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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
Even here I don't tend to talk about this stuff much. It's just too depressing and I don't expect to come out of it looking good.
 
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lv-gras

fledermausßßßßßßßß
Jul 27, 2018
617
I have masochistic sexual fantasies that involve my being killed at the moment of orgasm. I am rather embarrassed to have them, and even more to mention them.
I'm non sexual but I want cuddles and stabs or strangulation

yeah, that makes sense. actually have had some similar possibly masochistic fantasies, maybe not sexual though. the cuddling and strangulation sounds kind of nice.

embarrassed as well.
 
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Morning Angel

Useless Broken Wings
Aug 8, 2018
618
As corny and dumb as it sounds, I love the thought of having sex with my hypothetical wife in our hypothetical home. And dominating her via penetration (I am not trans but I have penis envy) and other consensual forms of mild d/s. Some spanking, mild choking, hair pulling, and dirty talk. You know the drill. And of course a lot of cuddling and tender kisses afterwards :)
 
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VincentValentine

VincentValentine

Student
Sep 27, 2018
145
About the only thing left I haven't done that I want to do is eat a woman's bush. I've gone down on ladies before, but too many women shave. It's ok to grow it out and have more of a 70's look.
 
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lv-gras

fledermausßßßßßßßß
Jul 27, 2018
617
As corny and dumb as it sounds, I love the thought of having sex with my hypothetical wife. And dominating her via penetration (I am not trans but I have penis envy) and other consensual forms of mild d/s. Some spanking, hair pulling, and dirty talk. :)

don't think anything on here is dumb. it's just what it is.

J
 
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Morning Angel

Useless Broken Wings
Aug 8, 2018
618
About the only thing left I haven't done that I want to do is eat a woman's bush. I've gone down on ladies before, but too many women shave. It's ok to grow it out and have more of a 70's look.
I'd like the opposite - every girl I've ever gone down on has been hairy and messy and it gets so old choking on and getting it caught in your teeth. Fucking queer women being all granola and shit. I had to beg one of my exes to trim once in a while. Just once I wonder what it would be like to be with a woman who shaves it all off.
 
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VincentValentine

VincentValentine

Student
Sep 27, 2018
145
I'd like the opposite - every girl I've ever gone down on has been hairy and messy and it gets so old choking on and getting it caught in your teeth. Fucking queer women being all granola and shit. I had to beg one of my exes to trim once in a while. Just once I wonder what it would be like to be with a woman who shaves it all off.

Wow! That's so funny. You could floss your teeth in that bush.

I like both natural and trimmed bush. They're both hot to me. I guess we wish we were in the other's shoes in that way.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
yeah, that makes sense. actually have had some similar possibly masochistic fantasies, maybe not sexual though. the cuddling and strangulation sounds kind of nice.

embarrassed as well.
I took Miss to mean she wants a hug and to die as two separate things. Maybe I was wrong
 
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Morning Angel

Useless Broken Wings
Aug 8, 2018
618
Wow! That's so funny. You could floss your teeth that bush.

I like both natural and trimmed bush. They're both hot to me. I guess we wish we were in the other's shoes in that way.
More like I ended up having to floss it out afterward. Lol so gross! I should give you my ex's number, she's got a massive bush! Have at it bruh! Lmao

I know it's a lot of work to keep it totally shaved all the time but damn I bet it looks so cute from behind. :)
 
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lost illusions

lost illusions

bye
Sep 12, 2018
548
I just realized I was donated to the goodwill, discounted, clearanced then ended up in the free basket. Well shit
 
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lost illusions

lost illusions

bye
Sep 12, 2018
548
About the only thing left I haven't done that I want to do is eat a woman's bush. I've gone down on ladies before, but too many women shave. It's ok to grow it out and have more of a 70's look.
Hair in teeth and choking isn't that fun. Your lucky to have these experiences. I'm a little jealous lol
 
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lost illusions

lost illusions

bye
Sep 12, 2018
548
Actually I'm jealous of all yall lol
 
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ParamitePie

ParamitePie

Experienced
Oct 11, 2018
218
I can't be the only one who wants to have sex with someone while roleplaying as James Bond and skydiving from a Boeing C-17 without a parachute, right?
 
