Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence solves everything for me.
It truly would solve everything for me as after all if I don't exist I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in the peace of an eternal sleep where all is finally gone and I'd just prefer to forget about this existence no matter what, I just wish for the peace of non-existence to solve everything for me and take away what I personally see as the true problem which is existence itself, all I could hope for is to never suffer ever again. In this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering non-existence truly is all I see as desirable, only non-existence could solve everything for me and to permnently not exist is all I hope for, I really am just always so tired of suffering in this existence I personally always saw as a mistake.

I just want to be at peace from this existence and I always suffer so much from how I cannoy just choose to just permanently escape from the torturous futile burden of existence in peace and never exist ever again, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather I just want nothingness, non-existence is all I hope for and is all I could ever do. I just want permanent relief from all suffering in this futile, cruel existence and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be at peace from it all, only ceasing to exist could ever bring me the peace I search for from this existence I just never would had chosen, for me non-existence really is all that's positive and is all that can bring me any relier from this exstence I just never would had wished for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Just wanting to sleep.
All I personally hope for is to sleep, I just want to never wake ever again, I just want to be permanently at peace from all futile unnecessary suffering but of course all the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues, it's all so painful and dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope for nothingness. I just want to sleep permanently, no matter what I'll always see eternal sleep as the only relief, I just want to never wake ever again so finally I'm unable to suffer and to me existing is only suffering, I'm just always so tired of suffering in this cruel torturous existence I personally always saw as a mistake, to me existence really is the problem and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is some peace.

I just want to sleep for all eternity and the only relief for me could lie in never existing ever again, I always do suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently, non-existence is all I hope for and could ever do, I'm just always so tired of it all, I'd never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I hope for is non-existence, I just want to sleep for all eternity, I just wish for no more pain, no more suffering. I'd always prefer to not exist than be conscious in this existence no matter what, for me existence really was never worth it rather it's something I just want peace from, I just want to never wake ever again, non-existence really is all that can bring me the relief I search for from this existence so cruel and unnecessary.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me is always so undesirable.
No matter what I'll always see it as so undesirable to exist, I'd never wish for existence rather I just want nothingness, I just want to fall asleep permanently and never exist ever again, to me existence really was never a desirable state rather it's something I just want to forget about that I only hope for peace from.

I really was just never meant for any of this as well and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be enslaved in this futile, torturous existence just waiting and hoping to not exist anyway, for me existence itself really is the true problem and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is non-existence, I just want to never suffer ever again and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake. To me existence really is so undesirable, I see existing as only suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me any relief from, in this existence so cruel and painful non-existence truly is the only peace for me. I just want to never exist ever again, I just don't find existence to be a desirable state, I never have done and never could do, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me instead, I wish for no more cruelty no more suffering rather all I wish for is some peace, I just want to fall asleep permanently and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to do such, nothing would make me wish for any of this rather I wish I never suffered at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

To not exist is all I hope for.
Non-existence really is all I hope for and could ever do, I just want some peace from all the suffering and cruelty in this futile, torturous existence and as long as I exist I'll just wish to never suffer ever again, non-existence would solve everything for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in the peace of an permanent sleep where all is finally forgotten and to be permanently free from all the suffering is all I see as desirable. I've only ever hoped to not exist and it's all I could hope for, I just want to never wake ever again, I just want peace from all the suffering and cruelty, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer all for the sake of it in this existence I just never would had chose just to face way worse suffering, be tortured by old age and cease existing anyway, non-existence really is the only relief for me.

I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather I only hope for nothingness, I just want to rest, peace from this existence has been all I've ever wished for, I just want to fall into an eternal dreamless sleep and never suffer ever again, for me non-existence really is all I could see as desirable and is all I could wish for. Existence to me is the problem, I see existence as the most terrible tragedy and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather I just want to never wake ever again, I just want some peace from the torturous burden of existence I never would had chose and never would had wished for, I just never should had suffered at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes suffering.
It truly does just cause suffering which is just so cruel and terrible to me, nothing no matter what would make me wish for the suffering of existing rather I just hope for nothingness, I just want to never exist ever again.

