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Placo

Placo

Life and Death
Feb 14, 2024
902
I'm trying to make my CTB as beautiful as possible, after a bad life if nothing else I want a good death, I read in a thread of a user who recommended the use of ketamine together with SN.

I think I know this molecule because at the mental health center they give me esketamine because of resistant depression and it makes me feel good, I don't lose lucidity so I don't risk doing strange things but at the same time I have a feeling of well-being.

Another drug that could be considered is alcohol and maybe oxycodone which also acts as a powerful painkiller, I would avoid stimulants because they can increase anxiety and I don't think it's a good idea when you're about to do CTB.
 
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snwcolt

BANNED
Apr 1, 2025
99
I'm trying to make my CTB as beautiful as possible, after a bad life if nothing else I want a good death, I read in a thread of a user who recommended the use of ketamine together with SN.

I think I know this molecule because at the mental health center they give me esketamine because of resistant depression and it makes me feel good, I don't lose lucidity so I don't risk doing strange things but at the same time I have a feeling of well-being.

Another drug that could be considered is alcohol and maybe oxycodone which also acts as a powerful painkiller, I would avoid stimulants because they can increase anxiety and I don't think it's a good idea when you're about to do CTB.
Depends on the stimulant. I have much experience in this subject if you'd like to dm
 
Placo

Placo

Life and Death
Feb 14, 2024
902
Depends on the stimulant. I have much experience in this subject if you'd like to dm
I'm an anxious guy and I'm sure that with a stimulant I would have anxiety, for now I'm leaning towards ketamine and heroin, then maybe alcohol.
 
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AspiranteSuicida

New Member
Aug 15, 2024
4
I'm trying to make my CTB as beautiful as possible, after a bad life if nothing else I want a good death, I read in a thread of a user who recommended the use of ketamine together with SN.

I think I know this molecule because at the mental health center they give me esketamine because of resistant depression and it makes me feel good, I don't lose lucidity so I don't risk doing strange things but at the same time I have a feeling of well-being.

Another drug that could be considered is alcohol and maybe oxycodone which also acts as a powerful painkiller, I would avoid stimulants because they can increase anxiety and I don't think it's a good idea when you're about to do CTB.
Hi, look I just started a thread to talk and get more information about oxycodone. I feel like it's not mentioned much here. Here, I was proposing it along with benzodiazepines.
 
Placo

Placo

Life and Death
Feb 14, 2024
902
I'm thinking of adding heroin, alcohol, benzodiazepines and ketamine to have a success rate of practically 100%, maybe these drugs alone will be enough without the need for SN but just in case I think I'll take it too.
 
diopdawe

diopdawe

Member
Mar 29, 2025
92
I think mixing SN and alcohol is not a good combo as with alcohol intake there is an increased risk of vomiting. I would love to take sn while drunk though...
 

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