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Suicide Discussion

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Certain Music Being So Unbearable That I Want to Commit Suicide
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360
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Ondine0000ff
  • Poll
Should I quit before ctb?
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5
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513
Ondine0000ff
Ondine0000ff
needthebus
Exhausted Tired Unhappy Scared Weak
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1
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303
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Venting I feel like I don't exist
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2
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328
dreamfyre
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figcitylightscookie
Is anyone here from Jordan?
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0
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196
figcitylightscookie
figcitylightscookie
feeling_the_pull
Hi
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1
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311
AwakeTooLong
AwakeTooLong
Punpun Onodera
Venting Does anyone else get a sick feeling when thinking of being alive
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10
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571
etherealspring
etherealspring
Spectre
I had a bad experience with 21 g of SN. Maybe just mega dosing a large amount will be best.
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14
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2K
Amarajoy
Amarajoy
Plato'sCaveDweller
  • Question
Help Are Antiemetics really necessary with SN?
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27
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2K
Amarajoy
Amarajoy
qualityOV3Rquantity
My illness might get worse, and if I work on my mental health it might just be more emotionally painful to commit suicide later.
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5
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553
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
lack
i ordered some stuff for my plan to ctb!
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2
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431
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Ww42
Finally ordered DMC after my last site didnt work out, hope it actually gets delivered this time
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1
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329
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
The Tablet
Venting might order a hitman to ctb — thoughts?
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3
Views
398
Awesomefoid67
Awesomefoid67
Reflection
I frankly don't know why I am still alive
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1
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270
sevennn
sevennn
Awesomefoid67
Method SN amount based on body weight?
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4
Views
550
radar311
radar311
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Venting Im tired of my family abusing me, i clearly had enough, i have to literally browse this site daily to hopefully one day
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7
Views
497
FriendDeath
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Maw
Discussion My dream is a double suicide
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15
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1K
Maw
Maw
whispers-of-sanity
Tonight is the night
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15
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1K
hadenoughscotland
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Rudeus_Greyrat
I really don’t see the point
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0
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332
Rudeus_Greyrat
Rudeus_Greyrat
lxci
Venting I am terrified of attachment
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5
Views
698
passer-by
passer-by
MBiopic
Venting none of this is real and i have to wake up i have a choice
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12
Views
720
Alabaster
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R
Hello, im new here
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1
Views
378
petiterat
petiterat
Siyyu__Meow!
Help How do DMC packages arrive
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2
Views
418
Siyyu__Meow!
Siyyu__Meow!
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Method Want to leave
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8
Views
893
Mt1712
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LongLegs24
Venting Hey all! I’m new to the forum. Anyone else here bc they’re terminally ill?
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3
Views
478
tpboy
tpboy
executioner1983
Venting Turns out I’m not out of the woods, I’m more fucking lost than ever
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2
Views
377
passer-by
passer-by
4
can anyone relate?
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0
Views
332
427grsmi
4
ApparentlyNot
Venting I think I'm becoming a nihilist
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1
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2K
Innereye
Innereye
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Severe cfs/ me- bedbound- SN need help-
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0
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345
summa_tyme2224
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Renv1o_
Venting how i look
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2
Views
431
soledad.virgen
soledad.virgen
jvnko
attempting tomorrow - my plan
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8
Views
678
EmptyCurtainCall
EmptyCurtainCall
N
A i has ruined my life
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0
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284
nohopenolife
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C
Fellow hangers: I'm a total weirdo, right?
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8
Views
834
pandorasactor
pandorasactor
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To the people who aren't 100% sure to ctb, are you scared of...?
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40
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2K
WildAtHeart
WildAtHeart
M
Nitrite strip test results from DMC
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12
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2K
Plato'sCaveDweller
Plato'sCaveDweller
CTB Dream
Want sleep
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1
Views
291
AwakeTooLong
AwakeTooLong
CatLove56
You ever feel like you're living on borrowed time?
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1
Views
334
Demi-Fiend
Demi-Fiend
painfuleternity
Venting I dont want to heal
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1
Views
296
LapseInTime
LapseInTime
C
Other suicide forums people find helpful
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9
Views
728
painfuleternity
painfuleternity
sevennn
Venting please wish goodnight
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16
Views
877
Bear1234
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iwanttobeanonymous
Where to find SN in Canada?
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1
Views
318
The Tablet
The Tablet
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What’s the purity required for SN?
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2
Views
309
athiestjoe
athiestjoe
remluvr
  • Question
How much does hanging hurt?
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21
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2K
CatLove56
CatLove56
ayla
Story my old friends made fun of this forum
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3
Views
627
needthebus
needthebus
MrSuicide
Venting Preparing for Suicide, Distance from Friends & Family
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4
Views
683
needthebus
needthebus
A
Partial hanging
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12
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1K
lacustra
lacustra
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How trapped do you feel? What do you do with that?
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51
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2K
PhDone
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Can SN method be executed without Benzos?
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5
Views
573
orderphil91
orderphil91
daisyrandone
Venting hating my appearance
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8
Views
726
Natanael
Natanael
5
Questions about buying CO gas tanks?
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0
Views
323
52yoandmiserable
5
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