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marmota
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- Jun 8, 2026
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No one suspects i want to ctb, so i thought about just drinking SN in a water bottle while going to work, toss the water bottle and just sit there pretending to be asleep (i dont think i will need aditional drugs, im okay with a little bit of pain). Is this an extremely bad idea? I feel like a weird and inexplicable death will be less traumatic for my family than a suicide.