Unfulfilled sexual fantasies

[Caustic Cardinals]

Just being warmly held

 

[worldexploder]

My sex drive isn't even that strong anymore. Haven't had it since 2014. Before that, I was with 4 people. My ex wife was the only one who liked my kinky side. And believe me, my fetishes are out in left field!

 

[BlackDragonof1989]

No she's not she finally went to police station a state away because she was paranoid police were in on it. Idk what she had but was stressful I write about my crazy experiences on my tumblr as I get I'm very unusual situations.

I see, well that's a relief <3 I find fortunately about 150 mg diphenhydramine after a dxm trip helps me sleep but it's still not the best but I rather get a little sleepy and buzzed on it than the zombie feel of antipsychotics *nods* May I have your tumblr please I would like to follow you as such stories can help teach me or just help me feel better too. And I just like drama >< xD

 

[worldexploder]

My sex drive isn't even that strong anymore. Haven't had it since 2014. Before that, I was with 4 people. My ex wife was the only one who liked my kinky side. And believe me, my fetishes are out in left field!

Lol you know this post actually made me laugh for the first time in awhile. I'm thinking - if y'all knew the stuff I was into, you would either laugh or vomit. Maybe both. Btw, I'm NOT into vomit.

 

[Brokenanddeadinside]

I see, well that's a relief <3 I find fortunately about 150 mg diphenhydramine after a dxm trip helps me sleep but it's still not the best but I rather get a little sleepy and buzzed on it than the zombie feel of antipsychotics *nods* May I have your tumblr please I would like to follow you as such stories can help teach me or just help me feel better too. And I just like drama >< xD

I see, well that's a relief <3 I find fortunately about 150 mg diphenhydramine after a dxm trip helps me sleep but it's still not the best but I rather get a little sleepy and buzzed on it than the zombie feel of antipsychotics *nods* May I have your tumblr please I would like to follow you as such stories can help teach me or just help me feel better too. And I just like drama >< xD

I can't get sleepy off Benadryl I abuse it taking up to ten a day. Sure look up cryosynthratica on tumblr. I still have to update some of my real stories just haven't gotten around to it.

 

[BlackDragonof1989]

Please share, do not hold back. I just get off on being dominated but I'm still a virgin and will likely remain one xD I'm rather vanilla as well when it comes down to it. A nice warm hug is always nice as well, but I can be kinky and shallow and infected with the demon jizz that is social media mindset these days? Sorry if I was disrespectful to demon please everyone share.

 

[BlackDragonof1989]

Please share, do not hold back. I just get off on being dominated but I'm still a virgin and will likely remain one xD I'm rather vanilla as well when it comes down to it. A nice warm hug is always nice as well, but I can be kinky and shallow and infected with the demon jizz that is social media mindset these days? Sorry if I was disrespectful to demon please everyone share.

I can't get sleepy off Benadryl I abuse it taking up to ten a day. Sure look up cryosynthratica on tumblr. I still have to update some of my real stories just haven't gotten around to it.

And awuhrr I see hm I take about 6 to slow me down a bit I wonder what it would be like with alcohol but I don't want to risk it hahahaha xD But yeah it's a nice buzz for a few hours <3

And okay sounds good thanks ^^

 

[Brokenanddeadinside]

I see, well that's a relief <3 I find fortunately about 150 mg diphenhydramine after a dxm trip helps me sleep but it's still not the best but I rather get a little sleepy and buzzed on it than the zombie feel of antipsychotics *nods* May I have your tumblr please I would like to follow you as such stories can help teach me or just help me feel better too. And I just like drama >< xD

Also I think my last ten years story is the one you should read details the major shit of my last ten years

 

[BlackDragonof1989]

I can't get sleepy off Benadryl I abuse it taking up to ten a day. Sure look up cryosynthratica on tumblr. I still have to update some of my real stories just haven't gotten around to it.