I'll always see it as so dreadful to be burdened with this existence suffering all for the sake of it just hoping and waiting for death anyway and what is so terrible to me is how there is no limit as to how unbearable it can all get, I'd just never wish for the suffering of this futile unnecessary existence rather all I wish for is non-existence, I just wish for the peace of an eternal sleep where finally all is gone and nothing can concern me, I just never should had suffered in this existence at all and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed. To me existing really is just only suffering and I suffer just from existing, as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to never suffer ever again, non-existence truly is the only relief for me and is all that can bring me any peace, I'm just always so tired of suffering in this torturous undesirable existence I just never would had chosen and would never do no matter what, non-existence really is the only relief for me and is all I could hope for, I just wish to never suffer ever again, I just wish for the peace of eternal non-existence where nothing can concern me and finally I'm permanently unable to suffer with this existence no longer my problem, it's so dreadful to me how there's all this suffering in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist is all that's inevitable.
It truly is all that's inevitable and is all I hope for as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in the peace of non-existence, I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have the option to die painlessly even know I never chose any of this and death is all that's inevitable anyway. I see this existence as so futile and it'll all just be gone and forgotten anyway so I'd rather prevent suffering through ceasing to exist than prolong it just to suffer way more and I see existing as only suffering, it's just suffering all for the sake of it and more than anything I just wish I was never burdened with this existence that just leads to decay and death anyway.

Never existing at all would had saved me from so much unnececessary suffering and to me existing really is just waiting to cease existing anyway, it truly is all just so dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this, I just hope to fall asleep permanently instead, for me non-existence really is the only peace and relief and is all I could hope for, I'm just always so tired of suffering. All I can hope for is non-existence, I just want all to be forgotten for me, I just wish to be unconscious for all eternity with no more pain, no more suffering, non-existence really is the only peace for me and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this cruel existence of suffering all for the sake of it that to me is always just waiting to die anyway, non-existence is all I see as desirable, I'd always prefer to not exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

The suffering of existing is endless.
The suffering of existing truly is endless with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, no matter what I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this torturous existence of suffering all for the sake of it just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway, it's just horrific to me how existence causes all this harm and suffering, I'll always see it as so dreadful to be burdened with this existence capable of suffering to unlimited amounts.

I'd just never wish for any of this rather I only hope for non-existence where all is gone and forgotten, all I see as desirable is being permanently unable to suffer, I just want to never suffer ever again but of course all the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues, it's all so terrible to me and I'd always prefer to not exist no matter what, for me non-existence really is the only relief in this existence where there is all this terrible, unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it and at any moment it can easily get way more unbearable. For me ceasing to exist is the only peace, I'd always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence of futile unnecessary, dreadful suffering just waiting to not exist anyway, the way I see it existence just causes only suffering and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again as all I wish for is to permanently stop suffering, I just want some peace, existence itself to me really is always the true problem, I see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me always feels like a mistake.
It truly does just feel like a mistake to me that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence no matter what and nothing would ever make me wish for any of this rather I just wish for non-existence, I just wish to never suffer ever again but of course I exist in this reality where suffering is seen as to force and prolong no matter what even know it all just leads to death anyway, for me non-existence truly is always preferable and is all I hope for.

I just wish for no more pain, no more suffering rather I just wish for peace from the mistake of existence, only in non-existence will I be unable to suffer which is why it's all I could wish for, existence to me will always feel like the most terrible dreadful mistake and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be conscious in this existence of unnecessary, futile suffering, for me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence could ever bring me relief from. I just want to fall asleep permanently, in this existence where there's all this suffering dreamless eternal sleep really is the only peace and relief for me, I'm just so tired of suffering in this existence that always felt like a mistake and nothing would make me wish for the terrible, tragic mistake of existence rather all I hope for is to sleep, I only wish for the peace of non-existence where all is finally forgotten and nothing can concern me, the only relief for me really could only lie in never suffering ever again, I just hope for non-existence, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is the only relief for me.
It truly is the only relief for me and is all that can bring me peace from this futile, torturous existence, all I could hope for is to never suffer ever again, I just wish to not exist, all I hope for is an eternal dreamless sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where all is finally forgotten and there is no more pain.

