Terrified to fail again, what’s the surest way?

[theviewfromhalfway]

I have already tried multiple times and last time I jumped off a cliff but I landed on a ledge so just ended up with a broken back and 24/7 supervision. I'm in so much pain now physically too and just want to go but I can't go to a cliff again as I can't walk that far anymore(due to pain). What's a sure way? I have been planning to go for so long and finally I have time where no one will be watching me

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I'm sorry you're having so much physical pain. Honestly, every method comes with uncertainty. None are perfect. If I were to vote on what method I thought had the highest probability of success, that would be shotgun in the mouth. It's not for everyone, I get that. Hell, it's not for me, either. But, evaluating all the methods, it's hard, even impossible, to think of a different one that has such a certainty of success. It is gruesome, though.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds extremely horrifying what you went through. That is one of the reasons as to why I fear the jumping method. Unfortunately in a world like this ctb is really not straightforward. I think that if I had answers, I would already be gone. It seems like all the methods are either risky or difficult to obtain or require complicated planning. All that anyone can do, is do research and decide what methods are best for themselves. What is the best method depends on what is able to be accessed. I wish you freedom.

 

[October112021]

Probably the surest way is to take SN or fentanyl in a place you can't possibly be found. A gun is surer yet, but may be hard for someone in your position.

 

[outrider567]

The Two N's: Nembutal or Nitrogen

 

[theviewfromhalfway]

Probably the surest way is to take SN or fentanyl in a place you can't possibly be found. A gun is surer yet, but may be hard for someone in your position.

Yes I've heard about SN. I can't find a way to access it unfortunately.