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Suicide Discussion

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Venting I wish suicide would be accepted
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14
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484
Ta555
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quiet.rabbit
Help Can I use Clonidine to replace Propranolol for the SN method?
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3
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900
Shu
Shu
Anxieyote
Seeking help.
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5
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364
Anxieyote
Anxieyote
Fakereality
Having Trouble Grasping the Reality of my Life...
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15
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589
Fakereality
Fakereality
its-about-time
Discussion Escaping tonight with drugs & booze… who else?
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6
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428
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
kindawannacrylol
Help should i call the police
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9
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2K
NobodyKnowsMe
NobodyKnowsMe
W
D Reached Out
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1
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451
Cryptonite
Cryptonite
waitingforaguide
How do I get a gun in a state that doesn't want me to have one?
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2
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353
NobodyKnowsMe
NobodyKnowsMe
J
Venting Living until old age
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78
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5K
efilist
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nixdeath
Method Suicide with Lye
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7
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1K
nixdeath
nixdeath
D
What have you tried Overdosing on?
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23
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1K
Dr Iron Arc
Dr Iron Arc
AllMyDreams
Discussion Transhumanism is inevitable. I want to die before it happens.
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41
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2K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
StrangePossum
It's strange to remember that most people don't think about suicide all the time
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20
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626
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
Lullaby
Venting So, my family really doesn’t care about me at all.
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13
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575
Journeytoletgo
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silverspring
Two of my main reasons for keeping myself alive are dying in my arms....
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16
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704
Fakereality
Fakereality
CloseFriendofCamus
Help SN blood test results?
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14
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971
CloseFriendofCamus
CloseFriendofCamus
F
Bought SN and have mixed feelings
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19
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982
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
RoachApproach
Story The love of my life left me.
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15
Views
900
RoachApproach
RoachApproach
P
Method Nexium or Tums? Dose?
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0
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427
PopsicleToes
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A
Venting SI is so strong, stronger than I thought.
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35
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2K
ArcherFiles44
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gottablast888
fears of vegetative state
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14
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1K
Ta555
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J
What talents do you wish your parents put you in growing up? Mine would have been dance, if I knew how to dance
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16
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493
ShepherdOfMyself
ShepherdOfMyself
Weebster
Anyone else actually have been open with someone like family about your problems and asked for help?
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20
Views
647
CannotAnymore
C
E
Hospitalized again
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5
Views
614
Cathy Ames
Cathy Ames
P
Method Need dose help..I want to be ready. Is this overkill?
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2
Views
665
PopsicleToes
P
Mental_Pain
Intro / SN CTB
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10
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1K
Mental_Pain
Mental_Pain
I
Tentative ctb month
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11
Views
461
Idontmatter
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Damaged By Military Service?
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10
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540
GentleJerk
GentleJerk
nixdeath
Squeamish about Death
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5
Views
406
outrider567
O
T
Discussion Some thoughts on why I'm finding CTB difficult
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5
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587
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
Another major reason im suicidal (thanks to those who read this) c
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12
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590
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
golfmavenice
Using phenytoin(contains diazepam) in chloroquine overdose
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1
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329
Alex6216
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Weebster
Would consuming edibles (weed) reduce SI?
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23
Views
664
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
sacrificial lamb
polish SN blood test results
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25
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2K
Eris666
E
downsolong
Story about an hour ago i nearly died by not completely accidental overdose
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11
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965
Shu
Shu
G
Tonight is the night.
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11
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948
Weebster
Weebster
mandyjohnuk
Codeine Linctus UK
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7
Views
695
Pain In The Ass
Pain In The Ass
J
Method Whoa guys I almost drunk SN again I got it mixed up with my ginger ale drink
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6
Views
813
myopybyproxy
M
F
N in Germany
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19
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1K
asmah
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M
how much N to ingest to test it?
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5
Views
600
lmon
lmon
dysphoria
I attempted suicide with phenobarbital, but would prefer Nembutal/pentobarbital
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13
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3K
David8886
David8886
Efilismislife
What makes ctb hard?
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26
Views
812
Efilismislife
Efilismislife
Starchaser
N effectivity test?
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11
Views
589
lmon
lmon
M
If you were diagnosed with a terminal illness how would you feel and what would you do?
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71
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2K
braindead91
braindead91
L
Method Is 8 - 10 hours enough for Nembutal from D - 2 bottles ?
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11
Views
893
lmon
lmon
David8886
Suicide With Phenobarbital
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0
Views
400
David8886
David8886
L
Traveling with N... Plus 1 more shot at healing?
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21
Views
925
lanahelp
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everhopeless
Venting Interior dialogue
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5
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371
braindead91
braindead91
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Help How long/painful is sn
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55
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8K
downndone2
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P
Worried about N not working
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30
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4K
lmon
lmon
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