I'm just so tired of being burdened with this existence and it's tiredness only non-existence could ever take away for me, I just want peace, non-existence truly is the only relief for me in this existence where there's all this suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, for me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence could ever take away and bring me relief from, I just want to never exist ever again. Existence to me will always feel like a mistake and I'll always see existence as the problem no matter what, I just want nothingness, I just want to never wake ever again and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to find permanent relief from all suffering and cruelty. I just want peace from this existence and no matter what I'd prefer to not exist than suffer all for the sake of it, I just want to never wake ever again and that's all I've hoped for, non-existence really is the only peace and relief for me and I'll only be at peace once all is gone for me in non-existence, I'm just so tired of suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is something I'd always prefer to forget about.
I truly would always prefer to forget about this existence no matter what, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I just want to never suffer ever again but of course all the cruelty and suffering of this torturous existence just continues, it's all just so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope for nothingness, I just want to never wake ever again but of course I wish I could erase my existence as I want it to be like I never suffered in this cruel existence at all.

Being able to erase my existence would solve everything for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer but of course the suffering and cruelty of existing just continues with me just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death, it's just suffering all for the sake of it and I'd always prefer to forget about it all, eternal non-existence truly is all I could ever hope and wish for no matter what. I just hope for non-existence, I just want all to be forgotten for me, I really am always just so tired of suffering in this existence I personally always saw as a mistake and it's tiredness only non-existence could ever bring me relief from, I just want to never exist ever again, for me existence itself will always be the true problem and it's one only non-existence could ever bring me any peace from, I'd just never wish for any of this rather I only hope to cease existing, nothing would ever make me wish for the suffering of existing rather I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

So horrific to me how a human can suffer for so long.
It really is so horrific to me how a human can suffer for so long in this futile torturous existence and I'd just never wish for any of this suffering rather all I hope for is to sleep permanently, I just want to never suffer ever again, in this existence where there's all this unnecessary suffering non-existence really is the only relief for me, I just find it terrifying how a human can suffer for so long with no limit as to how much they can be tortured in this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake and I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

I wish I was never burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it and I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist no matter what, I just want peace from this existence but of course the suffering and cruelty continues in this existence where I'm just waiting to die anyway and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death. It's just futile suffering all for the sake of it and I'd just never wish for any of this, I've already suffered for so long and the thought of suffering for much longer just to die in agony from old age really is just so unbearable to me. I'll always see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have the option to simply cease existing in peace to escape from all future unnecessary suffering as all I hope for is to never suffer ever again, I'm just always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence I never would had chosen and would just never wish for under any circumstance.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as the problem.
To me existence itself really is the problem as after all it's the source of all suffering and cruelty and as long as I exist I truly will just wish and hope to never suffer ever again, I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want peace, I wish for non-existence, I just want all to finally be gone and forgotten. I wish for no more cruelty, no more suffering and to me existing is only suffering, I suffer just from being conscious in this torturous undesirable existence I personally always saw as a mistake, existence itself really is the true problem for me which is why I've only ever wished to not exist.

To cease existing is all I could hope for and is all that can bring me any peace, relief and safety from suffering but of course I continue to be burdened with this existence and I suffer just from existing, simply existing is always enough to make me wish for death and I'll only hope to not exist no matter what, non-existence is the only relief for me and is all I could hope for, I'd just never wish to exist. I see existence as the most torturous futile burden that just causes and brings all this suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for, it's all just so cruel and dreadful to me, there's just so much cruelty and suffering in existing and it's suffering only ceasing to exist could ever bring me any relief from, existence to me really does just feel like a mistake and I'm always so tired of being trapped in this existence of suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wished to never wake.
I truly have always wished to never wake and it's all I could hope for, I just want to fall asleep permanently and never suffer ever again but of course all the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues, it really is all just so dreadful to me and I'm just so tired of it all, I've always felt so tired of this existence of futile unnecessary suffering and I've always wished to just never wake. Non-existence truly is all I hope for and is all that can bring me any peace from this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake, I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently as eternal sleep really is all I personally see as desirable, nothing no matter what would make me wish for any of this rather I just want some peace.

I just want to sleep, in this existence where there's all this futile unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it that was so tragically imposed non-existence really is the only relief for me, I just want to fall asleep permanently, I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather more than anything I wish I was never forced to suffer at all. I just find it so terrible how this existence was even imposed at all and I'll always see existence as the most cruel, harmful imposition, there's just so much cruelty and suffering in existing, I'll always see it as so dreadful, existing to me really is just only suffering and as long as I exist I'll hope to never wake, I just hope for nothingness, I just want some peace and for me peace could only lie in never existing again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this cruel, torturous existence and it's tiredness only non-existence can ever take away for me, as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to not exist, I just want to fall asleep permanently and never suffer ever again, I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing rather I only hope for nothingness, I just want to sleep for all eternity.

