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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
Ghostlights
Things I'd like to experience before I ctb
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1
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151
egyptian_baddie
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notevenhere
  • Locked
Venting why would anyone post their FAILED suicide attempt, it’s really embarrassing.
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31
Views
2K
absolute failure
absolute failure
M
Would you share your sucidal ideation to someone who you attracted to
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3
Views
233
knowledgeseeking
knowledgeseeking
Ghostlights
Are there any German "pro choice" suicide forums like SaSu?
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7
Views
547
Ghostlights
Ghostlights
hmnow
Making yourself passout
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3
Views
483
a4001
a4001
I
Venting Have Everything & Still Feel Dead Inside....
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4
Views
429
Thrillhouse
T
TAW122
Venting I hate the fact that the act of CTB'ing is always seen as tragic rather than ultimate liberation from suffering!
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22
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2K
cluefixphantom
C
romanbrown
best rope for hanging
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3
Views
464
Worndown
Worndown
bruised_reed
Not trying to VSED
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0
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121
bruised_reed
bruised_reed
nonbeing
Venting My first thread and one of the reasons I want to CTB
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3
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428
nonbeing
nonbeing
suicides
Venting Can't believe I decided to swim to the egg.
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1
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340
intr0verse
intr0verse
Sigh_Sigh_Sigh
Discussion Why dont governments offer us hassle free options to die with dignity?
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16
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556
cluefixphantom
C
Dinozauria
Discussion Did you have a plan for the future before deciding on CTBing
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18
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575
thehorizons
T
X
do any of you take suicide light hearted?
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9
Views
405
bananaolympus
bananaolympus
AltF4Mylife
Lonely
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5
Views
191
Moe_Redfath
Moe_Redfath
ugulamugula
Method SN or shooting myself?
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4
Views
420
pudds
pudds
3FailedAttemptss
Ready to die, only thing keeping me alive is dinner…
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9
Views
847
bruised_reed
bruised_reed
RosebyAnyName
Help Getting Surgery Soon, but still plan on ctb and now I feel like I'm wasting medical resources
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2
Views
287
Aflame5926
Aflame5926
H
Method Helium?
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0
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294
Hehe_ducks
H
mute656
Does anyone know where or how I can buy Xanax in the UK?
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18
Views
877
purebliss
purebliss
EndItPlsGirl
I Fear I Might Not Beable To CTB...
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1
Views
230
sadsillygoose
sadsillygoose
starsshinningbright
Help
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10
Views
434
Aflame5926
Aflame5926
C
Wanna go soon, considering using yew
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3
Views
457
chaotic_crow
C
riel439
Help Is there any method that I can try besides the frequently mentioned ones?
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12
Views
2K
beyonddone
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xeno112007
Confused about ctb and life
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0
Views
90
xeno112007
xeno112007
Welcome2themachine
Well friends, I very much believe this is goodbye.
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17
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2K
DeadManLiving
DeadManLiving
romanbrown
dsl form
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0
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161
romanbrown
romanbrown
inkmage333
Venting Hospital bills post-hospitalization
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4
Views
313
DeadManLiving
DeadManLiving
selectivefishermen
Venting Idk my bday i guess
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4
Views
352
selectivefishermen
selectivefishermen
S
Method Suicide by cop is easier than you think (if you are willing to travel)
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8
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2K
passedawayinapril
passedawayinapril
sems
Today's the day, wish me luck.
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23
Views
940
passedawayinapril
passedawayinapril
WallTermite
Venting Every method sucks, dawg
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40
Views
4K
oneirataxia
oneirataxia
shesalreadygone
Help SN arrived and I don't know how to store it
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0
Views
231
shesalreadygone
shesalreadygone
lovelulu
im not addicted, but i need edibles again
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8
Views
298
lovelulu
lovelulu
B
  • Question
Suggestions/Help
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20
Views
966
beyonddone
B
K
  • Question
What went wrong in my attempt?
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3
Views
1K
chaoschuckler
chaoschuckler
need2exit
Saw SN autopsy, scared me
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14
Views
952
thehorizons
T
Lov3
Venting Love Pain Death
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1
Views
210
An Empty Soul
An Empty Soul
xeno112007
Discussion Today ctb
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8
Views
379
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
meowme0w
Venting so many things I wanna do but still wanna die sighh
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3
Views
326
pascagalias
P
burninghill
I wonder if my friends will regret not helping me when they had the chance
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10
Views
479
Aflame5926
Aflame5926
C
Some people who have experienced near-drowning say they felt little pain. Why is that?
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1
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192
Jadedmeursault9
Jadedmeursault9
Frxtagooox
I KILL MYSELF-
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0
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212
Frxtagooox
Frxtagooox
M
Got my college admission results and its one of the final nail in the coffin to ctb
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6
Views
647
madmanbadman
M
G
  • Question
Will my psh set up work?
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0
Views
200
gjrjrjjfffjtfjfjskx
G
DontTouchMeImFamous
Method Can you make Nembutal at home?
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10
Views
1K
k1w1
K
Crematoryy
I can no longer sleep in my own home without a presence that makes me feel whole
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0
Views
147
Crematoryy
Crematoryy
T
Venting My vehicle will be the death of me.
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14
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1K
meddle
meddle
scenecore fan
Discussion Why do u watch gore
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39
Views
2K
ashen knight
ashen knight
anopenwound
The song you'd like to scream at the world right now.
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1
Views
268
Rogue_Gendarme
Rogue_Gendarme
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