I couldn't find it

Also I think my last ten years story is the one you should read details the major shit of my last ten years

Thanks gah I couldn't find you on tumblr I found your Facebook, you have beautiful pictures I must say <3 Is it case sensitive hold on and I see oh dear <3 Aww but it helps me not feel alone, I love finding people who can't seem to get our shit together I never can it seems <3 *giggles and turns inside out* Boo D:><

 

[Brokenanddeadinside]

I couldn't find it

Thanks gah I couldn't find you on tumblr I found your Facebook, you have beautiful pictures I must say <3 Is it case sensitive hold on and I see oh dear <3 Aww but it helps me not feel alone, I love finding people who can't seem to get our shit together I never can it seems <3 *giggles and turns inside out* Boo D:><

Ahh damn it's cryasynthratica that must be why thought it was cryo not crya and thanks

 

[BlackDragonof1989]

Ahh damn it's cryasynthratica that must be why thought it was cryo not crya and thanks

You're welcome and no problem ^_^

 

[Brokenanddeadinside]

You're welcome and no problem ^_^

Ya let me know what you think when you read my past ten years lol

 

[Pointlessabyss]

Is it bad I can't think of anything more I'd like to try... ive tried things that even I thought WTF and it's come from the girls.
Top 2 wtf moments :
1. I had 1 asking me to cut her thighs as we were at it, don't think she thought I'd do it but we were both cutters so took turns.
2. I ll just say Rainbow kiss and leave it at that...

But yeah my sex drive these days is non exsistent so pretty glad been there done that kind of thing.

 

[BlackDragonof1989]

Ya let me know what you think when you read my past ten years lol

I'm reading through it now and I really feel for you, I've only been through a fraction of those things with girls I really fell for but I have never been so brave, you have been through a lot you poor thing yeah I'm still reading on the part about the meth binge and the life-threatening dehydration *hugs and boops* Sorry I thread hijacked ><

 

[Brokenanddeadinside]

I'm reading through it now and I really feel for you, I've only been through a fraction of those things with girls I really fell for but I have never been so brave, you have been through a lot you poor thing yeah I'm still reading on the part about the meth binge and the life-threatening dehydration *hugs and boops* Sorry I thread hijacked ><

Thanks I still need to add a lot more there were more events like my psycho ex in Maine who stole over $1k worth of shit.

 

[lost illusions]

I still have interest but never had any hope to warrant giving thought. Good read though

 

[jizz676]

Im almost virgin, 2 times ''I made sex''...2 women fucked me as a slave lol, because I was too shy and retired...so my fantasy is to find a girl that has sympathy for me so I would be less shy and do some moves comfortably. I need to have some confidence and a good relation with the partner to have some fun I guess

 

[Morning Angel]

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[Morning Angel]

I always kind of wanted to be in a threesome with two other women.

 

[BlackDragonof1989]

Just to be sexually dominated by a woman, pretty vanilla *shrugs*

 

[fuckthis]

I have many fantasies, a lot of them I reckon will go unfulfilled because I don't know if I could ever actually do it. One of them more recently is the whole cuckold thing, where you watch someone else fuck your girl. It does sound strange lol. I don't think i could ever do it or trust someone else that much honestly. I'm not gonna try and justify it because there's too much to talk about, all I can say is that the people who are into it aren't who you think they would be and it's a big community haha

 

[lost illusions]

Just being warmly held

Same. I'd be happy to be warm, comfortable and safe. Who knows what would happen after that. One thing is for sure, she'd be smiling

 

[Fallen_From_Grace]

I would love to have a chance to fulfill my desires. I'm an extremely kinky person, but I haven't found anyone near me who is the same and is a person I could trust to fulfill my desires with. Maybe one day, who knows. I've got quite a few fantasies that I wouldn't mind having someone take the reins for.

