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NoPoint2Life
Why is this so hard?
- Aug 31, 2024
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In the mornings, as I'm in the bathroom, doing my hair and brushing my teeth I have been obsessing lately over the inevitable death of my mother. It's going to be about two weeks more for us to find out if she has cancer. She already has a shit load of health problems and quite honestly I'm amazed she still alive. today I started thinking of questions to ask her about certain things to give away. I know I'm jumping the gun, but this has always been a fear of mine for when it actually happens. And then my father pops into my mind and I get really scared because of something happens to him who is the healthy one I am totally screwed. Then I'll have to care for my mother alone and he is the driver in the family. It's like I'm obsessed with death lately.