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Suicide Discussion

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wildflowers1996
getting worse with each day
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0
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523
wildflowers1996
wildflowers1996
J
Gotten Retarded
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0
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332
JackisSuffering
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E
Help Finding courage
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2
Views
594
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
pukiechan
Venting its so over bros
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2
Views
738
SVEN
SVEN
CTB Dream
Venting No want stay
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4
Views
545
SA1994EC
S
pukiechan
i dont have anywhere to even ctb anymore
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2
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614
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
hermes
Sarco failed ?
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9
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844
nihilistic_dragon
nihilistic_dragon
SadMonster725
Chaos.
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2
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358
SVEN
SVEN
K
Counting down the days.
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2
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672
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
retVarii
Venting I literally cannot sleep this night
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3
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346
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ijustwishtodie
Anybody else here want to ctb to be more risk averse?
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10
Views
760
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
rih
Discussion Ultimatums, plans set if something doesn't go a certain way?
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2
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1K
kvorumese
K
RickyIsSad
I was supposed to go to college and be something
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2
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560
Nicholas22231
Nicholas22231
N
How much time do you think do you have left?
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13
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1K
deadtrace
deadtrace
imveryretarded
Any methods on how to kill myself?
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4
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1K
NegevChina
NegevChina
S
Discussion About to pull the trigger on DMC
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1
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531
Praestat_Mori
P
mellowdependency
Can someone confirm dmc before i order?
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11
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1K
Wendigo
Wendigo
ijustwishtodie
Discussion How much would you give for a bottle of N that won't be confiscated away from you?
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14
Views
988
donwhitman
D
folly_
Venting my childhood was just normal, i guess
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3
Views
568
folly_
folly_
Rosenfort
Help Comprar SN pelos correios
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1
Views
668
angel-of-death
angel-of-death
Randy Savage
I’ve given up
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1
Views
586
Noob
Noob
-nobodyknows-
Social anxiety sucks
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0
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368
-nobodyknows-
-nobodyknows-
hopscotch
frustration in knowing i won't kill myself
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3
Views
589
hopscotch
hopscotch
Kadaver
Venting I hate my body
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0
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298
Kadaver
Kadaver
6
Help GBL injected through the vein to die
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0
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300
6o66yx
6
S
  • Question
The best way to make it look like an accident?
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30
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3K
norain
norain
WildAtHeart
in public i can act happy and upbeat but in private im extremely depressed and suicidal
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11
Views
457
painfree
painfree
S
  • Question
Peru N questions
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32
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2K
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
R
sleeping pills as a method of suicide
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6
Views
819
ladylazarus4
ladylazarus4
S
Venting Suffering
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9
Views
483
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
wildflowers1996
can someone please give me hope for reincarnation
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10
Views
805
vanillamilkshakes
vanillamilkshakes
F
undecided about ctb
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7
Views
381
DeathSleep
DeathSleep
CTB Dream
Venting Hit wall
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0
Views
232
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
gummyshark
why does wanting suicide=selfish
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33
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3K
Pryras
Pryras
SadMonster725
I'm alive, but I feel like I died.
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4
Views
346
maniac116
maniac116
R
How to talk about suicide to my family?
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8
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672
Nadir
N
kuchenn1238
alternatives to medication?
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2
Views
284
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
midstarscream
Movies/Music list before CTB
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3
Views
461
RottenApple17
R
CTB Dream
Venting Life = nonsns
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2
Views
441
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
TAW122
Another developmental event that shaped my view on CTB as an valid option
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15
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1K
_Gollum_
_Gollum_
Praying 4 a Miracle
  • Solved
CTB method of simply drinking too much alcohol in one day? They say it can happen with just one bottle!
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14
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1K
outrider567
O
U
Discussion Why it's best not to say "I hope you find peace"
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46
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3K
ArteriesBindEveryon
ArteriesBindEveryon
L'absent
Guaranteed death?
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10
Views
652
orderphil91
orderphil91
heyy
  • Poll
Discussion Who should find you after you succeded?
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11
Views
463
untildeathdousapart
untildeathdousapart
justwannadip
Help SN and Unconsciousness
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16
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2K
howunfortunateforme
H
LivideLamb
I almost got hit by a car today
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0
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331
LivideLamb
LivideLamb
P
Venting I'll attempt soon
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5
Views
533
reyonrays
reyonrays
heyy
Scared that I won't be "dead" after I died
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6
Views
519
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
f1berz
Venting Life Choices
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4
Views
606
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L'absent
Help I'm looking for information
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5
Views
423
astr4
astr4
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