Live is exhausting

[Defenestration]

Even when good things happen to me in life, I still find life not worth living.

No matter what happens to me, I find life very tiring... the worst part is that I feel this way even when nice things happen.

Having to get up every morning, forcing myself to do things, starting all over again the next day... even if there are moments of pleasure...

A life without living seems better. I'm probably just big lazy...

 

[thelostautistic]

It really is. I feel so overwhelmed by staying alive.

 

[NihilDoll]

Yup, couldn't have said it any better.
With the world as fucked up as it is right now, this constant grind loses its meaning more and more.
You're finally having a decent time and the next moment, a fat guy in an ill fitting suit with more power than he should have just decides "Well, sucks for you, i'll fuck shit up even more now".
It's just pointless nonsense at this point. "It is what it is"

 

[Defenestration]

It really is. I feel so overwhelmed by staying alive.

Yes wake up morning.....and very tiring
....

 

[Aflame5926]

god yeah, waking up and then actually have "to do" things.

it really becomes not worth anymore

 

[Defenestration]

god yeah, waking up and then actually have "to do" things.

it really becomes not worth anymore

Yes
Why people die in sleeping and not ME

 

[Aflame5926]

Yes
Why people die in sleeping and not ME

i have it now that my weekend are needed to just "recover" from my work days.

the fun of eating out is pretty much gone.
heck i can't even play some games because sensory overload so i can really feel this


AND WHY NOT ME?!?!?! or any user of this forum ?!?!?!

 

[NihilDoll]

Yes
Why people die in sleeping and not ME

Luck has a way to always find its way to those who don't deserve it :/

 

[honestmind]

Feeling similarly. Not sure how I'm supposed to keep this up for another 60 or so years. Sending you strength.

 

[nocturnal123]

It's so exhausting to do the same daily chores over and over to no end.

 

[no.death.bed.reQ]

It's the people who actually have the will or can always overcome the obstacles that I'm so jealous of

 

[Defenestration]

It's the people who actually have the will or can always overcome the obstacles that I'm so jealous of

Indeed how do people succeed to live without kill themselces?
My life is easier than them

 

[Defenestration]

I need to redo my suicide letter and update the list of people to notify, but I can't be bothered.

 

[PanaxMan]

Even when good things happen to me in life, I still find life not worth living.

No matter what happens to me, I find life very tiring... the worst part is that I feel this way even when nice things happen.

Having to get up every morning, forcing myself to do things, starting all over again the next day... even if there are moments of pleasure...

A life without living seems better. I'm probably just big lazy...

I'm also pretty lazy and I don't have a reason to live besides my sister. I'm forced into shit I don't want to do and actively do shit that's bad for me. I just don't want the burden anymore.

 

[Defenestration]

Many of us don't want to die but are tired of making the efforts that life demands...

 

[Defenestration]

I don't know why, but I'm extremely tired and have a strong desire to die.

 

[Defenestration]

You sleep, you wake up, and you're still physically exhausted...

 

[killawithme]

every morning I wake up and feel worse than death sometimes it takes me 20 minutes just to get up even when my mind is racing to do things already I'm just unable to

 

[Defenestration]

I can't take this life anymore...it's horrible... I've been enduring this since 2004.