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Suicide Discussion

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PressEnterToExit
A day in my suicidal life
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7
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774
NoLightRemains
NoLightRemains
ameliorateme
Story my failed SN attempt
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34
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4K
everythingblack
everythingblack
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Is it ok to prepare the SN drinks 2 hours in advance?
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10
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1K
universe
universe
Primus
Story I don't really think their is anything for me tbh. I heard all the talking points, but everything feels superficial.
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4
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615
everythingblack
everythingblack
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Help Is there a way to commit suicide with Cipralex?
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10
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955
gomenasai
gomenasai
xkidx
where to get sn in europe?
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3
Views
563
3xfipC74AYz
3
Painless_end
Venting I am so useless
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4
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468
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
lucid
trapped inside my head day in day out
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1
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352
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CTB Dream
Venting Many need want
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3
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449
makethepainstop
makethepainstop
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Got my SN
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12
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856
makethepainstop
makethepainstop
xkidx
Where can i get SN in europe?
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0
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308
xkidx
xkidx
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Discussion Looking Back
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6
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891
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Venting Vicious Cycle
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5
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477
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
K
Venting My last days will be mediocre
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5
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569
PressEnterToExit
PressEnterToExit
ikadasui
Venting Genuinely wish we could halt certain people from reproduction.
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21
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1K
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
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If anyone received N from D in September please let us know . We need to know if there is hope still to buy
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18
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1K
wljourney
wljourney
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Don't like these days getting shorter and the nights getting longer, it depresses me
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7
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445
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
achromatic
Y'all I did it. Just ordered SN
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2
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484
achromatic
achromatic
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Blew it.
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6
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802
Nirrend
Nirrend
F
Death is my last great adventure
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3
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452
Shivali
Shivali
BlackWednesday
Suicide prevention is a joke in the UK
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11
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1K
3xfipC74AYz
3
Darkover
we are infinite being trapped in a finite world
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4
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699
madiroze
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N
Is this considered assisted suicide?
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2
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542
HerculePoirot
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SnowStroller
Resource Megathread N from C + Alternative N Sources
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1K
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174K
randal_bond
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FuneralCry
Always wishing for eternal sleep
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13
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864
PressEnterToExit
PressEnterToExit
AnonymousRobin
Discussion my two methods
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7
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939
naenae28
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somverville
domperidone source
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3
Views
483
gomenasai
gomenasai
SebVettel5
Venting Suicidal & in love
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9
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851
help56
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SN in Canada
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10
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1K
MidnightDream
MidnightDream
Cryptonite
Help I would like to start believing in afterlife. Do you think psychedelics could help?
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14
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1K
theboy
theboy
ihatemyseIf
Discussion my first post here
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16
Views
823
peaches
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nootthenoot
Venting First post here, I can finally speak my mind.
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13
Views
877
peaches
P
P
Story New to this site
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4
Views
511
theboy
theboy
Darkover
  • Poll
what comes after death
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20
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1K
October112021
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Prior to Professional Judgment
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8
Views
402
Hollowman
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Shikamaru
SN Plan / Meds Help
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11
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1K
Alnilam
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T
What is holding me back????
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5
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450
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
fightingsioux
Been reading a goodbye thread:
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45
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4K
SheJumped
SheJumped
trayansh
Is love not good enough reason to CTB?
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7
Views
558
botch3d
botch3d
B
Method Position of rope in full suspension hanging
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3
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1K
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Terrified to fail again, what’s the surest way?
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5
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608
theviewfromhalfway
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B
Relapse after 3 months.. I'm done
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3
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507
lifeORdeath
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Story New Here- SI or Ambivalence
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5
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529
hiddenbpd
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N
Would you want that your story was told after your death? Do want that your voice is heard?
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13
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627
iwantdeath6969
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I have ordered SN
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23
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1K
ultrasharpy123456
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Sadness20
Is it easier to CTB if you're isolated (or if you pushed away) everyone you love?
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9
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627
Shadow Life
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A
Venting I'm tired
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2
Views
387
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
suicidalpushpop
how much SN will i need
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13
Views
869
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
PressEnterToExit
Venting This place is kinda useless
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26
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1K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
KyussEatsTheSun
Help Obtaining antiemetic?
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5
Views
621
Shadow Life
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