Venting I don't see the point in living

[RoachClassified]

life is just pointless. whats the point in dealing with all the bullshit life offers if you still die in the end? when you die, people will mourn you for like two weeks and eventually forget about you, completely. the memory of you is the second and the last thing that dies after you.

I know for sure my life is fucking pointless. I don't seek relationships, I don't want to have a family, I don't want to have kids and I'm not even happy with my current life. I still think people who build families actually have some point in living, but it still doesn't matter since the outcome is always the same for everybody, ending up cremated or buried 4 feet down underground and later forgotten forever.

you're going through all this hell just to die, why bother? technically, there is no such thing as "dying from old age". you either die from a heart attack, stroke or cancer, not even your own death.

 

[LastDayOnEarth]

Yup id rather speed run to hell than to be here for one more second

 

[RoachClassified]

Yup id rather speed run to hell than to be here for one more second

oh, speaking of hell: personally, I also don't think theres afterlife. I believe it's just a human phenomenon made for people to keep going, just like luck. I think there's nothing after death, everything just turns plain black. it's similar to sleeping except you never wake up, you don't know when you fell asleep and you don't know how long you slept.

I have nothing against religions, you can believe in whatever you want. just wanted to speak my mind

 

[Markandeya]

why didn't you do it?

 

[LastDayOnEarth]

oh, speaking of hell: personally, I also don't think theres afterlife. I believe it's just a human phenomenon made for people to keep going, just like luck. I think there's nothing after death, everything just turns plain black. it's similar to sleeping except you never wake up, you don't know when you fell asleep and you don't know how long you slept.

I have nothing against religions, you can believe in whatever you want. just wanted to speak my mind

I know, in any case we dont know for sure, im fine with the afterlife just being nothing, at the end of the day before we were born there was nothing so it wouldn't upset me at all. But if there's a heaven or hell then it's fine I suppose

 

[RoachClassified]

why didn't you do it?

I still have access to the internet and videogames where I spend 90% of my time, it brings me joy.

I've been considering it since the government I'm living under started taking away those two things from me, if they fully restrict access to the internet and videogames - that's when I'm killing myself. Might also kill myself as soon as I'm about to get drafted, don't wanna serve this nazi country, though I'm unsure if I'm fit for the mandatory military service but still, it bothers me.

 

[violetforever]

when you die, people will mourn you for like two weeks and eventually forget about you, completely. the memory of you is the second and the last thing that dies after you.

i really hope this will be true for me. what i want most is to not be remembered or thought of at all after im gone.

I know for sure my life is fucking pointless. I don't seek relationships, I don't want to have a family, I don't want to have kids and I'm not even happy with my current life. I still think people who build families actually have some point in living, but it still doesn't matter since the outcome is always the same for everybody, ending up cremated or buried 4 feet down underground and later forgotten forever.

i dont want a family or kids either. i cant even imagine trusting someone enough to get married let alone have children. im interested in friendships but i dont think ill be a good friend as a mentally ill suicidal person so i dont really bother. for years ive not been interested in being with anyone except one person who its not ever going to work out with so ive kind of cornered myself into isolation and despair with that. i just dont know what im doing here if i live such an unfulfilling life. i know marriage and kids arent the only way to live but i feel like i just dont want anything else out of life either? dying is better than anything ill get out of life :/

 

[Wojaczek]

I still have access to the internet and videogames where I spend 90% of my time, it brings me joy.

I've been considering it since the government I'm living under started taking away those two things from me, if they fully restrict access to the internet and videogames - that's when I'm killing myself. Might also kill myself as soon as I'm about to get drafted, don't wanna serve this nazi country, though I'm unsure if I'm fit for the mandatory military service but still, it bothers me.

what the hell? where do you live where they take away internet and video games?
china? russia?