just want to never wake ever again, existence to me really is the true problem and I just find it so horrible how there's all this suffering in existing and it's suffering so unnecessary all for the sake of it that just torments existing beings, it really is all so terrible and dreadful to me. I only hope for the peace of non-existence and for me non-existence truly is the only peace from this cruel, futile existence, I truly just am so tired of suffering so unnecessarily and I'll suffer as long as I'm enslaved in this existence, to me existing really is just waiting for death and I'd never wish for any of this, I just hope to never suffer ever again instead, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Death is all that's inevitable.
It truly is all that's inevitable, all will be gone and forgotten in non-existence anyway which is all I hope for, existence to me is enslavement as after all I was burdened with this existence of cruelty and unnecessary suffering and forced to suffer so much all for the sake of it. I'd just never wish for the burden of existence rather I just hope for peace and the only peace for me could lie in being unconscious for all eternity, I just wish for no more pain, no more suffering, I just wish to not exist instead, non-existence really would solve everything for me in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering, non-existence really is the only peace for me and is all I could hope and wish for.

I'd just always prefer to not exist to save myself from all future suffering in this existence where death is all that's inevitable, I'd personally prefer to prevent suffering through ceasing to exist than prolong it just to suffer way more and I see existing as being only suffering and that is why I wish to not exist as I just don't want to suffer in any way. I could just never see any point to any of this as well rather it's all just so futile to me, I'll always see existing as just waiting to not exist anyway, it's just suffering all for the sake of it and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer ever again, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief from suffering I search for in this existence where death is all that's inevitable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Death is the only relief for me.
In this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering death truly is the only relief for me, I just want peace from the burden of existence and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this futile, torturous existence I always saw as the most cruel mistake, to me existence really is the problem which is why death is the only relief for me, I just hope and wish to never suffer ever again.

Nothing no matter what would make me wish to suffer in this existence rather I just wish for nothingness, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering, for me ceasing to exist really is the only relief, I'm just always so tired of suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering that only non-existence could ever bring me relief from and as long as I exist I'll just wish for nothingness. Existing to me is so futile, so pointless so unnecessary, it's just suffering all for the sake of it all while one is just waiting for death anyway and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather I only hope for non-existence, only in non-existence will I be unable to suffer with all finally gone for me and to be at peace is all I could wish for. For me peace really could only lie in being permanently free from this existence I always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing, it's all just so dreadful to me, no matter what I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only ceasing to exist can ever solve for me and bring me any relief from.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd never wish to exist.
No matter what I truly would never wish to exist rather I only hope and wish for non-existence, for me non-existence truly is all that's positive and is all that can bring me any peace and relief from suffering in this existence where I'm just waiting to die anyway and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death, it's just suffering all for the sake of it and I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to exist, for me existence really is the problem and more than anything I just wish I was never forced to suffer, I wish this existence of cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it was never imposed.

I just see existence as the most torturous, futile imposition that just leads to decay and death anyway and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be permanently free from it, to me non-existence really is the only relief and is all I wish for, I'd just never wish for any of this and never have done, to me existence really does feel like the most terrible tragic mistake and it's one that just causes all this harm and suffering until all is finally forgotten in non-existence anyway and for me non-existence truly is the only relief. Non-existence is all I see as desirable, I just want to never suffer ever again but of course all the suffering of existing just continues with me hoping to be gone, for me non-existence really is all that can bring me any peace from suffering and as long as I exist I'll only wish for peace, I truly am just so tired of suffering in this existence I never would had chosen and would never wish for under any circumstance.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me always feels like a mistake.
To me existence truly does feel like a mistake and it's one that just causes so much suffering and cruelty until all is finally gone in non-existence anyway and as long as I exist I truly will just wish and hope to not exist, non-existence truly is the only peace and relief for me in this existence so cruel and torturous that I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake, I'll just always see existence as the problem no matter what and it's one only non-existence could ever bring me peace from.

