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Suicide Discussion

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Switzerland for A Severely Disabled Man
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6
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376
bigjwang
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surterMAN
Help My SN arrived
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5
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745
surterMAN
surterMAN
if_i_make_it
Discussion Anyone else not care about “ending up a vegetable?”
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6
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445
if_i_make_it
if_i_make_it
ironrain
The closer I am to a session with psychiatrist, the more I doubt
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0
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169
ironrain
ironrain
Spit On My Grave
Cutting you finger vs SN
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2
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250
tooafraidtodiez
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O
  • Question
how to measure Sn for CTB using household items
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0
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226
OrbOrb
O
yearned
Help how to find out the height of a building?
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2
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536
Out_Of_My_Head
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T
I think i might have to tough it out
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2
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404
tooafraidtodiez
T
Defenestration
Live is exhausting
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26
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841
Defenestration
Defenestration
ironrain
Venting Being an ugly woman sucks
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28
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1K
ironrain
ironrain
PainWorseThanDeath
Before You CTB...
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3
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283
Front Back
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lovelulu
Help i need something that will make me do anything without guilt or second thoughts.
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5
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307
SoverignDreamer97
SoverignDreamer97
hurts2b-old
I have to fucking get out of here
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0
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189
hurts2b-old
hurts2b-old
N
Story High Street mini-marts selling cocaine, cannabis and prescription drugs
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0
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216
Nolongerlive
N
suistore
Story Excited to hang myself
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8
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717
sickofeverything
S
LookingforAnswers
What caused your depression?
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41
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2K
qtk5436
Q
Aphid
Help Getting over the Static
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0
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201
Aphid
Aphid
Spit On My Grave
Venting Pain is just is pain is not get you anything
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0
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159
Spit On My Grave
Spit On My Grave
WallTermite
Venting Life simply isn't going the way I'd like
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2
Views
330
Front Back
F
starboy2k
surrendering vs leaving
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1
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134
SoverignDreamer97
SoverignDreamer97
LastDayOnEarth
I can confidently say that I'm not afraid of death, not a little
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4
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208
Nolongerlive
N
LastDayOnEarth
Even if i never get the courage to ctb, i won't artificially extend my lifespan
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2
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159
Front Back
F
R
inquiry
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0
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216
raemz
R
frail
Venting i cant stand ppl that look better than me
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10
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560
sickofeverything
S
meowzers3276
ctb postponed
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3
Views
359
SDB
S
Sigh_Sigh_Sigh
Discussion Is the death erection a true occurrence?
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4
Views
277
Bootleg Astolfo
Bootleg Astolfo
Resol
Feeling guilty for still being alive and/or jealous of people who died by suicide
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11
Views
552
tomame
tomame
Y
Anyone else wishes they meet someone who just shoots them?
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6
Views
300
tomame
tomame
L
  • Locked
Help When can I message
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5
Views
315
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
N
Would anyone be willing to give me feedback on my suicide letter?
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2
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401
voc_89
voc_89
Y
Method Methadone [stronger than N and more sourced]
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0
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338
yes7777777
Y
chudpolonais
Venting life is a curse
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5
Views
396
Off_Switch
Off_Switch
themisfit
My uncle did it with the shower hose
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2
Views
651
iLikeFrogs
iLikeFrogs
Aphid
Thoughts on self immolation?
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10
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414
iLikeFrogs
iLikeFrogs
favouriteworstnight
benzos help a lot
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15
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650
bipolar22
bipolar22
S
Help I don’t have rope what else could I use to bang myself
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6
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285
bipolar22
bipolar22
behindtheveil
Does hyperventilating before exit bag plays a crucial role to ctb?
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0
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111
behindtheveil
behindtheveil
gooblet
We only live once
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5
Views
292
inpainnosleep
inpainnosleep
surterMAN
Help Should I trust this SN Table?
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1
Views
197
Forveleth
F
auti
Preparation cleaning
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1
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186
Forveleth
F
X
ridiculous Larry King interview on suicide
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1
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287
yes7777777
Y
jazzykaykay
  • Question
CTB with SN?
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2
Views
489
jazzykaykay
jazzykaykay
SadMcFrowns
Story My story
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0
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531
SadMcFrowns
SadMcFrowns
Surek
Resource [RAW DATA] - Combo-ePPH-G2S_March_02_2026 + Appendix-English_October_05_2025
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12
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1K
Surek
Surek
LastDayOnEarth
All i have left is to buy the rope and find a good spot
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0
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152
LastDayOnEarth
LastDayOnEarth
Y
PPH The peaceful pill handbook 2026
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3
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468
Surek
Surek
amberkakapo
Story i tried to kill myself this morning
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18
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1K
amberkakapo
amberkakapo
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Method Paint Thinner & Plastic Bag
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0
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250
tommygunns
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tabmeltsontoungue
Could i use this to tie a noose
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4
Views
319
Forveleth
F
Defenestration
If i have a magic wand...
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22
Views
696
Defenestration
Defenestration
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