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Suicide Discussion

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traingirl
Venting Was doing good and left. Life and meds took its toll again.
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0
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238
traingirl
traingirl
KristineMC
"Get help" they said. If only it was so simple.
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20
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999
BPDTalk
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king_yaroglek
Venting Don´t even have the willpower for VSED
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2
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335
king_yaroglek
king_yaroglek
Daisy88_99
I JUST WANNA CRY! How much relief do you have when you have a peaceful method available?
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13
Views
798
HeyBoogahJr
HeyBoogahJr
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Discussion Is it weird/bad to want to be on a intimate relationship knowing I'm planning on ctb?
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10
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480
litany_of_thoughts
litany_of_thoughts
un.exist
Are you desensitised ?
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1
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393
Hollowman
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Dante_
Resource Comprehensive Medical records from SN attempt
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38
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6K
RyeSalRuff2
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XxEstenxX
Venting Failed attempt :)
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0
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539
XxEstenxX
XxEstenxX
P
Venting I can't keep going
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3
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397
ginadu
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attheendofthenight_
I started writing suicide notes
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12
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543
SASU-KE
SASU-KE
Captain laser
slowly becoming distrustful
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4
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366
Lapdog6795
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iCryInMySecretSpot
  • Poll
What has your diet been like lately ? [Poll]
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10
Views
513
Bitterly_Nostalgic
Bitterly_Nostalgic
gardenoflonely
Venting I don't want to connect with anyone
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8
Views
530
interna
interna
I
Help Acquiring SN in India
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28
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2K
Endisclose
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pieceoffox
Discussion Got my SN
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7
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559
pieceoffox
pieceoffox
T
Help Nitrogen or helium tank
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0
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198
tender
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Discussion How old is your SN?
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6
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389
Lapdog6795
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dandelion_fluff
Never hated myself more than now
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1
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328
Lambybahhhhhh
Lambybahhhhhh
BleedMeAnOcean
Venting My words don't come from my head
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3
Views
429
BleedMeAnOcean
BleedMeAnOcean
Daisy88_99
Venting The Art of Being Already Dead. ):
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2
Views
533
Forever Sleep
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SadCryingBunny
Death in chair gas
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4
Views
446
babyneo1
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S
Help Where can I find/buy Sodium Nitrite (SN)
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2
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581
sadee
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princexhhn
Help buying SN in the philippines
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8
Views
753
OrbOrb
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vietorvtuneli
Method The methods I'm contemplating...
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5
Views
695
thefirstluminary
thefirstluminary
pechaberry
My brother died.
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17
Views
876
Dot
Dot
paperbaghat
Venting I think I'm at the end of my rope.
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0
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323
paperbaghat
paperbaghat
starboy2k
Venting Nothing Is Divine About The Dangerous Society We Built
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4
Views
387
Serena 2026
Serena 2026
iblamethemfr
Venting OD is never guaranteed
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1
Views
175
8hsjyd
8
F
Help Ordering SN from non dark web sources
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0
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285
finasteride_end
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chaoschuckler
Help Suggest Standalone movies where protagonist kills himself
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22
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1K
Dot
Dot
X
do you think genuinely happy adults exist?
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17
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1K
Pluto
Pluto
witchcraft
Not sure if anxiety or paranoia...
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2
Views
345
witchcraft
witchcraft
Proxycake
Venting So unloved
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1
Views
282
bipolar22
bipolar22
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How not to not get caught mid-attempt?
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12
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558
wine is fine but
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Drowningindespair
I want to be abused I'm so fucking desperate
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1
Views
270
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
CTB & disabling outcomes as a Mental Shortcut
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0
Views
213
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
briardweller
Is suicide by pistol really all that risky?
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16
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2K
Bishop
Bishop
K
Im just a jealous little lady
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0
Views
288
kenz
K
dying_kwik2000
Discussion Feeling alone and trapped
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1
Views
360
Feldsparc
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A
Need to talk to someone with kids
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6
Views
532
sureucan362
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m3nhera
Help Questions about the dark web
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4
Views
396
m3nhera
m3nhera
AUROR4
Help SN BRASIL DĂšVIDAS
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18
Views
3K
Tini
T
U
i feel i don't deserve a peaceful death
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6
Views
508
m3nhera
m3nhera
U
Venting i don't necessarily want to die but i also can't live with my trauma/past
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4
Views
691
Feldsparc
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AutisticAcademic
Do you know anyone who’s died of suicide?
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79
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9K
donkeydo
donkeydo
evergreen_forest
Venting grieving the life i will never get to live
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17
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2K
Feldsparc
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T
Is it actually possible for me to off myself, or am I just kidding myself?
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1
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502
cyanidekitty
cyanidekitty
CowardlyLies
Venting Present and future is bleak
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0
Views
291
CowardlyLies
CowardlyLies
LastDayOnEarth
I understand your point of view but
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4
Views
338
starboy2k
starboy2k
2muchpain2
400 foot jump
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16
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1K
2muchpain2
2muchpain2
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