
roboteulogy
Member
- Jul 17, 2023
- 17
i hate having thoughts that constantly contradict each other. i don't know what is going on in my head anymore. this is all so difficult and i'm tired. i don't even see a satisfying end to it all. you struggle just to keep living and then what?
sometimes there's hope and there's a simple ladder i can climb that'd make my life incrementally better, sometimes the fog clears and i suddenly gain the realization that i'm subjecting myself to this horrible torture for sub par results. there's no ifs or maybes, mediocrity is too good for me and is unattainable. all there is to life is just this.
sometimes there's hope and there's a simple ladder i can climb that'd make my life incrementally better, sometimes the fog clears and i suddenly gain the realization that i'm subjecting myself to this horrible torture for sub par results. there's no ifs or maybes, mediocrity is too good for me and is unattainable. all there is to life is just this.