All I personally hope for is to never suffer ever again, I'm just so tired of suffering in this cruel, futile existence and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, existence to me just feels like a mistake that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and the suffering this existence causes is endless, it truly is all just so dreadful to me, I'd just always prefer to not exist than be conscious suffering so unnecessarily in this futile, harmful existence. Existing to me really is just suffering and I always find it so tragic how this existence of suffering all for the sake of it was even imposed, nothing would ever make me wish for any of this, more than anything I just wish I was never burdened with this existence. I just wish I was never forced to suffer in this existence I always saw as a mistake, there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to be permanently free from it all, I just want to never suffer ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it terrifying how trying to die can go wrong.
I truly do find it terrifying how trying to die can go wrong and lead to way worse suffering and torture, all I wish for is to never suffer ever again which is why I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have the option to peacefully cease existing and finally be free from this existence of unnecessary suffering and I'll always see existing as being only suffering. It's just suffering all for the sake of it and it's all just so cruel and terrible to me, I'll always see it as so dreadful how there's all this cruelty in existing, it's just so cruel to me how I cannot just have the option to simply cease existing in peace even know this existence was so tragically imposed.

As long as I exist I'll just hope for peace from the suffering, to me existence really does feel like the most terrible mistake and it's one I'd just never I wish for, I see so much cruelty in how we exist in this reality where suffering is seen as to force and prolong no matter what and what I fear is suffering so much more. It terrifies me how a human can exist for so long with no limit as to how much agony one can feel just to be tortured by old age and I'll always see existing as just being cruelty and torture all for the sake of it, to me existence truly is an abomination and it's one that just causes so much harm and suffering until all is finally forgotten in non-existence anyway, for me non-existence truly is always preferable, I just hope and wish to never exist ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Tired of being trapped in this existence.
I truly am so tired of being trapped in this existence and no matter what I'll always feel so tired, as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to never suffer ever again, only non-existence can ever bring me the peace and relief I search for, I just hope for peace from all the suffering and cruelty of existing but of course the suffering just continues, it really is all just so dreadful to me. I wish I could just choose to permanently cease existing and never suffer ever again, it just brings me so much pain how I cannot just have the option to cease existing in a peaceful, guaranteed way even know I was forced into this existence and I never would had chosen and never would had wished for any of this, non-existence really is all I hope for and could ever wish for.

I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently free from this existence I personally always saw as a mistake, to me existence really is the problem that just causes and brings suffering and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death, I suffer just from being conscious and I'm always so tired of suffering in this existence, for me non-existence really is all that's positive. I just want to fall asleep permanently, eternal dreamless sleep really is the only peace for me and is all I could hope for, the only relief for me really could only lie in never suffering ever again, I'd just never wish for this torturous, futile existence, I'll only hope and wish to permanently cease existing and never suffer ever again instead, I always suffer from being trapped in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it dreadful to exist.
I truly will always find it so dreadful to exist no matter what and I suffer simply from existing, as long as I exist I really will always have so much dread for what lies ahead, to me existence itself really is the true problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me relief from. I just hope for peace and relief from all the suffering and only in non-existence will I be unable to suffer which it's why it's all I wish for, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering, existence itself to me really will always be the ultimate problem and I just find it so dreadful to exist.

I find it so dreadful to be burdened with this futile, torturous existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel just waiting and hoping to cease existing anyway and I'll always just see existing as just waiting for death no matter what, it's just suffering all for the sake of it and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing and I never should had been burdened with this existence at all. To me existence is just something so cruel and dreadful that brings and causes so much suffering until all is gone in non-existence anyway and I'll just always find it a burden to exist, I'd never wish for any of this no matter what rather I just want to sleep, I just want some peace but of course the suffering just continues and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me was never desirable.
It truly was never desirable to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, torturous existence rather all I hope for is to not exist, I just want to never suffer ever again, I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence I personally always saw as a mistake, for me existence really is the problem.

