• Light/Dark
  • Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):

Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
dragonofenvy
Help Job searching
Replies
12
Views
1K
-Link-
-Link-
mortuarymary
Back to work
Replies
6
Views
940
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
Macc_Lad_71
depressed for years......
Replies
0
Views
297
Macc_Lad_71
Macc_Lad_71
S
Starting school soon
Replies
0
Views
609
SMG08ABUSER
S
B
Depersonalization disorder and OCD
Replies
8
Views
771
UsagiDrop
UsagiDrop
spring vainglory
Help anxious about phone interview soon
Replies
4
Views
858
spring vainglory
spring vainglory
B
Story struggling to remain strong
Replies
4
Views
967
CoffeeN
C
divinemistress87
Alternative treatments
Replies
2
Views
379
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
L
I want to get a job but the prospect gives me suicidal thoughts. It just seems easier to die.
Replies
1
Views
456
moron
M
K
The Pain Won't End
Replies
2
Views
665
MrShino
M
RosebyAnyName
Help Feeling anxious, "hyped up", and agitated, what can I do to calm down?
Replies
2
Views
483
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
Y
Alternatives to standard treatments?
Replies
11
Views
1K
Young.Werther
Y
pqhepxaxaazm
Do you have tips for making friends in class?
Replies
6
Views
1K
Sivit
S
TheLastGreySky
I want something real.
Replies
3
Views
575
TheLastGreySky
TheLastGreySky
CuriosityAndCat
Help Suddenly struggling
Replies
0
Views
383
CuriosityAndCat
CuriosityAndCat
EmpathyMinded
Need support please
Replies
3
Views
391
struggles_inc
struggles_inc
sanction
Anyone struggling to recover?
Replies
11
Views
1K
Cloud Busting
Cloud Busting
CuriosityAndCat
Help CPTSD Freeze and collapse
Replies
1
Views
420
Dot
Dot
FutureHanger
Help How do I cope with constant survival mode, being too drained to do anything I don't have to do and never being able to just fall asleep?
Replies
6
Views
858
Valky
Valky
catsrprettycuteman
  • Question
Help has anyone ran into people being scared of your suicidal thoughts?
Replies
23
Views
2K
Valky
Valky
O
How do you know if you’re not fixable or are fixable but really stubborn?
Replies
5
Views
601
Valky
Valky
C
Help I don't think I am wanted by anyone
Replies
3
Views
586
Valky
Valky
Abandoned Character
Rudy Fransisco, Spoken Word
Replies
0
Views
267
Abandoned Character
Abandoned Character
nonentity
Help Crisis center?
Replies
3
Views
543
alcoholicnboredom
alcoholicnboredom
platypusfan
Your arguments against nihilism?
Replies
32
Views
2K
CrescendoChiller
C
L
Does anyone else find it difficult to physically speak when feeling suicidal?
Replies
3
Views
610
Suicidebydeath
Suicidebydeath
H
Being compared to a parent
Replies
2
Views
480
Valky
Valky
itchygator
  • Question
Discussion Where is Your personal getaway?
Replies
12
Views
1K
Valky
Valky
Lonelyhotcake
Obsession after getting rap*d?
Replies
8
Views
1K
Valky
Valky
ForgottenAgain
Help Going back to work or continuing sick leave
Replies
5
Views
751
Valky
Valky
I
My dad is my biggest abuser
Replies
2
Views
453
Adûnâi
Adûnâi
Ambivalent1
Which patients are a lost cause?
Replies
9
Views
801
Valky
Valky
livingwishtodie
what does everyone think on this ?
Replies
3
Views
427
livingwishtodie
livingwishtodie
kawaiiphantom
Leaving this site- thank you everyone who was ever kind to me :)
Replies
12
Views
921
NoLightRemains
NoLightRemains
deaddovedonoteat
Story I did my autism assessment and it came as not autistic
Replies
18
Views
2K
sserafim
sserafim
V
Discussion Do you actually think things will get better?
Replies
29
Views
2K
slightoverlooked
slightoverlooked
Life_and_Death
Everyone needs to know they're enough now and again
Replies
8
Views
758
slightoverlooked
slightoverlooked
Tired_of_myself
I think about CTB every day
Replies
11
Views
1K
wanttodie
wanttodie
CuriosityAndCat
Story Short Vent: Drug Side Affects
Replies
7
Views
618
CuriosityAndCat
CuriosityAndCat
WhatPowerIs
How are you supposed to live if you have no dreams or ambitions?
Replies
6
Views
697
CTBKnight
CTBKnight
J
  • Question
How to gain more self discipline?
Replies
7
Views
724
CTBKnight
CTBKnight
gggy
Leaving this site
Replies
11
Views
1K
CTBKnight
CTBKnight
kawaiiphantom
Help How to get myself to clean my room 🧹☁️
Replies
16
Views
1K
CTBKnight
CTBKnight
wasteandvoid
Vent I am worthless
Replies
6
Views
974
CTBKnight
CTBKnight
rxttingaway
Help CTB due to BPD and feeling like im abusive, any advice?
Replies
3
Views
540
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
Istanbulite
What would you have missed if you were dead this morning?
Replies
73
Views
6K
BitSad
B
Abandoned Character
Good vibes EDM Song Recc
Replies
0
Views
320
Abandoned Character
Abandoned Character
wasteandvoid
Discussion Do you hate yourself for being gay/bi
Replies
26
Views
2K
Minsu
M
Ambivalent1
Trauma survivors: Have you followed David Goggins' advice to "Get comfortable with being uncomfortable" and to "Love your suffering"?
Replies
10
Views
929
CuriosityAndCat
CuriosityAndCat
I
My psychiatrist abused me
Replies
14
Views
1K
ihatemyparents
I
You must log in or register to post here.
Top Bottom