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no.place

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As somebody read form the N from C Megathread
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/megathread-n-from-c-alternative-n-sources.28554/page-28

I manage to get my hands on what seems the only current source of powdered N available.

I'm thinking of starting a 48hour meto regime today and to start fasting by saturday or sunday, when I think I'll be in a hotel alone with some privacy.

I've ready a threadt welly expalined with details and when to take meto during these 48hrs but in the current moment I can't find it anymore and it's just different threads about subjective experience that don't have the detail I'm searchin anymore on how to do it properly... Can somebody help?

And as last question, would N be effective (if not more potent) dissolved in alcohol rather than cold water? I remember to have read somewhere that for patients it was dissolved in ethanol both for covering the taste and to give the barbiturate more potency... Is that true?

Thanks a lot to anybody who will help.
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Edit:

For example here
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...rs-painkillers-draft.29822/page-4#post-634856

States to take 3 metos (I guess 10mg each) during a whole day, with a distance of at least morning, evening night for a total of 48 hours (So I guess 9 metos? 90mg?) And to fast in the last 12 hours.

Is that correct?
 
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Claudia

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Do you mean SN or N?
 
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no.place

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Do you mean SN or N?

N, powdered N (the barbiturate).

I was thinking like to start this at 12 pm (So i take the second one at 7 pm, then the last at 2 am and make it a day).

When arrived to 24 hourse I'll start fasting and doing the same routing for the remaining time, which should end at my last day exactly at 2 am (So, the perfect hour to start acting to ctb).

Am I missing something?

P.S: I already dropped a pill (One hour later but I did it, since I have little time remaining)
 
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Claudia

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N, powdered N (the barbiturate).

I was thinking like to start this at 12 pm (So i take the second one at 7 pm, then the last at 2 am and make it a day).

When arrived to 24 hourse I'll start fasting and doing the same routing for the remaining time, which should end at my last day exactly at 2 am (So, the perfect hour to start acting to ctb).

Am I missing something?
Just the second link you posted is about the SN regime, I just wanted to make sure which chemical you've got.
 
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AnxietyAttack44

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Dont fast too much. Too much fasting can cause nausea and discomfort, and slow down absorbtion of stuff to bloodstream as someone mentioned on sn threads. Unless thats strict process for n. If not, dont overdoo it.

Congratz on getting n, i think
 
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Dont fast too much. Too much fasting can cause nausea and discomfort, and slow down absorbtion of stuff to bloodstream as someone mentioned on sn threads. Unless thats strict process for n. If not, dont overdoo it.

Congratz on getting n, i think

I read to only start fasting 12 hrs prior to ctb and I was thinking to do it like that.. Obviously still drinking plenty of water and staying hydrated, but at least if I fast for 12 hour I might highen the chance to not puke it, along taking the antiemetic.

The infos I got come from also "Lifeisnotfun" who commented right here about the 48hrs regime along fasting for 12hrs prior to N

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/surviving-nembutal.17286/
 
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I believe the solution Pegasos Dignitas uses has about 20%vol alcohol in it.
 
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I believe the solution Pegasos Dignitas uses has about 20%vol alcohol in it.

Can you kindly provide the source?
And if it's pure ethanol needed around that percentage or just some generic alcohol beverage that percentual can do the job as well.
Thanks

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Nevermind


"In the Netherlands, the standard protocol for physician-assisted suicide is to provide 15 grams of pentobarbital sodium along with sugar syrup in a 20% ethanol solution for self-administration by the patient.[6]"
 
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jgm63

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This thread may be helpful :

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/n-protocol-regime-regimen-notes.27092/
 
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This thread may be helpful :

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/n-protocol-regime-regimen-notes.27092/

Thanks a lot, now I decided how to follow my meto regimen.
 
rhiino

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I don't think the fasting is for anti-vomiting reasons but for increased uptake rate. If anything an empty stomach increases the risk of vomiting, hence it is advised to eat a little bit an hour before.

What meto regimen will you follow then?
 
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I don't think the fasting is for anti-vomiting reasons but for increased uptake rate. If anything an empty stomach increases the risk of vomiting, hence it is advised to eat a little bit an hour before.

What meto regimen will you follow then?

Today I took 10mg meto at 1 pm, I will take another one at 7pm and last 2 am.

Then tomorrow before getting to the hotel I will have 10mg at 8 am, at 15 start fasting, at 16 another 10mg, at 22:40 some tea or light toast perhaps, at 23:00 I'll take 30mg and at midnight I should be able to take N.

I was thinking about trying to numb my mouth with some listerine or lidocaine (if it arrives today) or just drink some sweet wine with sugar or chocolate after taking N... Dunno.

Hope it goes well.
 
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I recommend reading this thread regarding taste: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/n-taste-guide-draft.26278/
 
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I believe the solution Pegasos Dignitas uses has about 20%vol alcohol in it.

Would it be fine as well if I take the N and then just drink some sweet sugared wine (like spiced wine, like the medieval one) and eat some chocolate tab.. Should be good and should potentiate the effect I think.
 
Yomyom

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Feb 5, 2020
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"In the Netherlands, the standard protocol for physician-assisted suicide is to provide 15 grams of pentobarbital sodium along with sugar syrup in a 20% ethanol solution for self-administration by the patient
That syrup is called simplex syrup or simple syrup, you can make it at home.
but it gives to the water Annoying viscous texture.

From my little experience on one recipe that went wrong I understood that the easiest way its just to take it as it is, because you can change the taste but it will always be disgusting
 
Lastsauce

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Dec 22, 2019
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Would it be fine as well if I take the N and then just drink some sweet sugared wine (like spiced wine, like the medieval one) and eat some chocolate tab.. Should be good and should potentiate the effect I think.
 
rhiino

rhiino

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May 13, 2020
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I would recommend very fine cashew/peanut butter. A spoon of that spread with your tongue in the mouth helped in a test of mine to cover the taste of also quite bitter Paracetamol nearly completely.
The sticky and oily goo does not let anything to your taste buds. I will use this when my day has come.
 
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You don't need a 48 hour regimen. The Swiss take Meto an hour or so before.
 
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You don't need a 48 hour regimen. The Swiss take Meto an hour or so before.

I'm just doing it for extra safety.
Many here suggest to do so, either using N or SN.
 

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