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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,022
It's so annoying that even death is painful and takes effort in this cruel, evil world. I wish I could die in my sleep or something…
 
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ctbcat

ctbcat

Yes, the everlasting contrast.
Jul 14, 2023
232
scary rare response oouuouououou

no because i'm selfish and want to be remembered to my own detriment. feels like a. what's the word. contradiction, but i wouldn't say so

i want to die but i want to leave a stain when i go. i want to linger. i think i'm just selfish :p
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,356
I want to be remembered as well (for being a bad person) so I'd probably vote no on this. My death needs to make people happy that I'm gone.
 
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kilowatt

kilowatt

Odour of Torture
Sep 9, 2023
381
What kind of question is this for a forum orientated on CTB? I think a vast majority would say yes. That's one's dream.
 
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itsover404

itsover404

Member
Mar 10, 2024
22
No. I would like for people to remember what I was like. Before I began developing serious mental illnesss I was full of life and love and had so many people who cared for me like I them. I don't regret the majority of my life and the relationships I made and the people I affected. I would like them to remember me for who I was, not as I am now; ie a shell of who I was. This isn't me and I'd love for them to just remember me how I was. Although if it were just a button to erase myself without pain I'd sit on it, get my affairs in order, then promptly exit the building.
 
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broth0100

broth0100

i’m not in the tide i be under it, Jaws
Oct 23, 2023
164
Not right this second, ive some stuff i wanna try first
 
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grahf

Broken English from Indonesia
Mar 3, 2024
141
Definitely, my existence just hurting other people idk how to socialize with other people so people always assume I'm weird and annoying
I just don't want to exist
 
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lostmind38

Member
Mar 1, 2024
46
Definitely, I've hurt too many people just by existing!
 
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Rimuss

Rimuss

even hopeless
Feb 23, 2024
13
Yes, yes, yes!! It would be my dream because they wouldn't suffer…
 
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Deadfrogwalking

Member
Jan 15, 2024
70
Definitely, would just be afraid the freaking button was broken or mislabeled, making it all worse by forcing me to live even longer or feel more acutely.
Magic buttons are a sketchy proposition.
Lead to the head on the other hand is a less fallible option.
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
Pressy press the button, goodbye everyone.
 
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untothedepths

untothedepths

death wont return my calls
Mar 20, 2023
642
I would. I hate that the people who spend enough time to care about me will feel bad about it. It's not their fault, I don't know if it's anyones. I don't want them to be sad about not having to care about Cujo, you know?
 
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luneylonegirl

luneylonegirl

Lonely betrayed girl ready to die
Jan 31, 2024
67
Lol, why the heck no? I really want this to happen.
 
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moshimoshi

Apr 6, 2024
749
Yes I would so much. There wouldn't even be a second of hesitation
 
LadyApple

LadyApple

We just want to go home early.
Feb 17, 2020
117
Not yet. I'm going to try a little longer for my friend. She would want me to live and try. I hope I can fulfil the dream life both of us wanted for us both.
 
Groot

Groot

16 lines to make me feel fine
Mar 27, 2024
56
I think the two most common reasons most suicidal people have not CTB is fear of failing their methods/fear of the pain, and also not wanting to cause loved ones, families and friends to be sad.

IF there was a magic button you can press, which erases memories of you from all your loved ones like family and friends, so they never knew you existed, and you just disappear peacefully with no pain, would you press it?

I would slam the button so hard one thousand times
A MILLION TIMES YES
 
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Malaria

Malaria

If I can't be my own, I'd feel better dead
Feb 24, 2024
1,084
Yes, I think about this a lot.
 
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Nx7

Member
Oct 28, 2023
41
If only such a failproof device existed! I would press the button without a worry
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,801
Hell yes. In my case, I don't even care about the loved one aspect of it. I'd just press the button because it's a peaceful, immediate, guaranteed, easy way to die and that's exactly what I need in my life
 
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Tobacco

Tobacco

Efilist. Possible promortalist.
Jan 14, 2023
199
It would be awesome. I wouldn't press it inmediately because I still want to do some stuff. Is saving it for later allowed in your thought experiment? :))

The most important aspect of this experiment is that I don't want anyone else to suffer. That's the main thing keeping me here and also lack of a painless method.
 
Timothy7dff

Timothy7dff

Wizard
Apr 10, 2024
658
I have no loved one. No friends. No family. Every time I get my life going, the deep state beats me back down. I've had multiple failed attempts. I used to dream about such a magic button.
 
zanahori

zanahori

Member
Jul 21, 2023
67
I think the two most common reasons most suicidal people have not CTB is fear of failing their methods/fear of the pain, and also not wanting to cause loved ones, families and friends to be sad.

IF there was a magic button you can press, which erases memories of you from all your loved ones like family and friends, so they never knew you existed, and you just disappear peacefully with no pain, would you press it?

I would slam the button so hard one thousand times
Yes
 
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DeathOfKane

DeathOfKane

Member
Apr 5, 2024
66
Of course. I feel like nothing but a mistake or glitch. I don't think I was supposed to be here to begin with. I think pressing that button is the right thing for me to do.
 
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thelazyegg

thelazyegg

Member
Mar 25, 2024
45
I would immediately press it! You know, I used to tell my therapist about how in this one Doctor Who episode, there's this crack that if you touch it, it erases you from existence and all that knew you cease to remember you existed at all. Everyone was so horrified by that. For me, it sounded like a dream come true! Just like that crack in the wall, I would touch that button as soon as it was in my eyesight.
 
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