I'll just always see it as so deeply undesirable to exist and for me existence itself truly is the problem, it's just something so cruel and terrible that causes all this harm and suffering until all is gone in non-existence anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist, in this existence where there's all this suffering all for the sake of it non-existence really is the only peace and relief for me and is all I see as desirable, I'd just never wish for any of this under any circumstances and I'm always so tired of it all, I personally just want to sleep. I just want no more pain, no more suffering, existence itself to me really is the true problem which is why I only hope for non-existence, I'd just never wish for the suffering of this unnecessary dreadful existence and I'd always prefer to not exist no matter what, non-existence truly is all I could hope for and is all that can bring me any relief, I really never should had suffered at all and nothing would make me wish for any of this under any circumstances rather I just want to sleep, the peace of eternal sleep would solve everything for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me will always be only suffering.
No matter what I'll always see existing as only being suffering and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, futile existence, I just find it so terrible how existence causes and brings all this suffering and harm all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, for me non-existence really is the only peace and relief and is all I could hope for. I'd always prefer to not exist as after all only then am I unable to suffer, if I'm gone then nothing can concern me and all is finally forgotten about which is all I wish and hope for, I just want to never exist ever again, I really am always so tired of this existence of suffering all for the sake of it that I just never would had wished for and never would had chosen.

I just see existing as futile suffering where one is just waiting to cease existing anyway destined for nothing but to decay and die anyway and I find it such a terrible tragedy how this existence of suffering was even imposed at all, I just never wished to suffer in this existence and nothing would make me wish for any of this, to me non-existence really is all that's desirable and is all I could hope for. I'm just always so tired of suffering in this unnecessary torturous existence I never would had chosen, to me existence really does feel like a mistake that is only suffering and I'd personally be so relieved to never suffer ever again, nothing would make me wish to be burdened with this existence and I'll always see existence as a burden that just causes suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes harm.
No matter what I'll always see existence itself as something that just causes harm, it's all so terrible and dreadful and so cruel to me and as long as I exist I'll just hope for non-existence, I just want to fall asleep permanently, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one that only ever caused me to suffer. I'll always see it as so dreadful how there's all this suffering in existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, all I wish for is for peace from this torturous harmful existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel, to me existence is just so harmful and I'd always prefer to not exist than suffer all for the sake of it.

Nothing no matter what would make me wish for the cruelty and suffering of existing rather I just want to be unconscious for all eternity, existence to me always feels like the most terrible tragic mistake and it's one only non-existence could bring me relief from, all I wish is to never suffer ever again, I just hope for the peace of ceasing to exist where all is finally forgotten and there is no more pain, no more suffering. I'll personally always see existence itself as the true problem, it's the cause and source of all suffering after all and I'd just never wish for any of this, for me non-existence really is all that's desirable and is all that can bring me any peace, I just want to fall asleep permanently, only eternal sleep could ever bring me the relief I search for from this existence so harmful that just causes so much suffering until all is finally gone in non-existence anyway.

 

[FuneralCry]

See so much cruelty in how peaceful death is denied.
No matter what I'll always see so much cruelty in how peaceful death is denied, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this futile, torturous existence, in this existence where there's all this suffering non-existence really is the only relief for me and is all that can bring me any peace from this existence I personally always saw as a mistake, it's just so cruel to me how suffering is seen as to force and prolong no matter what with no acceptance towards the wish to permanently cease existing, all I could hope for is to never suffer ever again.

I really am always so tired of suffering in this futile, torturous existence I just never would had chosen and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again, for me peace really could only lie in being permanently free from this existence of unnecessary suffering and I'll always see so much cruelty in how painless death is denied for me, I just want to never suffer ever again. I'd always prefer to not exist than be trapped in this existence of futile suffering but of course all the suffering of existing just continues, it really is all so dreadful to me, non-existence really is all I could personally see as desirable and is all I hope for, I just want to never exist ever again, I'll always find it so dreadful to be conscious in this reality where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel suffering so much all for the sake of it, I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me always feels like a cruel mistake.
To me existence does always feel like the most cruel mistake and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence where there's all this endless suffering and cruelty, as long as I exist I really will only hope and wish for nothingness and non-existence is all that can bring me any peace, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragedy.