 

[weedoge]

I have many fantasies, a lot of them I reckon will go unfulfilled because I don't know if I could ever actually do it. One of them more recently is the whole cuckold thing, where you watch someone else fuck your girl. It does sound strange lol. I don't think i could ever do it or trust someone else that much honestly. I'm not gonna try and justify it because there's too much to talk about, all I can say is that the people who are into it aren't who you think they would be and it's a big community haha

I'm not a girl but I dated people who were into this and it made me sick, I understood their fetish but I didn't understand how they could push it so hard even when seeing how it upset me. I don't give a fuck about fucking other people I gave a fuck about someone wanting me exclusively. cuck stuff just made me feel exactly the opposite of how I wanted.

I obsessed for a long time over my unfulfilled desires and even now I consider them probably until the last moment I die. but they're just fantasies, I could never live them even if I had the opportunity. I tried so hard to get some kind of satisfaction by basically sexting online and I guess I enjoyed the attention and, even worse maybe, didn't feel any shame for it. There's something fucked with me and I gave up on sex stuff after a few years because if I had pursued it to the point of action I probably would have gotten hurt badly or put myself into a horrid situation that I couldn't get out of.

Sex is fucking horrible and it's conflicted me so much over the years, wish I didn't know what it was

 

[ctoan]

im a badboy...my secret fantazy is to cuddle with my ex gf one more time

 

[fuckthis]

I'm not a girl but I dated people who were into this and it made me sick, I understood their fetish but I didn't understand how they could push it so hard even when seeing how it upset me. I don't give a fuck about fucking other people I gave a fuck about someone wanting me exclusively. cuck stuff just made me feel exactly the opposite of how I wanted.

I obsessed for a long time over my unfulfilled desires and even now I consider them probably until the last moment I die. but they're just fantasies, I could never live them even if I had the opportunity. I tried so hard to get some kind of satisfaction by basically sexting online and I guess I enjoyed the attention and, even worse maybe, didn't feel any shame for it. There's something fucked with me and I gave up on sex stuff after a few years because if I had pursued it to the point of action I probably would have gotten hurt badly or put myself into a horrid situation that I couldn't get out of.

Sex is fucking horrible and it's conflicted me so much over the years, wish I didn't know what it was

I'm sorry, that sucks. There are definitely fetishes and areas where you should tread carefully. Cuckolding is usually only done when you've spent years in a relationship where you're both comfortable with the idea, and even then I'd recommend to take it very slowly. There is a difference between cheating and cuckolding and I've seen stories where the man was forced to accept it because his girl just flat out fucked another guy without his consent. Those are the toxic relationships and I hope your partner's didn't push too far, though I know for a fact it can definitely happen. That's also why I think I won't ever do it, because even if I do find a girl willing to date me I reckon she'll take the idea of cuckolding and just flat out cheat on me.

 

[weedoge]

I'm sorry, that sucks. There are definitely fetishes and areas where you should tread carefully. Cuckolding is usually only done when you've spent years in a relationship where you're both comfortable with the idea, and even then I'd recommend to take it very slowly. There is a difference between cheating and cuckolding and I've seen stories where the man was forced to accept it because his girl just flat out fucked another guy without his consent. Those are the toxic relationships and I hope your partner's didn't push too far, though I know for a fact it can definitely happen. That's also why I think I won't ever do it, because even if I do find a girl willing to date me I reckon she'll take the idea of cuckolding and just flat out cheat on me.

I'm bi and so I was basically "the girl" in the relationship and he was trying really hard to get me flirting with other guys and even to say the exact stuff he wanted. He was clearly exploring himself but in a way that upset me. It was LDR anyway, very pathetic of me.

 

[Maravillosa]

I have masochistic sexual fantasies that involve my being killed at the moment of orgasm. I am rather embarrassed to have them, and even more to mention them.

 

[Miss clefable]

I have masochistic sexual fantasies that involve my being killed at the moment of orgasm. I am rather embarrassed to have them, and even more to mention them.

I'm non sexual but I want cuddles and stabs or strangulation

 

[Maravillosa]

I'm non sexual but I want cuddles and stabs or strangulation

I am also on the asexual spectrum (not entirely non-sexual, but close to it). Cuddles, some kissing, being given a hand job with a bit of cunnilingus, and then strangulation or suffocation as I reach orgasm, yes. I could go for that.