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lonelyguy

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It's bell mental health day here in Canada and I've never been lower than I am right now. I'm 47 years old and this might be the first time in my life that I've actually accomplished something. I plan on spending the next few months getting all my stuff in order and writing notes to leave behind. I know I'll hate myself for hurting my family but I'm tired of living.
 

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It's understandable wishing to leave this cruel world when you feel so tired of everything. I believe that those who have the option of SN by their side right now are fortunate as they can just exit when the time is right, I can imagine that it must be some kind of relief having that option. Anyway, I wish you the best of luck.
 
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6Judas6

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I envy you. How I would like to have in my hand that SN. In any case, I wish you a good suicide.
 
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I hated Bell Mental Health Day when I was living in Canada. All your social media plastered with meaningless platitudes. Its exhausting.

I'm sorry you're at this point in life, but I'm happy you have your SN. Having mine has been a great comfort to me. I wish you all the best as you make your final preparations. My first wish is that life improves for you and that you can find a happy life and future with your family. But should you choose to go ahead with your exit, I hope that it is a peaceful one.
 
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