Existence itself is the problem to me that just causes harm and suffering and as long as I exist I'll only hope to permanently stop suffering, I just want to never exist ever again but of course all the cruelty and suffering of this harmful unnecessary existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel just continues. It really is so dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want some peace, I just want to sleep, nothing would ever make me wish to be conscious in this existence suffering all for the sake of it destined to decay and die anyway capable of suffering to unlimited extents and no matter what I'll always see existence as only being suffering. I see existence as the most cruel mistake that just causes harm until all is finally gone and forgotten in non-existence anyway, all I could hope for is to never suffer again, I'll always see existence as the problem which is why simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death, I'm always just so tired of suffering in this existence I'd just never wish for no matter what and never would do under any circumstance.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing to exist.
I truly would never wish to exist and I just never would do no matter what rather non-existence is all I hope for, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering, I just want all to finally be gone and forgotten for me instead, I really am just so tired of suffering and it's tiredness only non-existence could ever take away for me, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering non-existence truly is all I personally see as positive.

I just want to never suffer ever again and I'll only be at peace once I'm finally free from all the suffering, I've only ever hoped for death and my wish to not exist is ultimately as a result of existence itself, I just want to never suffer ever again, I just want to fall asleep permanently, in this futile, torturous existence that just causes all this unnecessary futile suffering eternal non-existence truly is the only peace for me, I just wish for permanent relief from the terrible tragedy of existence and I suffer just from being burdened with this existence. No matter what I'll always see it as a burden to exist and it's a burden so futile and cruel that only ever caused me to suffer and there's just so much suffering in existing, to me existing will always feel like only suffering and it's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me peace from, I just wish to be unconscious for all eternity, I just wish for all to finally be gone for me, for me existence truly did always feel like a mistake and it's one that just causes and brings all this suffering until all is finally gone in non-existence anyway.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of this existence of unnecessary suffering.
I truly am just so tired of this existence of unnecessary suffering and cruelty and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is non-existence, I just want to fall into an eternal dreamless sleep and never suffer ever again with all finally gone and forgotten for me, nothing would make me wish for any of the suffering under any circumstances rather I just want to peacefully cease existing and forget about it all. To me non-existence really is the only peace and is all I personally see as desirable, I'm just so tired of this existence and I always have been, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me relief from.

All I hope and wish for is to fall asleep permanently, in this existence so cruel and torturous dreamless eternal sleep really is the only peace for me and is all that can bring me any relief from suffering, nothing would make me wish for any of this rather I just want to sleep, I just want to rest, for me existence itself is the true problem that only ceasing to exist can bring me peace from. I'd just never wish for this existence of unnecessary suffering rather all I hope for is non-existence, existing to me really is just suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it's all just so futile to me and as long as I exist I'll only ever wish for non-existence, I just want to never suffer ever again, I'm always just so tired of it all.

 

[Persik]

Always so tired of this existence of unnecessary suffering.
I truly am just so tired of this existence of unnecessary suffering and cruelty and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is non-existence, I just want to fall into an eternal dreamless sleep and never suffer ever again with all finally gone and forgotten for me, nothing would make me wish for any of the suffering under any circumstances rather I just want to peacefully cease existing and forget about it all. To me non-existence really is the only peace and is all I personally see as desirable, I'm just so tired of this existence and I always have been, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me relief from.

All I hope and wish for is to fall asleep permanently, in this existence so cruel and torturous dreamless eternal sleep really is the only peace for me and is all that can bring me any relief from suffering, nothing would make me wish for any of this rather I just want to sleep, I just want to rest, for me existence itself is the true problem that only ceasing to exist can bring me peace from. I'd just never wish for this existence of unnecessary suffering rather all I hope for is non-existence, existing to me really is just suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it's all just so futile to me and as long as I exist I'll only ever wish for non-existence, I just want to never suffer ever again, I'm always just so tired of it all.

Hi. Can you share how your day usually goes? Sorry for writing here, I just don't know where else to write.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is only peace for me.
It truly is the only peace for me and is all I hope for, I just wish to never suffer ever again in this futile, torturous existence I always just saw as a mistake and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it, for me existence really was never worth it rather it's just something I hope and wish for peace from, I just want to never suffer ever again, all I see as desirable is being permanently unable to suffer with all gone and forgotten for me.

