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yearsoflonliness

yearsoflonliness

Member
Apr 4, 2024
50
No, I wouldn't.

It's very cruel, but I want people to feel bad that they didn't give a shit about me. I want them to live with it. I want them to think about all the warning signs I gave off. About all the times I asked for help and reached out. I want them to understand that you can't just ignore people and treat them like shit. I want the people that failed me, that let me through the cracks, to hurt. Maybe it'll teach them to be better people. I hope it will.
 
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damienlerone03

damienlerone03

reject humanity, return to monke
May 5, 2024
1,146
No, i wouldn't wanna die but lowkey my intrusive thoughts may make me click it💀
 
indefinitesleep

indefinitesleep

It is what it is
Jun 29, 2024
134
I think the two most common reasons most suicidal people have not CTB is fear of failing their methods/fear of the pain, and also not wanting to cause loved ones, families and friends to be sad.

IF there was a magic button you can press, which erases memories of you from all your loved ones like family and friends, so they never knew you existed, and you just disappear peacefully with no pain, would you press it?

I would slam the button so hard one thousand
id leap to that button in a heartbeat
 
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turbomightbegone

turbomightbegone

🎣
Nov 13, 2023
184
i'd slam dunk that button… after i manage to spend one final time w/ my friends of course. just so i can go end it on good terms
 

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dyingslowly

Student
Jul 17, 2023
114
yes, yes, yes
 
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rednights

rednights

Member
Jun 5, 2024
45
So much so. I think more people would ctb were it that easy. There's many people who idly dream about ctb yet wouldn't do it in practice.
 
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M3lancholia

M3lancholia

Hold my hand. Close your eyes 💕
Jun 28, 2024
40
Yes - in a heartbeat. Hopefully one day in the future this will be a viable option & we can actually control our on death day. With a goodbye death day party!
 
Dark Window

Dark Window

Forest Wanderer
Mar 12, 2024
548
Kind of reminds me of that part of Donnie Darko at the end where his girlfriend who he loved never met him after he sacrificed himself to reverse time

 
demitriusmigsysvotf

demitriusmigsysvotf

It takes a man to be a man
Oct 1, 2023
86
surely. There's no doubt that it's a win win situation for everyone.
 
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Daryl72

Student
Mar 12, 2024
161
Of course, such a thing is exactly what I wish for. All I want is for this existence to permanently and peacefully disappear into nothingness so it's like I never existed at all, I just want this cruel and meaningless existence to be eternally forgotten about. I have no interest in something so evil and undesirable as having the ability to exist, I simply wish for non-existence but only never existing at all is true perfection to me.
Couldn't agree more. Just want to erase all this misery of this evil and unrelenting suffering that those of us with treatment resistant illnesess suffer from. Like others have said , it's the fear of failure and immense pain that has kept me from attempting to go through with it. That and not having the means to have a chance to successfully end it all.
 
trappedinthislife

trappedinthislife

Student
May 13, 2024
107
Yeah. If I have the option to wait I would definitely wait until I really need to die. But knowing that I can bail out at any moment does put me at ease.
 
soulsing

soulsing

Nothing special
Jun 9, 2024
11
No hesitation. It's a win for everyone with the misfortune of knowing me.
 
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wCvML2

Member
Nov 15, 2021
455
Yes, that would be the most ideal situation
 
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Fuko1

Member
Jun 27, 2024
24
I don't remember but what I think is that there should be a button to be able to say this far and that's it.
 
virtualdreamplaza

virtualdreamplaza

(◞ ‸ ◟ㆀ)
Jun 30, 2024
34
Removing their memories of me will be unfortunate, but better for the long run probably - I'd press that button instantly right NOWWWWW
 
etherealspring

etherealspring

can someone just kill me already
Mar 27, 2024
282
i absolutely would. i might hesitate but id do it in the end
 
2messdup

2messdup

Enlightened
Feb 10, 2024
1,079
Definitely. Only fear of failure and the effect on my already troubled brother are stopping me, and my those reasons are reducing these days. But I'd like to spare my brother from the sadness etc
 
ItsyBitsyWeetard

ItsyBitsyWeetard

Student
Jun 1, 2024
120
1000% bro this would be the ideal outcome
 
Edpal247

Edpal247

Experienced
Jul 9, 2024
222
no. I want the button but I want them to have some memories of me. "There are lots of good ones, I was a pretty good dad. imo.
 
feelinggloomy

feelinggloomy

Experienced
May 29, 2024
252
In a New York minute. I pray … to whom or what I don't know… that I will wake up to such a button
 
sexual-sinning

sexual-sinning

世界上幸福的人到處有,為何不能算我一個?
Jun 8, 2024
16
without hesitation
 
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lilmisswbd2cbt

Member
Jul 12, 2024
61
ugh yes where the F is the AI that can make this button 🤨
 
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avalonisburning

Laugh again with me
May 12, 2024
152
Yes. It would be fantastic to just be written off as a failed experiment and mean nothing to the people I love. No love, or hate - just indifference.
 

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