I'll always see it as so deeply undesirable to exist, I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to rest, I just want to sleep, I never wished for any of this in the first place and never would do, for me non-existence really is all that's desirable, I just want to fall asleep permanently and I suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to fall into an eternal dreamless sleep, there's just so much suffering in existing and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just hope for non-existence, I'll always just see existing as only suffering and it's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me peace from, I just want to never wake ever again. I just see existing as futile unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for, it's all just so cruel to me as well, I wish I was never burdened with this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how unbearable it can get and I just don't find it desirable to exist in general, I personally only find non-existence to be appealing and to never exist ever again is all I hope for, if it's up to me I'd choose to permanently erase my existence so it's like I never suffered.

 

[FuneralCry]

Just don't wish to be conscious of anything.
I personally just don't wish to be conscious of anything at all and I'd never wish to exist, as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence, I just want to fall asleep permanently, I see nothing appealing about existing under any circumstances rather I see existence as a dreadful, futile burden that just causes suffering that just leads to decay and death anyway and I was just never meant for any of this as well. I just wish I was never burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it and I personally suffer just from being conscious, simply just existing truly is enough to make me wish for death and I'll always and only hope for non-existence no matter what.

I'd just never wish to be conscious in this existence and as long as I exist I'll just hope for peace, I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to fall into an permanent sleep as I just wish to be unconscious for all eternity, existence to me is something so futile, torturous and hopeless and I never wished for any of this in the first place rather I wish I never suffered at all. To me existing really is just waiting for death, it's just suffering all for the sake of it and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence, nothing would make me wish for any of this rather I only wish for some peace, I'm just so tired of being conscious in this existence suffering all for the sake of it and it's tiredness only non-existence can bring me peace from, I just hope to never suffer ever again.

 

[davidtorez]

Me too

 

[FuneralCry]

Continuing to exist is always prolonging suffering.
No matter what I'll always see continuing to exist as just prolonging suffering, it's just suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, I never should had suffered at all and I'll suffer until all is finally gone and forgotten for me in non-existence anyway, I just want to never exist ever again, I just hope to sleep permanently and the peace of an eternal sleep really is all I see as desirable.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than prolong the suffering and torture of existing just to suffer way more unbearably in this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake and I'd just never wish for any of this no matter what, I just want to not exist instead and non-existence really is all I hope for, I'm always just so tired of suffering in this cruel, torturous existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing. I only wish to not exist instead, permanent non-existence really is all I see as desirable and is all that can bring me any relief from this existence I never would had chosen, I'd just never wish for the cruelty and suffering of existing and I could just never see ant point, benefit and value to prolonging suffering as well rather all I hope for is to never exist ever again. Nothing would ever make me wish for any of this and as long as I exist I'll just hope to rest, I only wish for non-existence, I wish for all to be forgotten for me, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be at peace.
Non-existence truly is the only peace for me and is all I wish and hope for, I just want some peace and peace from this existence is all I could hope for, I just want to never suffer ever again and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence I personally saw as a mistake, ceasing to exist really is all that's inevitable and is all I hope for. I'd just never wish for this cruel, torturous unnecessary existence of suffering rather all I want is to not exist, I wish for all to be forgotten for me, I wish for peace and for me peace could only lie in never suffering ever again, I just wish for an eternal dreamless sleep free from all suffering where finally all is gone.

I just want to be unconscious for all eternity but of course the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues, it's all just so dreadful and cruel to me, I'd never wish for any of this and more than anything I just wish this existence was never imposed, I see existence as the most torturous, harmful imposition and it's one I just never would had chosen. Nothing would make me wish for any of this rather all I hope for is some peace, I just want to sleep permanently, I just want to never suffer ever again, non-existence really is all I could wish for and could ever do, I never should had been burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering at all and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again to save myself from suffering in this existence where I'm just waiting to not exist anyway.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always find it so dreadful to exist.
I truly do always find it so dreadful to exist and I'd never wish for any of this no matter what, I see it as so torturous to suffer in this futile existence and as long as I exist I'll only wish to be permanently free from it all, I just hope and wish to never suffer ever again, I just see existence as futile unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel. It's so terrible to me how this existence that causes all this suffering was even imposed, I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer burdened with this existence that there was never a need for at all, and to me existence really is the problem, it's just suffering and cruelty all for the sake of it and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want some peace.