No matter what I'll only hope to not exist and non-existence really is all I hope for, I just want to fall asleep permanently and I'll only be at peace once I'm unconscious for all eternity, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering but rather all I hope for is to never wake ever again, in this existence so cruel and torturous where there is all this suffering all for the sake of it non-existence really is all I hope for and is the only relief for me, I just want to never wake ever again. I just wish for the peace of non-existence where finally nothing can concern me, I'll just always see it as so deeply undesirable to exist, I see existence as the problem that just causes all this suffering and harm until all is finally forgotten in non-existence anyway, I just hope for peace from all the suffering and peace is all I could ever hope for, only eternal sleep could ever bring me any relief from this existence of unnecessary suffering where I'm just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway.

 

[FuneralCry]

Wish to never wake ever again.
I always just hope and wish to never wake ever again and it's all I could hope for, I just want some peace from the suffering in this cruel, torturous existence and for me non-existence truly is the only peace, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is to sleep permanently, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering, nothing would make me wish for any of this rather I just want to sleep, I just want to rest, I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like falling into an eternal dreamless sleep as non-existence is all I hope for.

I'm just always so tired of suffering in this futile, unnecessary existence I just never would had wished for and never would had chosen, I'll just always see it as so dreadful to exist no matter what and I suffer just from existing, it's suffering that only peaceful, permanent existence could ever bring me relief from, I just wish for this cruel, painful existence to finally be all forgotten and no longer my problem, I wish for all to be gone for me and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently. For me eternal sleep truly is the only relief and is all I see as desirable, I just want to never suffer ever again, I'd never wish for any of this and more than anything I just wish this existence of suffering all for the sake of it was never imposed, I truly never should had been forced to suffer and nothing would make me wish for the suffering of existing rather I just want peace, I only hope to sleep.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me is always just waiting for death.
No matter what I'll always just see existing as waiting for death, it's just unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it that leads to decay and death anyway and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is non-existence, I wish for no more suffering and to me existing really does feel like only suffering. I suffer just from being burdened with this torturous, cruel existence where I'm just waiting to die anyway and no matter what I'll always just see existing as suffering all for the sake of it, it's all just so dreadful and painful to me and I'd never wish for any of this.

Existing to me is just waiting for death as after all, all will be gone and forgotten in non-existence no matter what and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this existence, I just hope for eternal sleep. I'd personally rather prevent than prolong suffering just to suffer way more and cease existing anyway and I'll always just see existence itself as the problem no matter what, it's just futile suffering all for the sake of it that just leads to death anyway and as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence. I'd always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence where I'm just waiting for death anyway and I'll always just see existing as waiting to die as after all, all will be gone in non-existence no matter what and to permanently cease existing truly is all I hope for, I'm just always so tired of it all and always will be, I just want to never exist ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Just wanting peace.
Peace from this existence truly has been all I've hoped and wished for, I just want to never exist ever again but of course all the suffering and cruelty of existence just continues, it's all just so terrible and painful to me and as long as I exist I'll just hope for non-existence, I just want to sleep, in an existence so cruel and torturous eternal sleep is the only peace for me and is all I could wish for. I just want freedom from suffering, I just want to never exist ever again, non-existence really is the only relief for me and is all I could hope for, I truly am so tired of suffering and it's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me relief from, non-existence really is all I personally see as desirable and positive.

I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer trapped in this existence of suffering all for the sake of it just waiting and hoping to cease existing anyway and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone, I want all to be forgotten for me, I just want the peace of non-existence, I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist no matter what and I suffer simply from existing. I just wish to never suffer ever again but of course the suffering just continues, I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to never wake ever again, as long as I exist I'll just hope for nothingness, I only wish for peace and relief from all unnecessary suffering in this existence I always saw as a mistake, I find it so terrible how this existence was even imposed at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just waiting to not exist.
That's what I'll always see existing as, I just see it as waiting to not exist as after all no matter what eventually all will be gone in non-existence anyway, it'll all be forgotten about and to never suffer ever again really is all I hope for, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer all for the sake of it trapped in this existence waiting to die anyway, for me non-existence truly is the only peace and is all I could hope for.

