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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
zdeweilx
Method Is starving to death a viable option to CTB ?
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44
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1K
slowlydying2mrrw
slowlydying2mrrw
aceless_spade
If the door is open I am jumping
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8
Views
486
NearlyIrrelevantCake
NearlyIrrelevantCake
wildflowers1996
I'm scared this is karma
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36
Views
2K
StrawberryBlood
StrawberryBlood
Liebestod
Discussion Does having a ctb date really help?
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5
Views
383
ipmanwc0
ipmanwc0
instormdrains
Gonna be dead in an hour
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22
Views
2K
instormdrains
instormdrains
dangerstars
Venting i don't think they love me the way i love them
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1
Views
304
Gangrel
Gangrel
Dead_Rose
Method Advice needed
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2
Views
366
cemeteryismyhome
cemeteryismyhome
Decayed
am i selfish for not wanting to be alone
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3
Views
319
JamieD
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moldyara2002
I don’t want my family to even see my ashes
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4
Views
292
JamieD
J
eggsausagerice
i feel like ctbing in my house
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0
Views
357
eggsausagerice
eggsausagerice
Claymore7274
Venting I can't cry
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10
Views
603
Sadbanana
S
Sleeper System
8 Billion Souls ™️ (Graphic Rant)
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1
Views
306
badatparties
badatparties
meowmauve
therapy
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1
Views
187
Forveleth
F
braintorture
Help Dealing with not being caught with ordering online
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9
Views
756
EmpressDean
EmpressDean
RENOX
Method Will suffocation inside a car works?
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6
Views
738
badatparties
badatparties
Kazu Ha
Venting I hate my life
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2
Views
355
honeythunder
H
pokerrkitty
Venting Being open about being suicidal has only caused me to lose people.
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7
Views
569
Hibiki
Hibiki
GleefulGrimshade
BE CAREFUL WITH AIRBNB AND HOTELS
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4
Views
602
reb
R
SomedayorNexttime
Help Does anyone know how to effectively hang with a cord? I want to half hang as I heard it’s effective.
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1
Views
232
Ramire_Artes
R
M
I don't know if I'll survive this month. Lots of debt
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4
Views
354
Ramire_Artes
R
LonelyPrince
Venting Weak. Pathetic.
Replies
6
Views
496
Roseate
R
Boudika
Help How much it would cost to clean my dead body?
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1
Views
272
kurgan
kurgan
dogdrool
Intrusive thoughts or truly just a terrible person?
Replies
2
Views
238
suicidesergal
suicidesergal
scary
Method Probably the worst CTB method (that I will attempt anyway)
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9
Views
2K
peacefulsleepnow
P
OOUUneverover
NSFW Sex as a form of self harm?
Replies
7
Views
783
Dejected 55
Dejected 55
princeseadove
Help What’s the sweet spot and how can I find it?
Replies
6
Views
371
Forveleth
F
mlb
For people who attempted ctb outside - how did you feel?
Replies
24
Views
2K
like_a_bird
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kipstriesagain
Venting Probably maybe killing myself in a few days, my thoughts
Replies
1
Views
284
GleefulGrimshade
GleefulGrimshade
Kotaru Chan
Megathread (Brasil) - Tentativas Fracassadas
Replies
6
Views
1K
Alive42long
Alive42long
E
Venting Waiting for SN to arrive is so ass
Replies
3
Views
452
Bimbosqualo
B
O
Fent or something equivalent on the dark web, how easy is it to obtain this a good alternative is this to N?
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11
Views
1K
Liebestod
Liebestod
omgkawaiiamagai
  • Question
doubt about sn
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1
Views
235
Chemi
Chemi
Dinnerwith6
Am I still alive or already in the afterlife
Replies
4
Views
303
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
KattinKai!
I wish
Replies
0
Views
139
KattinKai!
KattinKai!
S
Does C still sell N in the dark markets?
Replies
3
Views
454
Sniperassault2012
S
LakeMungoGirl
I told my friend I’m planning on CTB and instead she offered to fly me to her state so we could live together
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20
Views
1K
doomedforsure
D
A
Drinking Amyl (Poopers)
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1
Views
195
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
notevenhere
if you are born poor, you will die poor. stop trying.
Replies
12
Views
838
Xiaojiu
Xiaojiu
Siamese Believe
Everything around me is just a constant reminder of everything I couldn’t have
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4
Views
321
iveseenfootage
iveseenfootage
N
Venting Im so fucked
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1
Views
226
fkyou
fkyou
P
what is the ideal benzo for sn?
Replies
8
Views
543
Roadrunner
Roadrunner
jonsantorni
Maintaining SI
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2
Views
208
zdeweilx
zdeweilx
WEIRDOOOXDDDD
bye and thanks to everyone who helped me <3
Replies
20
Views
646
zdeweilx
zdeweilx
M
Method Switching methods
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1
Views
298
Praestat_Mori
P
K
EUROPEAN PEOPLE
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3
Views
435
Eriktf
E
here_for_now
how to avoid getting revived
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1
Views
258
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
M
Help How to kill myself with my prescription of Quetiapine (400mg), Lamotrigine (200mg) and lorazepam (2mg)?
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4
Views
479
murielhelsop
M
kat_
Help am i a bad person if i kill myself despite people caring about me?
Replies
10
Views
628
Alpacachino
Alpacachino
Insomniac Butterfly
Venting More silly venting.
Replies
5
Views
442
Dreaming In Aconite
Dreaming In Aconite
K
Method Painless partial hanging - my method
Replies
29
Views
29K
ostaja123
ostaja123
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