Belbuca / buprenorphine OD or combo with it to CTB? (plus a few other drugs i have)

[wannabeangel]

i know ODs are considered usually a non-method as it has a low success rate, but i have a lot of drugs that can cause CNS depression, and i take buprenorphine 300mcg firms for chronic pain. i was on tramadol but was switched to this, and i was curious if it could be helpful for a OD combo. i have access to quite a few other drugs that can interact with it, i can make a list here of my scripts that seem most useful

- clonazepam 1mg/0.5mg
- baclofen 20mg
- clonidine 0.2mg
- amitriptyline 50mg
- methocarbamol 750mg
- zolpidem 10mg
- pregabalin 75mg

that's everything i found so far that seems useful in my bin of pill bottles. i can push alcohol through my GJ feeding tube as well, if i push it into the J port it hits hard and you have a higher risk of alcohol poisoning as the jejunum absorbs all the drink fast. i had only a bit of clonazepam maybe 2 or maybe 3mg clonazepam (plus already had baclofen, tramadol and maybe other shit in my system) and some liquor in my J tube and i blacked out going to the bathroom. i know i can knock my ass out but idk if everything i have could possibly be enough to CTB if i mix them right. anyone have any advice? i know there is a protocol involving amitriptyline, i'll have to see if i can stock up enough pills, i'll have to ask my mom to stop dissolving them in the syringe for me, say i wanna do it more by myself. i'll have to see

one plug i plan to get ketamine from also has heroin, i might consider that an option. idk if i can OD on ket, but that's to use as more of a pain reliver and get out of my head. my main plan is SN, as i can get that pretty cheap on amazon still
(yes it's on amazon still shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! it doesn't even say it's SN but i plan on removing and burning the label on the jar so it's not connected to the brand so hopefully no pattern slowly shows up so those dont get restricted too. im unsure if transferring SN into a new container is safe or not, but i will label it NaNO₂. and yes ik it's real SN not pink salt or anything it's not even a food item, you can find hints elsewhere on this site) and i have enough kinds of sedatives and pain relievers for that i believe should be good enough. i still want to look at all my options tho, SN still makes me nervous even if i dont have to taste it, i more just fear the nausea and the possibility of not passing out soon enough

any advice about any of the meds i have access to is very appreciated, im hoping the right person comes across this. if people accidentally die from ODs so often i dont get how a good overloaded combo cant be fatal when done deliberately. even if what i have cant kill me if i took it all if it's any good with other methods that work better i gotta know

 

[gardenhouse]

Can i just say bluntly, don't do it? You might end up surviving but with organ failure.

If you read PPH book, amitriptyline can be used as a peaceful cbt but the amount needed is 10gram, so if your pill is 50mg, you need 200 pills to reach 10 gram.

if you wanna go through amitriptyline you also need 30mg of oxazepam times 20.

There are many ways to OD but you need to have the right combination

The other potent formula is opioid (powerful opioid) + powerful benzo + sleeping pills, search Heath Ledger method, recently discussed here on this forum.