I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I just hope and wish to never suffer ever again, existing to me really is just only suffering and I'll always see it as so dreadful to suffer in this existence, to me existence is just something so futile, so hopeless, so unnecessary and I'd never wish for any of this, existence to me is always the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death. I see existence as the most terrible tragic cruel mistake that just causes all this harm and suffering, I'll always see it as so harmful to exist, to me existing really is just so torturous and I'm always just so tired of suffering, I just hope and wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I never suffer ever again

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for any of this.
I really would never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist, to me existence really is the most cruel and torturous burden and it's one that only ever caused me to suffer, I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence I never would had chosen and as long as I exist I really will just wish for non-existence.

I just want peace from this existence I always saw as so undesirable, I'll always see existence as the problem, it's the source of all cruelty and suffering after all and I'd just never wish for any of this, I wish I never existed instead. I wish I was never burdened with this existence I always saw as such a terrible mistake and I'll always find it so terrible how there's all this cruelty and suffering in existing, all I personally wish for is to never suffer ever again, I just want some peace and for me peace could only lie in never suffering ever again, non-existence truly is all that appeals to me, I'd just never wish for this futile and torturous existence rather I just hope for non-existence. I wish to be unconscious for all eternity where there is no more pain, no more suffering, I'd always prefer to forget about this existence no matter what, I just want all to finally be gone for me, to me existing really is just only suffering and I'll always find it so dreadful to exist, I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, painful existence rather I just hope for peace, non-existence truly is the only peace and relief for me in this existence I just never would had chose.

 

[FuneralCry]

Wishing for painless death to save me from all unnecessary suffering.
All I hope and wish for is a painless death to save me from all future unnecessary suffering in this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake, I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather I only hope and wish for non-existence, a painless death would save me from suffering as after all if I don't exist I cannot suffer in any way.

There is no suffering in the peace of non-existence where all is finally gone and forgotten about and there are no disadvantages to not existing which is all I wish and hope for, I just wish to never suffer ever again, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel just waiting to not exist anyway and I'll always just see existing as being suffering all for the sake of it, it's all just so cruel and painful to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just hope for peace. I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again, non-existence really is all I personally see as desirable and is all I could hope for, I just want peace from the suffering in this torturous, unnecessary harmful existence and there is just so much suffering in existing, I'd never wish for any of this no matter what rather I just wish for the relief of never suffering ever again, the only relief for me really could only lie in non-existence and to permanently not exist really is all I see as desirable.

 

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I'll always hope to not exist.
I truly will always hope to not exist and it's all I could ever hope for, I just want to never suffer ever again and I'll only be at peace once I'm finally free from all the suffering in this cruel, torturous existence, for me non-existence really is the only relief and is all I hope for.

I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence I saw as a mistake and I'll just always see existence as the most terrible tragedy no matter what, it's one I'd just never wish for that only never existing ever again could bring me peace from. I just want to fall asleep permanently and in this existence where there's all this suffering eternal sleep really is the only relief for me, I just want all to finally be all gone and forgotten for me, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering rather all I want is some peace, I just hope to sleep and only eternal sleep can bring me the peace I search for, I'm just so tired of suffering in this cruel, futile existence. I wish for permanent non-existence and it's all I could hope for, for me existence really is the problem and it's just something I'd never wish for. I just never should had suffered at all and I'd never wish for the suffering of this cruel, torturous existence, no matter what I'll always see existing as being only suffering, I wish I could just choose to never suffer ever again, I just want all to finally be gone for me, I'll always and only hope to not exist no matter what, I just want peace from all futile suffering and cruelty.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always just hoping to sleep.
To sleep permanently really is all I hope and wish for, I just want to never suffer ever again and I'm always just so tired of suffering in this cruel, torturous existence I personally always saw as a mistake, to me existence truly is the problem, it's the source of all suffering after all and as long as I exist I'll only wish and hope to never suffer ever again.

