Venting Sometimes I feel like living

[spellbound]

My whole life, I've wanted to shoot myself in the head
But sometimes I feel like living
Not cause I'm scared, not cause I'm happy, not cause I have things to live for
Sometimes I just don't want to die
And this brings me too much sorrow, more so than life does
I spent all of my miserable life feeling suicidal
This wasted life of wanting a bullet in the head
I can't understand why I wouldn't want to die
Im a real suicidal
I'll kill myself

 

[2106lvsk]

the thought of living hurts me more than dying