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themisfit

themisfit

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Apr 20, 2026
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My uncle killed himself in his early 20s, in the 90s

No suicide forum. No information on how to properly do it. No medications, no doctors, no therapy

He hung himself with the shower hose at night. His parents (my grandparents) were sleeping, so he probably didn't know about the 30 minute rule and the risks of being interrupted

He was a bandit. He used to rob students at the university I went to. He was also a drug addict

My father (his brother) says girls loved him

I'm not a bandit. I don't do drugs. I just can't stand being so lonely anymore

Although I have a decent rope and a sturdy anchor point, I lack the courage

What if I get brain damage? What if there is a hell? Can you imagine suffering infinitely more, for the rest of eternity?

I'm so tired…
 
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FleurMaudite

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Apr 24, 2026
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I'm sorry, that must have been very hard for your grandparents.
 
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