I'd just never wish for the suffering of this futile unnecessary existence rather I just hope for non-existence, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering, in this existence where there's all this endless cruelty non-existence really is the only peace for me, I just want to rest, I just want to sleep, I wish for all to finally be forgotten for me and I'd prefer to forget about this torturous existence no matter what, the peace of permanent sleep really would solve everything for me in this existence where I just hope and wait for death anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist. I'm just so tired of suffering in this cruel existence and there's just so much cruelty in existing, it's all just so painful and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this, I just want to not exist instead, for me non-existence really is the only relief from this existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for, I just never should had suffered at all in this cruel existence, I just want to sleep instead of suffering all for the sake of it just waiting and hoping to not exist anyway.

 

[FuneralCry]

Feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly feels like I've suffered for so long in this torturous unnecessary existence and more than anything I just wish I was never forced to exist, nothing would ever make me wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing, I really wish I was never burdened with this existence at all, this existence of suffering all for the sake of it really never should had been imposed and I find it so tragic how it was. To me existence really is the most terrible harmful tragedy and I just wish I was never forced to suffer in it, I wish I was never burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering where I just hope and wait for death anyway and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

I never should had suffered at all and as long as I exist I'll only wish and hope for some peace, I just want all to be gone for me, I'd just always prefer to not exist but of course the suffering and cruelty of existence just continues, it's all just so dreadful and painful to me, there's just so much pain in existing and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just hope to never suffer ever again. Only non-existence can bring me the peace, relief and safety from suffering I search for in this existence where I'm just waiting for death anyway and I'll always see existing as just waiting to die, it's all just unnecessary cruelty and suffering and I never should had suffered at all, I'd just never wish for any of this, existence to me really was never a desirable state at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from being burdened with this existence.
I truly do always suffer from being burdened with this existence and it's suffering only ceasing to exist could ever take away for me, all I wish and hope for is to never suffer ever again, I'd just never wish for the futile, torturous burden of existence that just causes and brings all this unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it.

For me non-existence truly is always preferable, I'm just so tired of being burdened with this existence just waiting and hoping to not exist anyway, for me existence truly is the problem and is just something I'd never wish for that just causes all this cruelty and suffering, in fact the suffering of existing really is endless and as long as I exist I'll always hope to be permanently free from it all, existing to me really is only suffering and what I see as so dreadful is how there is no limit as to how unbearable the suffering and torture of existing can get. I'd just never wish for any of this and more than anything I wish this existence was never imposed, I just wish I was never forced to suffer so unnecessarily and I always suffer just from being burdened with this cruel existence where I'm just waiting to not exist anyway, existence really does just cause so much futile suffering and problems there were never a need for, it's all just so dreadful and terrible to me, there's just so much pain in existing and no matter what I'll just always see it as so deeply undesirable to burdened with this existence suffering so much, I'd just never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Eternal sleep is all that can bring me any peace.
Eternal sleep really is the only peace for me and I'll only be at peace once I'm finally asleep for all eternity where there is no more pain and no more suffering, I'd just never wish for this painful, torturous existence rather I just want peace, I just want to sleep, I just want to rest, for me existence really is the problem that just causes all this suffering and it's one only non-existence can take away and bring me any relief from, I just hope to sleep, I just want to never suffer ever again, I'm just so tired of suffering in this existence I personally always saw as a mistake.

I'll always see existence as the most terrible tragedy no matter what, I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently and never exist ever again as non-existence really is all I hope for, I just wish for the peace of an eternal sleep to finally bring me the relief I search for from the cruelty and suffering of this futile existence and I'd just never wish for any of this. I only hope and wish for non-existence instead and I just never should have been burdened with this existence at all, as long as I exist I truly will just wish to sleep permanently, I'm just always so tired of suffering and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing no matter what rather I just want to sleep, non-existence has been all I've wished for and is all I could hope for, I just want some peace, I just want to never suffer ever again, nothing would make me wish for any of this rather I just want peace, I only wish and hope to sleep.