I just want to never suffer ever again, I just want permanent relief from this futile and torturous existence I just never would had chosen and never would had wished for, I'd always prefer to not exist but more than anything I just wish I was never forced to suffer, nothing would ever make me wish for the suffering and cruelty of this futile harmful existence that I personally always saw as a mistake, no matter what I'll always see existing as suffering all for the sake of it and it's suffering so unnecessary that just leads to death anyway. I could just never see any point to any of this rather I see it as so futile and more than anything I just wish I was never forced to suffer, never existing would had saved me from so much unnecessary suffering in this existence where I'm just waiting to not exist anyway and for me non-existence truly is all that's desirable. I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer all for the sake of it just to face way worse suffering and torture and just cease existing anyway, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for.

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it horrific how existence causes all this endless suffering.
It truly is so horrific to me how existence causes all this endless suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this futile, torturous existence all for the sake of it just waiting to not exist anyway and for me non-existence really is all I personally see as desirable. I just hope and wish for peace from all suffering, I'll always see it as so dreadful to be conscious burdened with this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents, to me existence will always feel like a mistake and it's one that just causes all this harm and suffering until all is finally gone in non-existence anyway.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, nothing would ever make me wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing and I find it so horrific how there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel in this existence all while they are just waiting to cease existing and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death, it's just futile unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it and I'd never wish for any of this rather I only hope for non-existence. I just want to never suffer ever again, eternal sleep truly is all that can bring me the relief I search for from this torturous existence where I'm just waiting for death anyway, I'll always see it as so terrible and dreadful how there's all this suffering in existing, I see existence as something that causes harm and endless amounts of suffering until all is finally gone in non-existence anyway.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence would solve everything for me.
It really would solve everything for me in this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting for death anyway, I just want to never suffer again, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering non-existence really is all I see as positive and is the only peace and relief for me. I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all suffering where finally all is gone and nothing can concern me, to me existence truly does feel like a mistake and it's one that just brings pain and causes me to suffer with no limit as to how unbearable it can all get, I just hope for peace and for me peace could only lie in ceasing to exist.

Non-existence would solve everything for me as it removes the source of all cruelty and suffering in the first place and as long as I exist I'll just hope for non-existence, it really would solve everything for me, I just wish for peace, I just hope for all to be gone and forgotten for me, I wish for no more suffering and I've suffered for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake, I'll personally always see existence as the most terrible tragedy and it's one that just causes so much harm. I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just wish for peace, I just hope for non-existence, ceasing to exist really would solve everything for me and save me from all future suffering in this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting for death anyway, I'll always just see existing as being suffering all for the sake of it, it's all just so dreadful to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is always so undesirable to me.
No matter what I'll always see it as so undesirable to exist, to me existing really is just suffering all for the sake of it and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I only hope for non-existence, I just wish for the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally gone, for me non-existence truly is the only desirable state and is all I'll wish for as long as I suffer in this cruel, futile existence.

I just don't see anything appealing to being conscious suffering all for the sake of it burdened with this existence and I see existence as the most torturous unnecessary burden that just causes so much harm, suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for, it's all just so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this, I just wish this existence was never imposed, I really never should had been forced to suffer in this existence I always just saw as a mistake. Existence itself is always the true problem to me and I'll aways find it so undesirable to suffer in this existence, I'd just never wish for any of this suffering rather all I hope for is peace, to me existing really is only suffering and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, simply just being burdened with this undesirable existence is enough to make me want to not exist, I just hope to never suffer ever again, I just hope for permanent peace and relief from this undesirable existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to cease existing anyway, I wish for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in this torturous, futile existence.
There truly is so much cruelty in this torturous, futile existence and I'd just never wish for any of this no matter what rather all I hope for is non-existence, I just want to peacefully cease existing and never suffer ever again but of course all the suffering in this existence just continues, I'll just always see it as so dreadful and terrible to be conscious in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and I suffer just from existing.

It's suffering only non-existence can ever bring me relief from and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer ever again, I see existence as the most cruel, harmful imposition and it's one I'd just never wish for that I only hope for permanent peace from, the only peace for me really does lie in eternal nothingness where all is finally gone and forgotten and I'd be relieved to finally cease existing as all I hope for is some peace, I just want to sleep, I just want to never wake ever again. In this existence so cruel and torturous where there's all this suffering all for the sake of it non-existence really is all I personally see as desirable, the only relief for me really could only lie in never existing ever again, it's just so terrible to me how existence causes and brings all this suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for, it's suffering only eternal dreamless sleep could ever bring me peace from, I just hope to never wake ever again where all is finally gone for me, I never should had suffered at all.