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Suicide Discussion

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eggsausagerice
NSFW keep thinking about whether i can actually afford a hotel to ctb in or not
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7
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765
Chito and Yuuri
Chito and Yuuri
ugulamugula
Help Is this enough?
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1
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215
Chito and Yuuri
Chito and Yuuri
D
Method Which one is better, HANGING or POTASSIUM CYANIDE?
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6
Views
464
Chito and Yuuri
Chito and Yuuri
Kokonoe
Venting might be getting diagnosed with BPD. want to kill myself.
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8
Views
592
Chito and Yuuri
Chito and Yuuri
ladidabi
Venting Doctors running in circles
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3
Views
457
rainatthebusstop
rainatthebusstop
U
What’s the best or easiest method
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8
Views
951
Samira_Hura
Samira_Hura
nothingbutyou
Is death from kidney failure painful?
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4
Views
256
Topaz111
Topaz111
nonbeing
Goodbye thread
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6
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521
Le temps perdu
Le temps perdu
ugulamugula
Discussion CTB Today
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3
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229
telekon
telekon
A
Venting Living is torture
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1
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303
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L
Everyday a little closer to ctb
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1
Views
192
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
clawsprit
Venting i wish i had access to a gun
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6
Views
446
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
itsallogrenow
DSL Welfare Check Happened - UK
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54
Views
4K
rainbowpuker
rainbowpuker
meddle
Venting my cat has lung cancer
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12
Views
477
meddle
meddle
D
How long did your SN from dsl take to arrive?
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18
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1K
SentientCreature
SentientCreature
Claymore7274
Venting I feel like a walking paradox
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3
Views
239
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
leoneliona
Anxious about delivery date
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18
Views
603
wave211
wave211
Z
HeEELLP
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0
Views
192
Zristal
Z
B
Using enteric coated gel caps for SN
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5
Views
390
Dontwant2Bhere
D
Ghostlights
Some rules I've set for myself before I "allow" myself to ctb
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5
Views
686
ohwowlovely
ohwowlovely
shinitai-chan
Venting i dont know
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8
Views
464
shinitai-chan
shinitai-chan
absolute failure
Venting I am a piece of shit
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21
Views
849
Lost in a Dream
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menherachan
Venting Been awhile 𐙚⋆°｡⋆♡
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2
Views
288
ashen knight
ashen knight
Ilostmytoast
Help Comfort Even Near Death
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0
Views
219
Ilostmytoast
Ilostmytoast
T
Nitrogen gas restricted in Canada?
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0
Views
155
thehorizons
T
shikishiki
Venting Is this feeling going away someday?
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3
Views
360
Ilostmytoast
Ilostmytoast
OnMyLast Legs
It's time to do it
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14
Views
812
SDB
S
N
Planning to get hit by a train tomorrow
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22
Views
1K
wannabeangel
wannabeangel
frail
best place to aim when ctb w/ gun
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4
Views
297
dearlydeparted44
D
K
i hate that people think this is the real me
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5
Views
551
Lou_Charthethird
Lou_Charthethird
princeseadove
Venting Concern
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1
Views
229
princeseadove
princeseadove
The Disqualified
Venting Awkward and lonely
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1
Views
251
randomuser2348
randomuser2348
mmmattisss
Help in need of method or smth idk
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4
Views
290
mmmattisss
mmmattisss
Lou_Charthethird
Help Starting looking into pills, any suggestions for a painfree drug/drugs to pass out and go out in my sleep?
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4
Views
466
Lou_Charthethird
Lou_Charthethird
G
3 lethal injection
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3
Views
350
doomerguy88
D
C
Is there anyone living in a country where Sn is regulated?
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5
Views
349
Nolongerlive
N
princeseadove
Venting How do you distract yourself from your own death?
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0
Views
214
princeseadove
princeseadove
freezerbr1d3
Method lethality of jumping
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16
Views
2K
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
EndItPlsGirl
Venting I Wish....
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6
Views
263
The Disqualified
The Disqualified
m3nhera
Does anyone just feel this NEED to die
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33
Views
1K
nails
nails
DivineBreadEnjoyer
Venting How do I accept a friend committed suicide?
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5
Views
410
Worndown
Worndown
I
Venting This place is fucking pointless.....
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5
Views
648
SDB
S
Arlowantsushi
Help How to stop fearing death
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5
Views
545
passedawayinapril
passedawayinapril
rotciv
Method nitazenes?
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51
Views
5K
Aflame5926
Aflame5926
B
Stuck in a loop of despair
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8
Views
340
BlockedintheUK
B
unluckysadness
Do you speak about your suicidal ideation irl ?
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49
Views
2K
kilowatt
kilowatt
hanggirl
Help Anxiety with ordering SN in the US (DSL)
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1
Views
622
leoneliona
leoneliona
D
SN delay frustration
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8
Views
487
DanLip22
D
O
SN Pain + Method?
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0
Views
245
outrageage
O
lovelulu
Help i need help on the materials and set up for partial hanging.
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11
Views
993
Cepheuss
Cepheuss
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