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lost illusions

lost illusions

bye
Sep 12, 2018
548
I can't be the only one who wants to have sex with someone while roleplaying as James Bond and skydiving from a Boeing C-17 without a parachute, right?
That would be fun, talk about going deep and the impact there after
 
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VincentValentine

VincentValentine

Student
Sep 27, 2018
145
Hair in teeth and choking isn't that fun. Your lucky to have these experiences. I'm a little jealous lol

Well yeah, lol. I'm just sayin a woman with a little hair down there is fucking hot. It looks good. So many are completely shaved nowadays.
 
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lost illusions

lost illusions

bye
Sep 12, 2018
548
Well yeah, lol. I'm just sayin a woman with a little hair down there is fucking hot. It looks good. So many are completely shaved nowadays.
The only thing I have seen was something that could have been an upside down mullet lol
 
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AndyCurious

AndyCurious

Warlock
Sep 13, 2018
707
Mine is fortunately not gross, but still, I can't tell, I have lost enough people in my life, I don't need to lose those few I have left..
 
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lost illusions

lost illusions

bye
Sep 12, 2018
548
R N, I'd be happy with a gall in sweat pants sweat shirt blanket and a bowl of popcorn. it's cold
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
Doesn't really matter what they are does it? Just that they can't ever be fulfilled. My libido is as much a burden to me as I am to society and left to it's own devices would be a criminal. I can't really follow my principles if I listen to what it wants. Going to all kinds of places meeting all kinds of people that I wouldn't otherwise doesn't appeal to me just my dick. I wish I could cut it off and it could do it's own thing or the world was such that it was healthy and not a recipe for disaster. I dunno my sexuality (whatever the hell it is) is very much entwined with my cynical world view and one of the reasons I want to kill myself
 
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tothemetalsickness

tothemetalsickness

World of Warcraft gamer
Oct 4, 2018
67
The more I masturbate, the more I understand that it's not the act itself that I like but the high that I get from it. The act of sex is animalistic and repulsive. Sometimes you look at a girl and you think you like her, what you really want is to bang her. Love is really just nature's trick to force you to reproduce. I have no interest in that anymore.
This is sooooooo trueeeeeeeeee
 
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Duqu

Duqu

Curse your sudden but inevitable betrayal!
Aug 27, 2018
452
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musician

musician

Member
Oct 16, 2018
19
I've interested in BDSM for a long time. Never had a partner. My wife is French Vanilla all the way so I didn't has the chance to try it in real life. Except for few failed tries.
 
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Ah.ow

scared person
Mar 12, 2024
96
Too many things I wanna try to list lol I have a fetlife with all my stuff I like.
i apologize to ask a broader question than this thread is about, i wondered can I ask you more about fetlife? I tried to find help related to there, and everything has been overwhelming. so I wondered where to check, I wondered about here
 
Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
19,892
All of them, because I've never had sex and likely never will no matter how much I'd want to.
 
Saturn_

Saturn_

I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
Apr 22, 2024
299
I can't relate to this because I don't really have any out-there kinks to begin with, and sex has been ruined for me because of painful memories. I would rather just not be reminded of it before I leave this earth. I'd rather die a virgin than acknowledge the pain of a happy life I can never maintain as I face death. I'd rather do other risky, fun shit before I go, like max out my credit card or do tons of drugs. Those activities aren't attached to my reasons for suicide, therefore I can actually enjoy them to the fullest.
 
sancta-simplicitas

sancta-simplicitas

Student
Dec 14, 2023
194
I suppose I'm lucky in the sense that I've never lacked sexual contact and I've done a lot of kinky stuff during the years. I stopped pursuing dating and sex in 2021 to focus on my "healing" (guess how that went lol) and I haven't really missed it. One could say that I feel outfucked.

One thing I do regret though is never having met the perfect dom. I've been dominating, I've been good at it but I'd much rather be dominated by someone who knows what they're doing. Several women have been expressing a will to dominate me but only one has actually been good at it and we broke up before things started to happen for real.
 

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