Demian
Student
- Mar 25, 2024
- 121
Yes, because I tried the method closest to N and survived. Now I only have SN at my disposal and, yes, I'm scared.
I guess there's still a chance that things might improve for me. I kind of want to ride it out for now. I guess I'm scared of making this permanent choice when there's still a possibility for improvement.
ijustwishtodie
death will be my ultimate bliss
- Oct 29, 2023
- 4,311
I don't give a shit about experiences. I don't care about experiencing anything nor do I want to experience anything in life. Nothing good works on me anyway and, even if it did, I'd also have to experience a ton of suffering alongside that too which just isn't worth it no matter what. I'm only alive because suicide is too scary and because I don't have access to painless means of achieving death
Theresnoescape
Each year feels like 10
- May 29, 2024
- 74
Ruining my children's lives and not seeing my granddaughter grow up. Just not sure if I can keep going really, but trying to.
